Its yo girl, back to do some much needed writing down of her feelings. I've had a few people popping up from a few months back and I'm??? Like, can y'all be anymore nosey? I was never important to you, or you'd have stayed like you said you were going to. Yes, I am struggling a little lately. No, it doesn't have anything to do with my break up. Funnily enough? My whole life doesn't revolve around it, I was literally over it like 3 weeks after it happened. I've moved the fuck on and so should you. I'm drinking a worrying amount lately, like I've had actual liver pains from it but I really can't bring myself to care enough to stop. I'm having fun with people that give a shit about me, a point they proved after trying to start a fight with someone I didn't want to see. They've been amazing and we've all been messes together and I couldn't wish for better people to have around me. I'm doing stupid shit because I'm apprently taking this whole 'winging it' thing a little to far but fuck it, I'll deal with the consequences later. Like, thats a problem for future me to deal with. Overall, while I've had my moments of struggling, I've still had way more ups and thats what I'm going to focus on. I'm really working on myself, and my friends described it as a transition time so I can't wait to see where all this will get me. I really feel like I'm growing into a new me, and so far Im loving her. Shes way more social, happier, maybe a little impulsive but it makes some right funny situations. Im conclusion; While I've had some shit momemts, and I'm defenitely drinking too much, I feel much happier for it and I'm really liking who Im turning out to be.
