MJ

like i remember being so excited for the tournament, now it’s just meh

You watch as he takes his top off, pulling it over his head letting you see his toned tattooed skin. His face was soft as he sits down and watches as the nurse brings him the baby. 'Hi little one' he whispers as he adjusts his arms, you lean your head on the pillow as you watch your whole worlds meet each other. 'He is the annoying voice that kept waking you up' you joke. Lewis smiles as he takes in the little human who was minutes old. You know all the thoughts that was going in his mind, because they were like yours, now knowing what parents always talk about the love for a child is so different. How your life has been completed with the little one in his arms. You watch as he puts his mouth against their forehead as he steady his breathing as he enjoys this bonding session, as you knew they were going to cause mischief with each other.

He gives you a double take as if he was suprised to see his celebrity crush right there, you looked effortlessly good, the only bad part for him was that you were wearing a Liverpool jersey. You were stood to the side, you were a loud conversation with some of the players. Martin and Saka came up next to him as he had slowed down his walking as if he was in two minds to go over and chat to you, he didn't think that you would know him but he did want to meet you. It was Saka who spoke first, he decides to go with the embarrassing route, telling you how much of a loved up puppy he was for you and how he has watched every movie you were in and watches every talk show you appear on. You look over at him as he bashfully looks down at his feet, wanting the floor to swallow him up as he definitely see this interaction to go this way, and seeing the Liverpool boys also laughing at him, makes it somewhat worse. A year later and that interaction was a heavy discussion with his teammates asking you how he won you over as they tried to make him out as a weird fan. You hug him and kissing him as Richy always thanking his captain and the starboy.

JK would find you the perfect space for you to get out all your coursework and lay low to get it done, he would get you snacks and drinks to keep you going. He would be the one to leave you alone, often checking on you but not trying to get your attention off it. He would be the one to trying to scare his bandmates, mainly Tae and Jin away from you to let you carry on. You try and hide your smile as you watch as he lifts his leg up and kicks them with his big hefty boots, and shouting at them as they run away like naughty kids.

You had found out your boyfriend had been cheating on you for half of your relationship, the same guy who had gave you shit for your friendship with Lando. There was many arguments between the two for you as he claimed that you were cheating on him with the F1 driver who you told him he was just a very good friend. He would try and catch you out and ask if you ever thought of Lando in a different way.He wasn't away that you had found out about him cheating so you decided to be immature, you packed your things and went to Monaco for the weekend, Lando got a pass ready for you and had someone pick you up from the airport. As soon as you arrived at the paddock, you made sure to put on a show, knowing that your ex boyfriend would see it. You would be playful and gush all over him, you shared a kiss before he gets into the car for qualifying. And like clockwork YBN is blowing up your phone and asking if you had lost your mind. You ignore him as he tries to get in touch with you, you follow his blue dot on the map as he goes to your house and you know when he finds the note that you stuck on your door and telling him you know, and he hopes it was worth it because he has lost the best thing that has happened to him and you wont miss him.

It was nothing made into something by his fans, your paths crossed with you both knowing of each other, both of you gave each other a warm smile and kissed each cheek and hugged one another. The interaction didn't last longer than five minutes and then you spent the rest of the event with your friends and people in your own circle. So the day when that clip went viral and people picked you apart and told how you weren't good enough for him, it shocked you. Tae of course saw what his fans was saying and he it didn't sit right for him to not reach out to you and apologise for their behaviour. You sent a few messages between the two of you, he even sent you apology flowers which he chose your favourite flower. You invite him to spend the evening with you, with you getting room service and you both just chatting, you both speaking very much from the heart and you both realise how alike you were. You end the end with each others numbers in your phones, and Tae leaning in and kissing you. You secretly thanking all of his fans for being mean to you because they have brought someone special into your life.

It was only right that it was 2v1, so it was you and YDN against Jack. He would run from one side of his side of the court to the other as he kept the rally going. YDN would shout 'mine' and 'yours' letting you know if you could get it or to leave it to her. Luckily for her that she absolutely loved tennis and would pick up pointers from watching her dad's games. Jack would smile when he watched his two girls celebrate when they pick up a point, but at the end of the match he was gloating as he had won again. YDN rolling her eyes at him 'you shouldn't celebrate like that, because you should be winning against us' was always her argument which made the two of you laugh as you pick up all your things to go for ice cream which was going on your card.

It didn't matter what the two of you were doing, whether it was a serious situation whenever you looked at each other from across the room you would playfully pull silly faces. It was a competition for you both who could make the other one break first, a lot of the times you would get a stare from RM who was telling you when you were going overboard and to chill out.

He had got a red rose from a third party, you pretended that you didn't see the rose that was passed to him behind his back. The two of you smile at each other as he gifts you it, you playfully fan your face and express that you didn't have a clue which made him laugh. 'Somebody wanted to give you this' he jokes. Little did you both know this whole thing was playing out on screen with fans then seeing it and loving how playful and silly you were together.

Fans started to notice how much JK would use your songs as a TikTok trends and would do a video with each member of his group to do a dance. He would use your new single to show the tour looks. During soundcheck he would wear fan made merch and during interviews he would mention you in whatever way he could. Of course it made everyone question if there was anything going on between the two of you, and started a rumour that this was his way of telling them that you were actually together or that he was interested in you.

You try to not make it obvious as you watch your boyfriend on the stage, you taking in his appearance as RM tells the audience what award this was for. You take in his new hairstyle and how effortlessly sexy he looked. So when your name gets called out and you spot the camera on you were a little startled. You jump up and fix your hair and then your dress, you make your way up the stairs, you see a hand which you take to help you. Tae is there smiling at you widely. ‘Told you’ he says pulling you in for a hug and a gently kiss on your face. ‘Told you you’d win this’ he winks. Jimin and JK pull you both in between them and hug you. Tae watches you and gives you a nod telling you that you weren’t dreaming. He stays close to you and your hands interlock with one another as you speak to your fans and the audience. You put your hand on your heart and express ‘I am like everyone here, I am glad that these boys are back’ you smile as you take your hand away. Tae wraps his arm around you with Jin walking the other side of you as you walk off the stage. It was the fact that you weren’t even trying to hide it at this point, with your fans all expressing how perfect the two of you were and how it just made sense.

‘I don’t know what we are arguing about, honestly?’ he says with a little laugh. ‘I was at an event and they knew who I was and they said about an after party’ he shrugs. ‘Tae and Jin were there, but they caught me with them’ he explains himself. You roll your eyes at him. ‘Oh so it’s all innocent?’ you mock. ‘Seriously fuck you!’ you snap. He walks towards you and looks at you deep in your eyes. ‘I am sorry for how it looked’ he says softly. He holds your waist and pulls you in. ‘Do you really think I would cheat on you? I adore you, I know how fucking lucky I am, and I admit I am stupid but I’m not that stupid to lose you’ he tells you looking at you in your eyes. He gently caresses your face and leans his forehead into yours. ‘I’m sorry for putting you through that’ he says. He kisses you softly as he tells you that he loves you.

You felt your heartbeat in your finger, your hand was drenched in your blood, you felt all lightheaded and grabbed your phone and laid yourself down. You managed to call the emergency services and then just laid on the kitchen floor looking at the window that showed the dark sky overhead. You got seen and cleaned up by a nurse, who then told you that you can’t be left alone for the next for hours. That was when you saw Lando walking, or rushing into you. You hadn’t seen him for months and you just realised you hadn’t changed your emergency contact. ‘You don’t need to be here’ you tell him. ‘I kind of do’ he smiles, the same one that gives you butterflies. ‘Let me look after you’ he steps towards you. He takes your hand and helps you up walks you out to his car. You sit awkwardly in the passenger seat as he drives you back to your place. Lando takes you to your apartment and starts to make your comfort meal. You start off on different couches and then he sits beside you and then he is cuddling you and you are having a heart to heart about where and how everything went wrong. And then later on he has fallen asleep on you and at the last minute you had to wake him up because you were in a lot of pain.

You felt your whole body tense as you saw a number of bikes go down with the drivers slides along the tarmac, luckily not getting hit by the other riders. Marco made sure to get up to show you that he wasn’t hurt and he was ok. Marco went straight to the paddock and found you, you take his hand. ‘I am alright’ he grins as you. You gently lean into his hand as he caresses your face. You hug him as you try and console him about the championship, you telling him that this is just making it a bit more entertaining. ‘I am glad you are alright’ you smile. ‘I’m all good, I promise’ he says. ‘Just fucking annoyed’ he says as he sits down with you on his lap.

You had felt like an idiot, you had seen all the gossip pages talk about Lewis and Kim, he lied to your face and told you that nothing was happening and that they are just friends. That was why you ended up in his bed most nights, and felt yourself falling for him. So when you were in Monaco, which he told you that he’d love for you to be at the race, you had heard it like a game of chinese whispers that two Kardashians were in the paddock. You looked over at Lewis and saw him shift, his face lights up as she walks towards him. You watch as they kiss and hug as if you didn’t exist. ‘wow’ you mumble. You turn on your heels and walk off. You held yourself higher to cause a scene, you keep your head held high and ignore him for the rest of the weekend, you could feel his eyes on you, you could hear him shouting in his brain for you to just look at him, give him anything. But you just don’t. The close you get to him is when you go and congratulate Kimi and telling him that the ‘better man won’ you smile before walking off, leaving Lewis to realise how much he had fucked up.