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Hello!

I’m going to stay on tumblr, although I’ve been on an indefinite hiatus due to lack of muse (and low mental health).

hello again fam!

just an update that i have now posted all of my works from this blog to my Ao3 account. my username there is envysXdarkness (lmfao i couldn’t come up with anything better and i’ve been using that damn name for nearly 13 years >.<)

i will be removing my two works here both titled “bruises” as they potentially do not meld with tumblr’s new guidelines. supposedly written works are safe but i don't buy it and i don't want my main blog that this one is connected to to be effected. i will also be uploading all of my works to lunaescence but have yet to finish doing so (or even start tbh) my user name on luna is the same envysXdarkness. 

i know it has been a long time since I have been actively writing but I just wanted to give an update in lieu of the new tumblr guidelines update. i have not decided whether or not to delete this blog per se, but to avoid potential unauthorized deletion of my works and to protect my main blog that this one is linked to, I intend to upload my works from both blog and another writing blog I have to ao3 and lunaescence (if you like reader insert type fics this is a fantastic sight although it needs a lot of support to get back on its feet and since tumblr is shitty yall might give it a look.) once I’m set up there I will send y’all a link if you are interested.

So next question: im extremely indecisive and cannot decide whether or not to keep my ancient writing handle from my Quizilla days or to come up with something new. my circa 2006 handle was envysXdarkness (lmfao) so should I keep this or go with something new 🙈 sos

updated: 12/16/18

headcanons:

caring for a sick chocobro {+ ravus}

caring for a sick s/o {chocobros + ravus}

nonsexual acts of intimacy {chocobros}

cuddles on the road {chocobros}

noctis: 

noctis jumps at the idea of visiting an amusement park, which is kind of surprising given the amount of energy amusement parks seem to drain

expect him yo pass out on the drive home

basically do not let him be the one that is supposed to be driving

his favorite thing to ride is roller coasters

expect him to hold your hand most of the ride though

don't like roller coasters? get ready for the saddest puppy dog eyes you have ever seen

he will beg & plead for you to join him. he swears it will be fun  and he promises he’ll hold onto you the entire ride

at least just ride one coaster for this boy

still not interested? thats okay just let him ride one alone and he’ll spend the rest of the day riding whatever you want

games are another favorite of the prince and he's surprisingly good at winning the rigged carnival games

you will come home with a number of prizes, because lets face it, he’s not keeping that hot pink moogle plush

prompto:

prom is just as excited as noct to spend a day with you at the amusement park

he’s practically bouncing in his seat the entire way there, asking all about what rides you want to ride, if there are any games you like, and what you want to eat

he’s really open to whatever you want to do 

and of course he has his camera

the one ride he is dead set to ride is the ferris wheel

he’s a sucker for the romantic connotations

he’ll have his arm wrapped around you the entire time

afraid of heights? he’ll keep a tight grip on you and will do his best to distract you 

when you get stuck at the top (a given on any ferris wheel ride) he’ll pull you in for the softest, sweetest kiss

he’s gentle with it to make sure he doesn’t rock the car

of course the camera will be with him too

he’s in awe of the multicolored lights from the midway, snapping pic after pic in the dimming sunset

he has a comforting air up there and honestly he’d stay as long as possible just admiring the sights...and you

ignis:

ignis will have done a lot of planning and research on the credibility of the park before you actually go

he’s made note of any health or safety issues that may arise and has prepared accordingly

he’s not the most adventurous when it comes to rides

beg him enough and he may relent here and there

he’s much more interested in more classic rides like the scrambler

just hive him time between rides or you’ll have a very sick ignis

a main event for him is the carnival food

honestly you could spend your entire day just critiquing the food

fried butter? honestly which of the six let that monstrosity occur?

dark chocolate funnel cakes or barbecue behemoth? now those are more of a treat one or both of you can get behind

you might have to pull him away from the food stands so he doesn't get too distracted memorizing potential recipes

gladiolus:

glad is pumped from the moment you suggest a date at the amusement park

but be prepared, he likes to ride the more wild rides and a lot of them at that

he’ll want to go on every coaster as well as the crazy ones that drop you from 150 ft and launch you back up

you’ll feel the whiplash for days

gladio will be more than happy to massage your shoulders and neck after ( and maybe a little more)

make sure you don't forget to eat and stay hydrated

gladio has a lot of stamina and can go from ride to ride without break and might forget that not everyone has had the endurance training he has

if you get a bite to eat expect a full course mean in carnival food

big guy will practically buy out a single food stand

but at least you get to try a variety of unusual treats

just don’t let iggy know you actually tried the fried butter

ravus:

you will actually have to drag him

he has no interest in an amusement park date (or so he says)

too many people and its really just waiting in line for a small thrill (its like a metaphor for his life)

the most fun he’d have would be watching you

you won’t get him on many rides so chose wisely

he will be shockingly content on rides that involve slow moving cars and tunnels where its just the two of you 

even if it is a horror themed ride

its also probably the only time he shows and physical affection during the date. he’ll hold your hand in secluded silence. you might eve get a chaste kiss (maybe)

don’t let his moody and brooding attitude get you down though

behind it all he does enjoy the time spent with you

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note: i’ve had this written in my head for so long but no motivation to sit at my computer and actually type it out. so sorry for the wait. hope this is okay :) also i kind of modified it as i tend to do. i liked the idea of finding moments while on the road to cuddle u/////u

noctis:

noctis is either all for cuddling or he doesn't want to be touched at all, but more often than not he defaults into a cuddly mood even when he doesn't want to be touched

one moment he’ll be upset and pushing you away saying he doesn't want touched and the next he’ll have changed his mind and be hugging you close

he prefers to have you in his arms rather than the other way around

he likes to be completely entwined with you, basically hugs all around

honestly just wrap your body around him like an octopus, but only if he initiates it first

noct isn't one to want to show affection in public or even around his friends but cuddles in the regalia still manage to happen and be one of his favorite things

you’ll be sitting in the back, wedged between noct and gladio and noct will wrap his arm around you so your head is against his shoulder. he’ll pull your legs over his so you are almost in his lap but not quite

he’ll brush the tops of your legs or your hands with his free hand while the other wrapped around you pulls you closer to his body

the soft hum of the car mixed with your breathing relaxes him like nothing else

prompto:

prompto is such a sucker for cuddling

he lacked a lot of that type of affection growing up and now that he has someone to cuddle up to he can’t get enough

he loves the whole big spoon and little spoon dynamic of one person holding the other and honestly he couldn't tell you which he prefers more

prom really enjoys being able to hold you in his arms, your back pressed against him

yet the opposite is just as amazing. theres a particular vulnerability in him letting you hold him as the big spoon and he finds it incredibly comforting

after a particularly tough hunt or fight prompto will find himself making his way back to your warm embrace

alone in the hotel room while the other boys go to eat he’ll let you wrap your arms around him

he likes the warm feeling of your steady breathes against his neck as he tells you about the perils he and the others had faced

he’s unafraid to admit to you just how terrified he was while you gently run your fingers up and down his arms

ignis:

iggy can be surprisingly stiff when you first try to cuddle with him

he’s just not entirely sure what you want of him

where do his hands go?? are they too low on your back?? too high??

luckily he can analyze you pretty quick, making sure to rest his hands best

of course his actual favorite thing is to have his hand entwined with yours when you are cuddled up together

he might hold your hands normally or he might take one hand in his and just gently feel the smoothness and the rough patches of the skin

his fingers mindlessly playing with each joint in your own fingers

some nights after dinner around the campfire when the other boys have gone off to bed he’ll pull you into his lap, chin resting on your shoulder

he’ll buy his face in your neck and hum lightly against your skin while he weaves his fingers with yours

its one of the few times he’ll take off his gloves so he can feel intimately close to you

gladio: 

cuddling with gladio is like cuddling a giant muscular teddy bear

rain is one of the best ways to get him in the mood to snuggle up

when the weather is nice he’d rather be outside, but give him poor rainy or snowy weather and the only place he wants to be with you wrapped up in his arms

sleeping bags are his favorite spot to cuddle up

given his size, space becomes limited in the confines of a zipped sleeping bag 

the warmth combined with the sheer closeness of your bodies is like heaven on eos

on the road you once got trapped out in a storm and took refuge in the remains of an old barn

gladio of course had camping gear with him and set up a small spot in a dry corner for the two of you to wait out the storm

trying to stay warm, you snuggled up in a single sleeping bag 

his hand gently stroked the curve of your back as the two of you listened to the sounds of the rain hitting the old metal roof above your heads

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note: i wrote this romantic rather than aro per the requester. i also want to preface and apologize if i don’t portray an ace s/o exceptionally. i’ve always been particularly hypersexual so i had a bit of a challenge here and made sure to consult with a couple of my close friends, however, i still feel like this is kind of meh. tbh i feel like it kind of ended up as musings over nonsexual acts of intimacy between the boys and their s/o.

noctis: 

noctis is super chill in learning about his s/o’s sexuality

he’s honestly just so happy that you would want him as a romantic partner

noct is honestly such a big dork in any relationship once you get past his sleepy and stressed exterior

he’s also the blanket fort master

its such a silly thing for a prince, but spending time with you in his spare time piling up all of the pillows and blankets around to make intricate forts to nap in is one of his favorite bonding experiences

he could lay there for hours with you just chatting and occasionally smacking each other in the face with pillows all the while laughing

prompto:

prompto somehow becomes even more of an adorable dork around you

be ready to have some sort of touching at all times, whether it be your shoulder against his or hands grazing as you walk.

honestly he just needs that extra reassurance that you are actually there. a constant little reminder that you are real and you are with him in that moment

he’ll never force you to show any sort of physical affection if you don't want to. not into hand holding? no worries, he might just gently graze your hand with his every once in a while though

be prepared for a camera in your face all of the time

you’ll likely end up being his main model for his photos or at least his assistant 

gladio:

if you want to see gladio as not being ace then he would be extra careful to not push you in any way

his favorite moments with you are when he can lounge around at home, one arm draped on the couch behind you while you both read or chat about your days

he loves taking you out to go hiking

gladio will go out of his way to put together picnics to surprise you with on a hike (and surprise its not just cup noodles!)

spreading out a blanket on the side of a hill outside of the city, he’ll lay by your side talking about the stars and all of the plant life around you

you’ll fall asleep with his arm around you. ready to protect you from anything that might come your way

ignis: 

ignis loves to cook with his s/o

he lives for being able to create something with you and then being able to share that creation

he loves when you have a recipe you want to try 

especially when its something bizarre or complicated that results in the two of you laughing hysterically as ingredients end up splattered over both of you rather than actually in the recipe

around you, ignis doesn't feel like he has to be the advisor or the caretaker. he can just be himself

you take all of his worries away as the two of you take cloths to wipe away the flour covering your faces and the walls and the cabinets

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noctis:

noct damn near goes into a panic mode when you get sick

he will constantly check up on you to make sure your fever doesn't get too high, or that you stay hydrated, or that you are comfortable

reassure him that its just a head cold all you want, it won’t do much to lessen his concern

he tends to hover a lot when he’s caring for you

he doesn't want to stray too far lest you need or want something

noct will try to make you soup but there is a 50/50 chance he’ll get distracted worrying over you or he’ll be impatiently playing king’s knight waiting for the soup to boil and somehow everything ends up burned and inedible

when he's successful, his soup recipes are alright. nothing spectacular and a little bland, but he tired his best and honestly his concern is so endearing that you’d swear it was the best soup you'd had in ages

on the other hand, when he manages to burn everything, expect cup noodles and meek apologetic smiles 

prompto: 

prompto might be used to caring for himself when sick, but caring for someone else is a little new to him

like noct, he tends to hover. he just wants to make sure you have everything you need

get ready for lots of questions about how you feel, if you need a doctor, are you hungry, have you had any water, etc

despite all his concern for you, prompto really isn't too concerned with risking his own health 

if having him cuddled up beside you while you sleep might make you feel better then he will be beside you in a heartbeat

you could lie in bed all day and he would lay there next to you placing soft kisses on your forehead and just listening to your breathing

all of his nervous energy will keep him from sleeping, but he won't care

he knows how it feels to be alone and he doesn't want you to have to suffer an illness by yourself

ignis: 

ignis will pamper you to no end when you are sick

he’s learned so many remedies for ailments in his education to serve the king 

not to mention he is a master at having the perfect soup recipe for a huge variety of different illnesses

chicken noodle soup making you nauseous? no worries, he has at least 5 other recipes up his sleeve 

he won’t hover as much as noct and prompto simply because he has a better understanding of what sorts of things you’ll need depending on what symptoms you are showing

you won't even say that you are too cold. ignis will be wrapping a warm blanket around your shoulders almost before you even ask

he has a good knowledge of teas and herbs as well as your likes and dislikes and can fetch warm drinks and food with ease

given his close duties to the noctis, he’ll be less lenient in his affections to you

his getting sick might affect his duties or spread to noctis so don't be too upset if he doesn't get too close to you

gladio:

gladio tends to feel relatively helpless when you are sick

hes so used to being a shield and a protector that knowing he can't protect you from feeling like shit really pains him

the good thing for you though is that he basically become a giant teddy bear

feeling cold? no worries, he's more than happy to hold you in his arms letting the heat of his body and a blanket or two embrace you

his cooking during your illnesses tends to be constant cup noodles, but honestly he makes up for his lackluster cooking with the way he tenderly holds you close

warm bubble baths are among the ways he spoils your aching feverish body as he sits next to the tub reading to you or telling you stories of his own

he’ll make sure you don't push your body too much and get lots of rest. hell, he’d carry you from room to room if you allowed him

ravus: 

ravus tries really hard to care for you while you are sick, but in truth he’s really pretty clueless

you are going to have to help guide him because truthfully he never really had to care for himself. most of his life he had someone to care for him

he manages to make up for it though in his affections toward you

he’s often timid in his touches. he can see the way you hold yourself differently in response to the aches and pains brought on by your fever

nonetheless you’ll find yourself waking to his fingers gently running through your hair and massaging your scalp 

his eyes will close as he tries to remember the little things his mother would do for him when he was growing up

he will gingerly massage your hands in an effort to recreate the way his mothers hands would work at his

his movements can be a little rough at times as he tries to figure out just how much pressure to apply

noctis: 

noctis might seem like he would be difficult to take care of whilst ill

however hes surprisingly pretty low maintenance 

just let him sleep and he should be more than fine

of course making sure the crowned prince stays hydrated can be a little trickier to do

with all that he sleeps, getting enough water can easily be forgotten

in the case of trickier symptoms, ignis is only a phone call away

when in doubt, ignis has been doing this a lot longer and is a prime reference

prompto:

contrary to popular belief, prompto is actually pretty good at taking care of himself while sick

after all, his parents were pretty m.i.a growing up so he got used to tending to himself

however, he really loves having his partner around to keep him company through his misery

its a nice change to have someone there to help nurse him back to health

honestly having someone make some soup for him while he rests would probably bring him to tears

he’d be ridiculously appreciative over the littlest of things

ignis: 

getting ignis to stop and take a day to rest and get better is a challenge in itself

he has his duties as an advisor, but reminding him that exposing others to his illness will help reign him in

he will insist that he doesn’t need help and can take care of himself

barely able to stand from a fever and he will continue to try to push himself to work and wait on himself

getting him to rest will take someone who knows his particularities and is able to ignore his insistence that he is fine

relinquishing his power to take care of himself might be a struggle, but succeed and he’ll be ever appreciative and affectionate

gladio: 

gladio may be the kings shield but he is also the neediest of the chocobros when it comes to being sick

he is the epitome of the “dad flu” 

he can take a major beating in battle but a head cold, not so much

of course, its a great excuse to eat all the cup noodles he wants so take advantage of that

event he worst flu can be cured with the simplest of cup noodle recipes 

get ready to cuddle up while he reads in bed

affection runs high alongside his fevers, just get ready to be sick as well

ravus:

please mother the shit out of this man when he is sick

please, he’s been through so much 

he will no doubt put up a fight, insisting that he isn’t sick or that he can take care of himself

surprise, he really can’t

just ask luna

he needs love and support more than ever when he is ill

a common cold can often send him into fits of depression, missing the way his life was before niflheim when his mother was still around

you might get sick but just laying in bed with him stroking his cheek or running your fingers through his hair can be all the medicine he needs

obviously actual medicine, water, and soup are needed

honestly someone please just give this man a hug

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