Do you ever feel like you were not meant to be here on this planet? That you don't belong here? That you should be at another place?

As someone who likes being alone all the time usually, you know shit is getting bad when feeling alone starts to actually hurt you for once and you just want someone to hold you and be there.

I can feel that ache in my chest again.

Feeling everything and nothing all at once.

I confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i'm bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i'm healing and hurting at the same time. i'm dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage

I am not meant for casual love. I was born for soul consuming love and obsession.