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♫ → 𝔦 𝔣𝔢𝔢𝔩 𝔦𝔫 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔦 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔪𝔢 𝔦𝔱 𝔬𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝖇𝖆𝖘𝖘 𝖑𝖎𝖓𝖊 // rel: STERLING & JIHO

      He’d been more or less worrying about an audition he’d had earlier that day. He really was worried he’d messed it up because he slept in and was five minutes late, “Ah I do recording often so I think that’d be good. Writing a song would be interesting if you want to spend even more time with me so we can write it together.”

      JiHo tilted his head in confusion while he looked at the other, “You’ve already taken me out to dinner. I don’t know what else you would do Evan.” He went back to eating, albeit more quickly this time so he could figure out what Evander’s surprise was for him, “I’m done. What’s my surprise?”

          Seeing JiHo scarfing fown his food made Evander laugh a little, but he made sure to finish off his sandwich as well before reaching into his pocket and pulling out  small satin drawstring pouch. He placed the little lavender bag onto the table with a faint clank as it’s contents shifted. “Open it.”

     “I think I have more cats than friends, now– It… It was an accident, I swear, I didn’t mean to get another.”

paparazzi attack:

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2. Ever been on a date? If so, how many?

Uh… I wouldn’t say so. I’ve gone out to the movies once with my crush a guy, but we didn’t call it a date and haven’t made anything out of it since then, so I don’t think it counts.

13. What’s your name/nickname?

My name is Jilliane, tbh. The nickname Jeni comes from a muse of mine named Jenillia, whose name is actually an anagram of my real name!

24. VOIDED. I’m not answering this question.

It’s stated explicitly in my rules that ~unsavory questions will NOT be accepted by anonymous askers—not to mention that question is disgusting.

35. Do you have any siblings?

Two older brothers.

46. How big is your house?

Two stories, five bedrooms, though three of them are now vacant.

49. What did you eat for breakfast?

@infinemxndi:

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@upperworldelites:

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⚜ How many people do you not like?

IRL, it’s nearly everyone I know, but in the RP community, I’d readily say... two or three. I don’t have an opinion on most muns because I haven’t spoken to most of them, admittedly, but I have a few people that I tend to side-eye whenever I see them on my dash. Typically, they’re people I’ve blacklisted since I’m too anxious to unfollow my mutuals a lot of the time.

☄ Have you ever been in the middle of drama?

Uh... you could say that. I kind of want to rephrase it more to say that I’ve been on the edge of drama most of the time, but there was one instance—and TRUST ME, this doesn’t happen unless you seriously, seriously piss me off—when I’d completely exploded at a longtime ( though not really ) “friend” of seven years. Not gonna go into details, but I’m the kind of person who doesn’t get expressly angry; I send practically a 10- to 15-paragraph essay that includes every wrong you’ve ever done to me and/or the people around me and how much of an asshole you are and/or always have been. I did that to this person, twice, but everyone in that roleplaying group will likely tell you that he was at fault for criticizing my commission prices and dragging my friends and me into his own personal quarrels.

☼ How long do you stay mad?

Depends on how we handle it on a personal level. If there’s no communication after a falling-out, assume that I fucking hate your guts until otherwise stated. I don’t calm down easily, but I do tend to have a guilty conscience, so the anger will subside if you allow conversation, but if you avoid me and/or the responsibility, I stay angry for longer periods of time because that’s just fucking annoying and immature.

☀ What's your rp pet peeve?

paparazzi attack:

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☀ What’s your rp pet peeve?

I wanna say… people who have passwords in their rules and state explicitly that they don’t send them at the same time. Like, I don’t get it. If you’re willing to subject others to the anxiety of sending something in when it may not be within their comfort zone, you don’t have the right to use your own anxiety as an excuse to neglect their rules. I’m fine with blogs that do one or the other, but blogs that state both just irritate the hell out of me for being practically inconsistent.

✂ A fandom that you feel isn’t open and accepting?

I tend not to roleplay canon characters at all if I can help it, so I can’t really tell you that. The only negative experience I had was in the Tokyo Ghoul fandom with a fandom OC, where I received anonymous hate, but the fandom s a whole was very accepting of my OC. Suffice it to say, though, I dropped that muse shortly after.

✉ A fandom that you feel is open and accepting?

I think the only fandom I’d readily admit to being part of is the Yuri!!! on Ice community, because it was one of the first and few fandoms that I felt embraced all kinds of people without judgement. Everyone I’d spoken with was extremely open and nice.

✖ How has Tumblr RP changed since you started?