Was Sakusa so angry at reader because she was everything he wasn't or was this more directed towards Atsumu?

As well as this, I get it, the principle of don't tell and you'll get at least half the man you love, but honestly how was everyone okay with it?? Did no one notice their closeness (especially with the talks in hushed voices and stuff) and how did Sakusa not feel morally wrong, and if he did, was that the main anger directed at the reader? Because he hated himself for doing this to an innocent person but couldn't stop himself, so he villanized us.

Thats just my questions (a few I know)

love your fics so much !!

i would say that sakusa hated the reader for a couple of reasons. probably the main reason is that sakusa was extremely jealous that atsumu loved the reader openly in front of everyone and sakusa was a secret and his love for him was kept hidden. sakusa also kind of blames the reader for this like oh if it weren’t for you we could be out in the open. i also think sakusa’s guilt manifested as hatred as almost kind of like a self preservation thing. he absolutely felt morally wrong for what he did but justified it to himself by hating the reader, like you said lol.

bruhh that kiyoko angst got me like

When reader would go to the miya’s house and osamu and you said “and Osamu, at the very least, tolerated you and would make polite conversation with you whenever you were around” I don’t know why but maybe osamu didn’t really liked her in the beginning because he knew, in a very twin way that atsumu was not meant to be with her, the he didn’t really liked her, that he liked another person, a boy to be exact (or maybe we was like any sibling that tried to be civil but distant with their sibling’s partner)

when reader saw atsumu and omi talking for the first time and “”His eyes were rimmed red like he had been crying, but he grinned. He grabbed you by the arm and pulled you into his side, arm over your shoulder and he said, "Omi, this is my girlfriend," like he was bragging. Atsumu didn't look at you when he said it. He stared Omi directly in the eye, challenging him. Omi didn't look at you either. If it weren't for Atsumu's arm aorund you, it would be as if you weren't even there. "Don't show her off like she's some kind of toy you won," Omi spat at Atsumu.”” atsumu showing reader off not because he was happy about his girlfriend but to show omi that he had someone in a public way, if we bring the possibility of homophobia in both sides (omi and atsumu), maybe to show that he found someone

also this “Atsumu would mention you in post-match interviews and post pictures of your visits together and he would talk about how proud of you he was and how much he loved you, like he wanted everyone to know.” NOT EVERYONE BUT OMI, HE WANTED OMI TO KNOW THAT HE WAS ‘HAPPY’ AND PROUND AND IN A VERY GOOD RELATIONSHIP

and the audacity of this bitch “You just stared at Sakusa. You stared at him and his shocked, pained expression, like he had any right to be” WHY ARE YOU IN PAIN MISTRESS and let me not even start on being them doing it on their bed (reader and atsumu’s) and that atsumu tried to explain while being “naked and reeking of sex,” oh god i hate him so much

AND HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT WHEN SHE MOVES TO TOKYO SHE FALLS IN LOVE WITH KAGEYAMA AND THE SAME THING HAPPENS CANT A GIRL TAKE A BREAK ??????!!!!! (In my country there’s this thing that if the same thing happens to you three times you can ask for a song on Fantastico, it’s more like a popular thing to say and I swear one more and she can ask for a song)

also I don’t know if it was intentional but the initials around the neck reminded me so much of call it what you want by taylor swift (one of my fav songs by her)

here’s a little thank you for your service (I don’t know if you like cats but I wanted to put a little picture here and why not put my little clingy angel)

yeah i think osamu might have had an inclination that atsumu's heart wasn't really in the relationship the way he pretended to be. i think atsumu was probably lying to himself about his feelings and osamu could see right through and maybe judged the reader a bit for not being able to tell that atsumu wasn't 100% there - probably a bit unfairly.

atsumu was definitely showing off the reader in a i have someone that's not you and it's actually a girl type of way that was supposed to piss off sakusa and it definitely did. also probably to make him jealous too.

he also definitely wanted sakusa to see how good his relationship was going and kind of prove to him that he could be happy without him because i think at that point i was picturing him and sakusa not talking that much and atsumu was doing that im better off without you type thing

ALSO IM JOKING DON'T WORRY I WOULD NEVER DO THAT TO THE READER LMAO! but you're actually right let's get her to three times so she can ask for a song (ushijima next)

I have a feeling that sakusa and atsumu ended up in a relationship after but I truly cannot fathom being okay in a relationship after that, how can you call someone your soulmate and then lie and cheat and how can you trust someone that cheated on their long time partner with you ????!!!!

he is truly a man

do you think omi and atsumu regretted that ? how long have they been doing this ? because reader and atsumu were together for a long time and most likely his family knew about them so how did he explained that ? do think reader will recover ? did atsumu truly loved her ?

your writing is truly incredible and I’m definitely gonna read more

and sorry I’m a little shy because i usually use anon for asks but i couldn’t stop myself from commenting on your fic

(sorry for any mistakes I’m really fucking tired and now my heart hurts)

hiiii thank you so much for reading and this ask omg

atsumu and sakusa have been doing this since high school on and off and i think they regretted it every time but kept going back. i think atsumu thought that he really loved the reader but how many can you really love someone if you're putting them through that. i also think atsumu would probably lie to everyone about the reason they broke up except osamu. he would probably tell osamu the truth.

reader is girl who is going to be okay she will be fine eventually.

seeing my name felt like a jumpscare after reading that

cw: angst, implied internalized homophobia

Kiyoko thinks she hates you. 

She can still feel the ghost of your fingers brushing against the edge of her jaw, can still feel your lips as they whispered sweet words into hers. You had told her, so close that she could feel your breath fan across her face, "No one makes me feel like you do." 

Kiyoko remembers thinking in that moment, with your hand rooted in her hair, that this was it. That after wanting you for so long, she finally had you. That after all the late nights she stayed up thinking about you and the moments she stared after you for just a second too long and all the times she whispered your name to herself just to hear it, you were finally in her arms, finally hers. 

She thought that was it. She thought you were it. 

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