MadamDarcy

on death row for having an earnest heart

like whatever, yeah, helly doesn’t want to die anymore bc she has something to live for but more than that her suicide attempts were never really about dying. they were only even marginally about escape; they were abt registering injustice AND taking revenge the best way she knew. “I want her to wake up while the life drains out of her and know it was me who did it.” in season 1 helly thinks all oppression starts and ends with her — her body, her consciousness. to fight it she has to turn on herself. then, as her world gets bigger, she adapts. now fighting back could look like a collective, or a true feeling, or bare feet. it’s galvanizing to live so others can, too. it is oddly passive and, ironically, selfish to want to die just to punish your own sorry self. it’s also by that measure one of her most helena eagan traits but nobody wants to talk about that

Helly Severance means a lot to me

you can tell if a fic author has watched darkest miriam by the way they describe britt/helly’s moles

it’s so special to me that so much of fan culture is textual analysis for the love of the game. like thank god there are people in my phone who are also thinking about this thing i love so much that they are writing transformative fiction as character studies and setting clips of the show to music with theme-relevant lyrics and writing long text posts analyzing every line of dialogue like!! yay!!!

how could u write the line 'did your sheets smell like her for weeks' and not come back around to give it dramatic irony