El Rey de Sueño

I'm doing just great, hope you do as well. I think I'm going to go into cyberpunk mode for a while, just because this form feels most natural in the environment.

I was thinking, cyborgs are beautiful in such a way that their bodies reduced to functionality, You are not looking at a beautiful face of a girl, you are looking at mask which designed to make you feel in a certain way for a reason. That type of thing.

And also, hexagons, I'm not certain about their symbolism just yet, but it is possible that it is akin of those of octagons (a step from material toward spiritual, or vice versa). In cyberpunk worlds, digital becomes as important as physical, and hovers over physical world reshaping it drastically, yet keeping that fundamental difference matter and spirit. I guess, digital is akin spiritual because it is purely focused on information just like the inner world of a human being. And as books boosted spiritual, so did the net... though we haven't seen the full extend of it.

I do understand perfectly well, that the live is akin to a record. It plays itself in front of you, and you get sucked into the illusion of making choices and somehow navigating the see of chaos continously. That is not true. Yet the illusion had to come to existence, because the patterns without it do rarely stick around and propagate in time. So it's like a survivor mistake, reinforced by natural selection.

More than that, I'm convinced that if an actual miracle is possible, no matter how small, it will cause a collapse of the world on which it was exercised. Simply because it will brake the chains of events going through the entire time, and cause underlying primordial chaos to become visible and not ignorable. Perhaps that's why we crave logical explanations all the time..

I guess at this point to me it is desirable to understand how to relatively safely break out of the habbit of acting like things are real and posses the quality of importance. I'm sure someone came up with a meditation of some sort already?

" The best food for your soul is blood, and the best blood is the one purified by pain and terror" (c)

I've started to develop a strange connection with a long perished civilization. Though I'm not precisely where it was located, we have plenty of influence delivered by the culture developed on the bones of the one. I can see it as clear as roman influence with the magic eyes. It can only mean one thing, they where never defeated spiritually, and will likely to come back at some point of time. Obsession with obsidian as a perfect material for soul manipulations was definitely known to them as well, and that is probably why we resonate quite a bit...

Anyways, an interesting thought for you is that, we actually never stopped human sacrifices, the ritual has become so elaborated and fully merged with other aspects of life, that it is not possible to trace it without magic eyes. For instance, think about military service here in the US. Young people, normally those socially disadvantaged, sign up contracts, live a ritualistic live, in the illusion of being better (representing gods), being entitled for things which is hard to get for regular folks in a different way ( special treatment outside of the mystery). But they are expected to make numbers of those casualties needed for " good harvest" when the time has come.

Inner dialog... isn't it a paradox? How many participants can you recognize? Who is the master? Who are its servants? Is it an anarchy?

One reason to give your toys a freedom of will is to fight extreme boredom, which is a inevitable accomplice of omnipotence... everyone does that at some point of their development.

Yaya finally spoke to me. He is truly lives by spirits time. Spirits are tricky to communicate with. Sometimes I wonder, what if we would learn their language like we do foreign languages? The world would be different. That's for sure.