Swagmilk33

I’m open for dms but beware I might block you if I find your account suspicious.

I will block you if your account is empty or have a really obvious username

MY BIRTHDAY MOOD IS RUINED AGRGEJJSJSKWK

are you blind?? you can clearly read the first stroke “AROACE/BOYFLUX”

I KNOW i look like a girl and sound like one

Fuck you want me to do about it? I’m almost 18 with no job and born into a conservative muslim family.

I can’t fucking transition yet in these conditions I aint financially independent and I don’t want to fucking change the way I look for others.

But now I really can’t stand it. The design classes aren’t what I thought it would be. I was hoping it would improve my skills and I’d get a basic understanding of design. However I had none. The classes are really boring and draining. Not to mention stressful.

The first few weeks of the semester are really easy going until the exams where you get hundreds of assignments dumped into you. You try to meet the deadlines and finish them all in time so that you would get access to the said exams and not get expelled. It’s so fucking stressful and the classes teach you nothing!

At least from what I’m experiencing.

I don’t think I can go on any further like this anymore. If I try and push myself forward I’m afraid I’ll sink my mental state lower and start getting suicidal or rot in bed.

I want to quit, really.. But I’m scared to tell my parents about this. They’ll be so disappointed in me since I don’t have any scholarships and they fund my education. I don’t want them to waste their money on me.

I tried asking my parents to lay off my education so that I could get some rest and get some kind of money by myself. But as you can see it flunked.

Happy Valentines Day!!