"renting is just throwing money away!!!" i appreciate the serenity in knowing i wont ever have to replace a roof on top of mortgage payments

this guy kept arguing with me today about how i "dont sell all those paints" in regards to my sample walls and i was like yeah i can make all those colors and more and he would be like "but you dont SELL all those colors you have to MAKE them" and i had to just stop talking to him bc he was under the impression that its common practice to just sell premixed gallons of paint. this was all while mixing a paint for him i can only describe as "yodas deathbed blood transfusion"

i am so old i can no longer drink a slushie without it becoming a category 5 national disaster

mechanic has no idea whats wrong with my car 😭 girl i didnt stop in the middle of traffic and get it towed for fun...

im so sick to my stomach im going to get a call while im at work and theyre going to tell me some huge number i dont have and im going to have to just keep doing my job after that like nothings wrong

planned on sleeping in a bit this morning bc of how shit yesterday was and they started new roadwork right outside my house.promptly at 8am 🧍

im so overwhelmed like why is this happening to me i dont understand it why cant i just get out why cant i get out of all this fucking constant abuse im almost 28 and i dont know what its like to not be neck deep in someone elses manipulation tactics am i just going to barely survive for the rest of my life? just be small and quiet and take a beating? how much debt can i get into trying to get out of this place before i kill myself? honestly what the hell am i supposed to do?

my car fucking died and is getting towed and i cannot afford a cent of this ✌️

i hate when i have to explain how ongoing abuse works to therapists "youre an adult you dont have to reach out to your dad for fathers day" okay but he historically has tried to poison the family against me over things like that, and if i do something as drastic as not contact him for fathers day i could lose an entire side of my family when family is all i have right now. ive got no other support system. so yeah i am an adult but abusers will do their best to make you suffer for not following their rules. this isnt in the past this is now.