𝕃𝕌𝕏𝕀𝕄𝕀𝕃𝕀𝔼ℕ

Oh, to be held by your hands again

To feel your love and strength

It would bring me down, onto my knees

And i won't be able to get up

And i beg still for you to come

I pray for you to destroy me

One last time

Make me feel the love, the warmth

Let me hear the beating of your heart

That which i no longer know

I beg you

Come hold me tight

The way that you used to

The way nobody else ever could

Hold me close

Please

I wish to fall apart

I blinked and you were gone

One moment and we are done

I lost myself in my thoughts

One second and we are ghosts

Your place in

my mind, my heart, my soul

It is empty

and burning

Ripped apart by the very same feeling

That held us together

Kill me softly

So i do not notice

Be a cold breeze

Be a warm sunshine

Do not let me rest

May the pain burn within

Do not let me rest

O, ghost of my past

Reach for my heart

And find an empty place

Seek my mind

And find a raging storm

Touch my soul

And feel what you've coused

Its gone now

And i walk

I'm still here

Brother

it's not easy

being an artist

to write a few words

speak to a person's deepest feelings

to move them

you must destroy yourself

down to the smallest fragments

and then step by step

glue the pieces together with a sticky notfeeling

fill the holes with a binder of hopelessness

polish the whole thing with sleepless nights

you can also sprinke with the lie of love

but I advise against it

and when you've done it all

look at your work with pride

and despair

I have found love in a curious place

But not in the place you did

Not in the place my father did

I found it

in a still landscape

in a sound of a stream

in a pebble on the side of a road

I have found it in the simplest things

That didn't lose their magic

after a hundredth gaze

I have found what love feels like

But not in the way you did

Not in the way my father did

It feels

Like a sunshine on bare skin

Like a cold summer drink

Like a playful violin

Like a tulip coloured pink

That's how love feels like

For Me

The thought of new beginning

Into my hands and knees

Spiraling down my being

Wispering ragefull decrees

To fall under the urge

And raise my fist

To understand and feel the surge

Of unbroken courage to exist

To see beyond of gazes sway

With statuesque stillness of face

Tranquility of speech may them dismay

Take what is mine, glory and grace

Ruler of self

Commander of thought

Take that step

Go further than promised

In those lonely nights

When you feel a bit too much

When the music is not enough

Dream about me

In these hard days

When the stars are not there

To sing and dance for you

Remember me

In those melancholy times

When im not there

To hold you tight

Please

Dream about

Us