🍒Cocky AF🍒

 it’s not like he wanted to hide it any longer than he did it’s only the choices he’d made at the time that prevented him from telling her sooner . “ least you’re bein’ honest , “ he spoke against her skin as she held him , and he didn’t didn’t blame her. it’s over though , he’d told her almost everything he could and even though there was still things she hadn’t seen or probably didn’t understand— it meant more now that they could be more upfront with each other . “ I’m holdin’ you to your word . “ he laughs . he didn’t really know the people maddy worked with , their first real - ish outing since being married he didn’t know why he felt kind of nervous . his head came up to look at her . “ I just wanna know is there like a dress code or some shit ? what type of event is it y’know you’re not really givin’ me many specifics . “ he pauses . “ but if you wanna dance for me I definitely won’t stop you . “

   it   was   normal   for   him   ,   or   the   new   normal.    he'd   become   desensitized   to   things   within   the   past   few   years  so   what   was   normal   to   him   wasn't  normal  or  understood   to   others.    “    i ‘think   it's   healthy ?  “   as   opposed   to  them  not   talking   about  it   leaving   it   to   be  a   giant  elephant  in   their   marriage   and   relationship.    he   was   glad    his   small   and  recent  efforts   to   spend   more  time  locally   weren’t going  unnoticed  ,   if   anything   it   could   benefit   them    more.    he   sure   as   hell   hadn't   planned  on   hunting   as   a   full   time   profession .    he    smiled  when   her   lips  met  his  skin ,   evoking   a   reaction   only  she   could.   “   that   sounds   like   a   terrible   idea  ,  “  he   laughed  as  she  pushed   him   away   playfully   before   he   pulled   her   back  in   closer   to  him.     he   buried    his   face   against    her   neck   offering   a   kiss   to   her   skin  before  he   released   a   small   sigh.   “  i   dunno  ,   i    was   hopin’   you'd   tell   me   but   now   that   you  have  …     sure.    i'll   go   with   you.   “     he    knew   that    even   if   he   wasn’t   too   big  a  fan  of   going   out   he  needed   to   be   supportive  of   his   wife   and  her   career.    she   would   do   that   for   him   and   he   didn't   want   to   disappoint   her   or   make  her  think   he    wasn't   supportive  enough   of   her.      “   are   you   gonna   tell  me  anything   else  about   it?  or   is  that  a  surprise ,  too  ?  “  

he lowered her hand from his mouth still holding onto it with his own . small moments of intimacy that didn’t require or need them to be naked were still present , their love speaking for itself. “ your protectiveness is sexy , “ he’s teasing her while still being serious . his gaze dipped as she took his hand , watching how their hands fit together ( even if hers happened to be smaller than his own. ) then his gaze shot upwards back towards her , a brow raised . he did not care for surprises so her statement makes him laugh again. “ be normal with you ? when are we not normal ? y’know aside from when I’m not here and incase you haven’t noticed I don’t take that many cases anymore.. “ still — she’s clearly planned something and whatever it was , was happening within the next week. “ why d’you want me to come to work with you ? “

this has to be the cutest thing ever!

what’s the first thing your muse noticed about mine?

this is for @redemptioninterlude, @ruuuue @ruepressed and whoever else writes rue 

okay so there’s a lot to say here. I think that its important to remember that Maddy and Rue have been in each other’s lives for so long, The only reason I think Maddy and Rue aren’t closer is because Maddy basically is everything Rue isn’t. Maddy’s opinionated to where she says almost anything she’s thinking where Rue internalizes and then turns to drugs. Maddy is feminine and all about her outward appearance where Rue “dresses like Seth Rogen”. Maddy is confident and loves being on stage from a young age because she just expects people to love her where Rue has always had anxiety. It’s probably that same anxiety that kept Rue away from Maddy, and let’s face it whoever doesn’t naturally flock to Maddy doesn’t become part of the inner circle. I mean Maddy’s not going to go out of her way to be someone’s friend and beg for attention when she’s naturally used to getting it. 

That being said, Maddy is observant so seeing Rue around Fez who practically everyone know deals drugs doesn’t go unnoticed. Also Maddy is close enough to Cassie who probably talked to Lexie who definitely has mentioned things about Rue’s dad’s death (I play Lexie and I’m 10000000% sure that Lexie went to Rue’s dad’s funeral. fight me if you disagree.) Although Maddy can sympathize she can’t empathize due to her less than ideal relationship with her alcoholic father. 

At the dance we see Rue and Maddy around each other for the second time. Both times they are near each other they talk about the summer and how Maddy thought she had died. We also hear Maddy mention how long ago Rue had been out of Rehab so clearly Maddy was at least keeping a mental note of everything. I think in part that’s because Rue served as a cautionary tale to but also because her presence even in the background would have been missed. 

overall I think Maddy sees Rue as someone who isn’t too confident, who is a teenager just like her but who doesn’t know how to process all the change going on but because they are opposite in some senses but so different in others there is still respect there.

oof okay so first I should mention to remember that this blog is multi ship and multi verse, Maddy’s verse with Thumper is exclusive to just me and Blake, With that said,  canon Maddy isn’t sure on monogamy, canon she finds ways to straddle the line between cheating and just casually flirting. I think that casual flirting is something that almost anyone can fall into. Cheating on the other hand is a series of choices. No Maddy wouldn’t make a series of choices that would lead her to do something labeled as cheating. Could she do something stupid that could be labeled flirting or would it be her reverting back to her old ways? not entirely. I think that relationships at least with Maddy aren’t always going to be linear and it’s not going to be like oh she found one guy and she doesn’t get noticed by others or doesn’t notice other guys ever again. That’s not realistic. I think what makes her marriage so beautiful is that yeah she could cheat, she could have not gone back to him, she could say it’s all too much and leave but instead she makes conscious choices to stay and not betray who she loves. 

either way it went — the two of them would worry about each other and as STUBBORN as both of them were there wasn’t a point in trying to persuade maddy not to worry about him . just like he would worry about her anytime he got the chance — especially if he wasn’t around for a good period of time .

“ I’m not , “ he laughs before it dies away . he just thought it should be something she should decide entirely on her own free will . that and he was trying to not feel the need to be in TOTAL CONTROL of everything and anything around him . did he enjoy the fact that other people looked at maddy and seen how attractive she was ? no . not at all , because she was his but he had the reassurance of that , her actions and words told him she was his and only his . “ well , I wish you wouldn’t but I love you for caring . “ he understood why she worried — she’d seen him come home with quite a few injuries , he couldn’t always walk away unscathed. his gaze dropped where her hand rested on his chest right over where the anti possession tattoo he’d gotten not too long before coming back home was etched into his skin . then of course , the real feat was trying to convince his brothers to get them , too . only colt agreed , rowan refused and he didn’t understand why aleck said no . “ seems to be working so far , huh ? “ his hand reached up and took hers , his other hand finding hers , lifting it to his mouth to press a kiss to her hand .

Maybe this would be how their life would be. The two of them on an endless back and forth teeter totter of worrying about one another. Then again it wouldn’t be the worst thing, Maddy was sure that caring about someone else’s welfare was a way that he showed love. She had seen Thumper worry about his brothers and extended family that it was no wonder how she now was included in that same group. 

@maddypcrez​ said: 🍒 – suck on fingers | from here | accepting

A small smirk played over Nathan’s lips as he watched Maddy. It was the first time they had ended up like this, and he knew that it wouldn’t be the last either. He leaned back, watching her, a groan left his lips, and a hand moved down her back. “You know,” he replied, as his eyes darted to his fingers, “there’s other things that you can suck on.” He let out a breath, as he pressed her closer to him. He pulled back his hand, and pressed his lips against hers, smiling into the kiss. “But I get it,” he mumbled against her lips, “it does taste pretty good.” He slid down a hand over Maddy’s stomach, he ran a finger through her folds, and smiled at her, “or maybe you’d prefer a repeat of what lead to my fingers tasting as good as they do.”

It wasn’t their first time, and he hadn’t expected the night to end in sex, not that he was going to complain about it. He never had expected sex to always happen, they had been out for dinner, and Biff was sure that they both had had a good time. It had been a date night, one of many, and it was always fun and he enjoyed taking her out for dinner or something else for a night or a weekend.

A groan left his lips as he felt how she moved against him, and tried to pull her back as he felt how she pulled away. He hadn’t thought that was what she was going to do. Biff tried his best to move with her. “What?” he asked, a hand ran through his hair as he looked at her. “I haven’t done anything,” he said as he looked at her, he saw the smile, well, a wicked smile on her lips. “I didn’t look at her,” Biff pushed himself up so he was sitting, and he felt how she was closer to his body, hopefully she would believe him. He hadn’t really paid attention to what their waitress had said or done, and if said waitress had flirted with him it wouldn’t have been the first time but he never did anything, he just ignored it, or was nice. “But I don’t want her,” he said, reaching out for her, “I want you.” He let out a breath, “and if she did something it was just because she wanted me to tip more.” Biff gave her a smile, “so why don’t you come here so we can finish what we started.

It was agony to pull away from him when she had. He wasn’t the only one being denied something they both craved. Sure she could have just taken control and reminded him that she was the only girl he could think of. She could have even shown him at the restaurant that she wasn’t some girl who could sit back and watch someone make eyes at what she felt was hers. Maddy could have made a scene in the restaurant that could have made him red with embarrassment. Instead she took it out on him by pulling away from her when she knew he craved her most. She knew that he wanted the warmth of her center. She knew that she could engulf him again just to have him fill her. 

It wasn’t the first time that Nathan had made a comment that could be taken more ways than one. It was something that he always enjoyed, and he most of the time he let people decide for themselves how to take his comments. Spending time alone with someone wasn’t something that happened a lot, well he did spend time alone with Peyton when they weren’t broken up, and there had been a couple of other cheerleaders too. “True but like I said I haven’t actually said no to you either.” 

Nathan knew that most of the people that came with him or decided to stop by his father’s dealership were impressed with the cars, but it wasn’t something that Nathan himself enjoyed. A laugh left his lips, “oh, for sure,” he replied, “all you have to do is think or know him and you can figure out the code.” It hadn’t taken Nathan long to realize that when it comes to codes involving only numbers his dad’s was easy to figure out and he never really changed it. “I don’t know,” he replied, “I thought that the plan was to share a car,” he turned to face Maddy after he had grabbed the key to the car she wanted, “and stop somewhere.” He handed her the key, “and you can drive first and then I’ll drive and we can decide on who’s the better in the driver seat.”

Whenever Nathan and Peyton weren’t together it was as though all of tree hill knew. At times if felt that the town would even grab popcorn to watch the two argue. She had never been one to actually like Peyton, it was no wonder she was one of the girls that were willing to give Nathan attention. Whether that attention would be further fodder for his fights with Peyton she wasn’t sure. For now she needed to just enjoy what she and Nathan were doing. She wasn’t going to trip over herself just because Nathan was giving her attention. He wasn’t the only one that could get attention from whoever he wanted. Maddy could attract any guy she wanted even if they weren’t golden boy Nathan Scott.

“ really ? I think it’s kinda SUBJECTIVE . “ he’d been scared many times in his life — he wasn’t IMMUNE to the feeling of being afraid . showing it on the other hand , so willingly … well he put up a good front . she saw right through him , in only a way she could . she deserved someone who would fight for her — to protect her . as her husband he thought it was some form of RESPONSIBILITY for him , to do that for her because he loved her .

“ I respect that you want my opinion it’s just not somethin’ I’d think of you askin’ my opinion on . it’s not like a new pair of I dunno , curtains or some shit. it wouldn’t be goin’ on my body , y’know ? it’s yours , I think it’s your choice . “

his gaze flickered up towards her after she kissed him and mentioned his cousin again , brows twitching . “ he and I might disagree. I’m almost certain he’d tell you you should get one . “ his hands settled over her arms as she swayed , holding her gaze . “ maybe , “ he laughs before it fades , trying to meet her in the middle — it was a conversation they were going to have sooner than later and he guessed now was the time , especially now that they were married . “ I worry ‘bout you because I have seen some shit that is — unexplainable. dangerous . deadly , inhuman. I don’t want you to get hurt but I want you to know enough to be able to at least know how to protect yourself , in real ways. not by gettin’ a tattoo. “ he ignored the comment about her ex entirely only shaking his head . “ I trust you more than I trust most people . I haven’t scared you off so far so I’d say we’re doin’ pretty good. “

To Maddy the two words really were interchangeable. Even before Thumper she had been taught to not back down or show any inclination of being intimidated. She had trained herself to not be afraid of things even if she wasn’t great at that. At moments she couldn’t help but break down and cry when things got to be too much, but she wasn’t going to argue with Thumper about how she didn’t have a subjective distinction between fear and being terrified. 

“Who knew you were such a feminist.” She probably was one of the least feminist of her friends but she also liked that he was willing to say that her body was her own. She had grown up with men around her who always wanted to claim her as theirs. She had been around guys who wanted nothing more than a puppet, they wanted the pretty girl to own and nothing more. There was a freedom that came with him saying that it was her body and her choice even if it was over something simple like a tattoo. 

“Have I ever disappointed you?” Sam asked, “or done something that would hurt you?” Sam knew that he hadn’t done anything to disappoint or hurt her, at least not willingly. He always tried to be himself around his friends, and the girls he had dated but at times he had hid parts of him but not around Maddy. Sam wanted her to see the real him. 

“And I know you do,” he replied, “and also I don’t like that you are learning that stuff from her.” Sam had already a hard time to say no to his girlfriend, and he was sure that Maddy already knew that, but so far she hadn’t used that against him, too much at least. Sam had heard the stories about what Maddy had done or not done, but he didn’t care, he knew who she was, and as long as he was who he was she would probably be herself too. Sam took her hand in his, “I know,” he replied, “and I’m going to pay you back,” a smile played over his lips, “and I keep my promises” Sam bit down on his lip, “besides that you like babysitting too and we do get some time alone when they’ve gone to bed”

“You already know the answer to that.” Her eyes told him everything he needed to know. Of course he had never disappointed her. Even when they had been lying to the people around them he had never disappointed her or hurt her. If anything he had protected her from making one of the biggest mistakes of her life. 

“You just don’t like it because it works on you.” Just how he had found out that the word please was her weakness, she found that any slight pout could get Sam to bend over backwards or ask how high to jump just to please her. “Mhmm, you better keep all your promises.” Reaching for his shirt she pulled him close still not kissing him. “Oh so is that all you want me to come with you for?” A quirk of her brow she pulled back as if to say that she was offended by Sam’s statement about spending alone time together. “Typical,” she joked. “Only in it for the sex.” In truth they didn’t always have sex, but they did get to have their more intimate moments when they were able to be alone in a dimly lit room with hushed tones to not wake his siblings. Pecking a quick kiss to his cheek she took his hand before grabbing her keys so that they could make their way to his truck.