brown eyes (beloved)

I want a trad relationship but not in the tradwife way. I want a hardworking man that is a passionate lover and would die to protect me… and im mentally feeble and have to sleep all day to cure my demons and consume combinations of speed, marijuana, morphine, and codeine. He works all day in the mines or business factory to afford my silk dressing gowns and substances.

diagnosed with woman in her twenties disease

She does not think, survival is her instinct

my hobbies: i just fantasize, sensationalize and romanticize everything i know i deserve till it’s tangible and visible, like basically everyday.

all of the love i give, the money i spend, the effort i put in, is guaranteed to be returned to me in ten fold.