chasers: kill yourselves

Erotica “2019”

boy will edge his growing dick until the vibrator dies, it doesn’t matter if he cums just being as hard as he can be will be enough

then boy will put on his cum soaked boxers and some shorts and go to the gym, focusing on building his muscles and thinking about how much the testosterone is improving his life and turning him into a good boy, he was so useless as a girl

boy will come home and shower making sure to wash his tdick with the most care, studying the growth and maybe giving him a few good tugs before moving on

boy will also notice how hairy he is getting, he will think about shaving but good boys stay hairy

A year passes. You find me in a not unfamiliar place. I am the same but different. You are different but the same. Something incomplete between us, abandoned in flux. You enjoyed yourself in my absence, playing with other men I made like dolls in an empty bedroom.

In the meantime, I hope you haven't forgotten the point. This was never about God or dogs or angels or muscles or beauty. It's always just been you, me, and the feeling in your stomach when I first put my eyes on you. Your body is a means to an end: the method by which things manifest. Oh, that simple thing you once confessed wanting, which was merely to want, and then—fuck, wanting too much and not knowing how to contain all the want.