I'm dumping this here because I don't want to talk about it anywhere else. If you're one of the few people on here that knows me in real life we can talk I guess. A person I care a lot about died a while ago. I didn't know she died until months later. I'm sad I wasn't able to keep more in touch with her before she was gone. I mostly knew her online and only managed to meet her in person once. That day was the happiest i had been in years and probably the same for her. She was one of the a few people I've had any sort it genuine connection with as more than friends. She had complications with custody of her kids or she would have left her situation years ago. It breaks my heart knowing I was one of the better parts of her life but couldn't do enough to get her out of the situation she was stuck in. I'm always going to wonder what would have happened if things were different.
