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This is a lil messy but I'm curious: do you guys have any pet peeves when it comes to fanfiction? And I don't mean actual reasonable reasons to dislike something like "glorifies abuse" or "literal racism" I'm talking dumbass shit ๐ญ (you can say it on anon if u want don't be too shady w it though!)
โreaderโs race/physical features arenโt mentioned. hope you guys enjoy reading!โ
also them: โyou scrambled out of the shower at the sound of your dad honking the car horn from the driveway and rushed to get dressed for school. your hair was still soaking wet and you had no time to blow dry it, so with a peeved sigh you ran your fingers through your mess of blonde locks, haphazardly pulling it into a ponytail and smoothing down the stray strands.โ
This is a lil messy but I'm curious: do you guys have any pet peeves when it comes to fanfiction? And I don't mean actual reasonable reasons to dislike something like "glorifies abuse" or "literal racism" I'm talking dumbass shit ๐ญ (you can say it on anon if u want don't be too shady w it though!)
itโs just so difficult to find black romance literature that isnโt written with one specific dynamic. theyโre always very โurbanโ and atp itโs so saturated that itโs incredibly difficult to find something that ISNโT that. sometimes itโs even so exaggerated to the point it starts to give caricature when the only way conversations between the couple go is โfuck you n*gga!โ โyou fuckin w that ugly hoe?โ โiโll beat you and that bitch ass if she look at you again.โ (this has nothing to do with the general use of aave, as i use it daily, iโm purely talking characterization here.) if you donโt understand what iโm talking ab, go to wattpad and try to find a black love story. in the tags of the ones that came up for me it said โ#hoodlovestory #gangs #druglord #ghettoโ. why is it nearly impossible to find a textbook, cookie cutter love story like โthe notebookโ, or a fantasy love story like Twlight but just with black people and some lingo??
but yea this is the entire reason i came from wattpad to tumblr bc wattpad has absolutely no diversity when it comes to this. they only portray one kind of black girl (or guy) who looks, speaks, and acts one way, as if weโre all the same. and the way these stories damn near romanticize domestic ab*se/toxic behavior and make it as if thatโs all black love can be is really really odd (but i digress).
itโs honestly why i started writing bc i could never envision myself when reading. what we see in the media is not representative of everyone and this can also tie in to how hard it is growing up as a neurodivergent or even just a nerdy/alt/whatever black girl in a world/community that expects and thinks black people act as a monolith andโ*mic cuts out*
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summary: meeting miles g at a bakery, and other happenings.
wc: 3k+
warning: blood, grief (more at the periphery, not a major theme), and lightly implied mommy issues
a/n: ngl i was hungry asf when i wrote this. why can't i ever write normal fluff fics anymore. first fic of 2024!!
Brooklyn Middle is closed for winter break. The basketball court where the snow-covered hoop no longer has a net is empty, save for the blinking Christmas lights strung across the chain-link fence.
In a few years, the pizza place across the street where students would linger after school will be demolished, replaced by a shiny new Oscorp building that reflects the sun from all angles of its glass exterior. But for now, the place is just closed early for the holidays, a few blocks away from a bakery.
The tall, bear-like frame of a father dressed in a long black overcoat can be seen entering with a wiry young boy in a red hoodie and bomber jacket tailing close behind. He has an afro as opposed to his fatherโs closely-cropped hair. The boy keeps trying to straighten his posture - as if his spine would suddenly lengthen and his shoulders would broaden from the act alone. He wants to make himself look important today, because he is on a top-secret mission:ย
Operation: Get Mom a Cake.
โI think momโll like that one.โ
The boy points at a slice of tres leches cake sitting behind a glass display. Itโs not as flashy as the other decorative cakes drizzled with chocolate and strawberries or encased in pink frosting, but those wouldnโt melt on the tongue the way tres leches did.ย
His father raised an eyebrow at the plain slice, but the boy looked at him with a certainty that heโd never seen before, through eyes nearly identical to his motherโs. The man knew then that he was getting an expert opinion.
โAlright, if you say so,โ he chuckled, adjusting his glasses. โWeโll take that one, Val.โ
The boy smiled proudly at the older woman as she handed him the pink box containing the cake. Mission accomplished.
Now, he looks up and frowns at the Oscorp building blocking the view of where his old school used to be as he picks at a slice of cake with a plastic fork.
The โEmployees Onlyโ door behind the counter swings open, and Valeria Cruz hobbles out, removing her apron.
โItโs almost your shift, Miles, hurry up and finish that cake.โ
Miles takes one more bite before rising from his seat near the entrance and pushing the paper plate and half-eaten slice into a small trash can.
โYou got it, Miss V.โ
โDid you take out the trash?โ
He pauses, and his eyes widen.
โIโmma get that done right now, Miss V!โ
The woman sighs, running a hand through gray and white-streaked curls as the teen sprints out the door and back outside.
A forest green puffer jacket rushes past you on the sidewalk. Itโs the same one you had seen shuffling out of the back entrance of Valโs bakery the other morning, lugging two black garbage bags with a purple hoodie obscuring the strangerโs face.ย
He probably works there, then, you think. Good. She could use the help.
The place had been packed the week before Officer Moralesโ funeral, and for several weeks after. But over time, business began to slow down to a trickle. Hipster cafรฉs and towering condos sprang up and choked out the little pizza shops and restaurants that took their ownersโ last names, like when an invasive species of plant grows taller than the local varieties and smothers them, blocking out the sun.
You had been seeing Valโs face since you were in diapers. Families used to go there for birthdays, for elementary school graduations, middle school graduations - or sometimes just to grab something sweet to eat after church on Sundays. You continued the traditionโeven if just to buy a tiny bag of cookiesโin the hopes that the place might still be standing for your high school graduation.ย
The bell above the door rings to signal your entrance. The once baby pink wallpaper has begun to fade, but the late-afternoon sun makes it feel as vibrant as it did when you were twelve. Valeria is standing in front of the display of freshly-baked pastries with her apron folded neatly over her arm.
โOh, were you about to close up shop?โ You begin to take backward steps. โI can come back laterโโ
โNo, no, sweetie, itโs fine!โ The woman waves her hand, beckoning you to stay. โI was just about to go on my lunch break. I have someone about to take over for me.โ
โItโs cool, I can wait. I saw somebody taking out the trash, that him?โ
She sighs wearily, โThatโs him, alright. Heโs a good kid, but heโs alwaysโโ
โSorry Iโm late!โ
In rushes Mr. Green Jacket through a chilly gust of wind, who turns to nod in greeting towards you before weaving past Val and behind the counter, where he disappears through the โEmployees Onlyโ door.
โThat boy, I swear. Never on time!โ
He reappears sans the jacket, wearing a white apron identical to the one Val is holding. The name tag on it reads โMilesโ.ย
Miles. Where have you heard that name beforeโฆ?
The hood on his sweater is no longer pulled over his head, revealing two neat cornrows that cascade all the way down his neck. The surrounding hair has been shaved and faded at the nape of his neck and hairline. Heโs the sort of brown-skinned that looks golden when the sunlight hits his face as he approaches the cash register.ย
โYou gonna be alright for the next half hour?โ asked Val with an eyebrow raised.
Miles drummed his fingers on the counter and grinned. โYup, I got it.โ
โDonโt destroy anything while Iโm gone!โ
โI wonโt, promise.โ
She pushes the door open with a skeptical look and leaves.
With this new stranger temporarily in charge, you carefully approach the counter. He looks up at you with curious brown eyes.
โWhatchu want?โ
โUmโฆโ you blink before remembering what you were here for. โJust sugar cookies, please.โ
โHow many?โ
โFive.โ
He turns to grab a paper bag, then bends to drop the desired amount of cookies into it with the pair of tongs that sit on the inside of the display.
โIf you donโt mind my asking, what school you go to? I havenโt seen you around here before, feel like Iโd remember you if I had.โ
Miles pops his head over the counter and tilts his head with a cheeky grin.
โWhatโs that supposed to mean?โ
You avoid eye contact, shifting from one foot to the other. Suddenly itโs not so cold anymore.
โI-I donโt know. You just seem memorable.โ
He laughs a raspy, breathy laugh and hands you the bag of cookies over the counter. His hand is much larger than yours with slender fingers at the end of it, but still manages to appear almost clumsy-looking. Big enough to be a manโs, but with only half the dexterity.
โI go to Visions.โ
โFancy. You like it over there?โ
โItโs aight. Kinda uptight, but my dad always said it was a โgood opportunityโ, so I stayed.โ
You hum in consideration.ย
โCan't do everything for your parents, though. They'll have you living their dreams before you know it.โ
The smile fades a bit, and Miles averts his gaze.
โWell my dad passed, so I just figured Iโd just do this one thing for him.โ
You cover your mouth with your palm.
โI'm so sorry, Iโโ
โIt's fine,โ he snorts without any humor. โYou might be the only one that doesn't know who my daddy is. Kind of a relief.โ
Miles encloses the money you just gave him in the slot beneath the cash register with a loud snap.ย
โYou need anything else?โ
You chew on your bottom lip in embarrassment and clutch your bag of cookies.
โNo. Thank you.โ
He doesnโt look up from the register.
โHave a nice day.โ
Your mother is leaning on the window sill, nibbling on a granola bar when you get back home. Sheโs silent, which means she is observing. Youโll need to tread carefully.ย
โI brought cookies.โ
She gives you a sidelong glance.
โValโs cookies?โ
โYup, same as always.โ
โThat lady still working there all by herself?โ
โShe hired somebody to help out, actually - I saw a boy working the register.โ
She notices the upward inflection in your voice at the mention of a boy, which interests her more than the cookies.
โWhatโs he look like?โ
โHeโs got, um,โ you make a gesture over your head. โTwin braidsโcornrowsโand a green jacket? Kinda tall, too.โ
Your mother nods, thoughtful. The description rings a bell, but she needs to confirm.
โYou catch his name?โ
โMiles, I think.โ
โLord,โ she gasps, fully turning to face you. โThatโs that Morales boy! I used to work with his momma, bless her heart. Barely saw his face after the funeral.โ
The image of Milesโ face at the mention of his dad makes you cringe at your comment earlier. How could you not recognize him? He practically stole his face from the mural that was plastered above the precinct. You had only heard the boyโs name uttered once by your mother over the phone at 2:00 A.M., whispered like a secret.
โI canโt imagine how it must be for Miles. Didnโt he just get into that nice school down there? Of course theyโll have to let him go home. He should be with his mother.โ
โHe was such a sweet little boy. Then I saw him the other day?โย
She shook her head, โLook like a different person. He had them flashy studs in his ears, nose pierced and everything.โ
She wrinkles her nose. โWouldnโt be surprised if he had tattoos under that coat as well. Damn shame.โ
โHe seemed nice when I saw him,โ you remark quietly in a weak attempt to defend his character, despite having known him for all of five minutes. โSweet, like you said.โ
Your motherโs face hardens, all of her attention now focused on you as she folds the wrapping of the granola bar.
โThatโs why youโre not bringing no boys home โtill youโre eighteen,โ she sharply reminds you. โโSeems niceโ - How you know if heโs really nice or not?โ
Again, Milesโ face appears in your mindโs eye. He didnโt seem to want your pity - rejected it, even. And what of his apparent chronic lateness?ย
Stillโฆ
โYou donโt know that, either,โ you say despite yourself. โI spoke to him while I was there.โ
Your motherโs eyes narrow.ย
โGirl, I know that look. I better not see you runninโ around with that boy, understand me?โ
She looks set on not changing her mind now, so you only nod in defeat.
โYes, maโam.โ
In your head, youโre already making plans to hit up the bakery tomorrow - both to apologize and to see the sun kissing Milesโ face again. Maybe tomorrow heโd even have the piercings in.
But when you get there the next day under the guise of โa trip to the corner storeโ, Miles isnโt at the register.ย
The sky has turned a pale shade of gray, and it has begun to drizzle. Pulling your navy blue coat tightly around you, you consider turning back around whenโ
Boom!
The sound of something hitting a trash can from behind the establishment catches your attention. It could be him taking out the trash at the last minute again.
Your assumption is proven only halfway correct.
Stepping over discarded boxes and tin cans, you find Miles doubled over, clutching his side. โAre you okay?โย
Startled, bloodshot eyes glance at you before focusing on the ground.
โFucking fantastic,โ he grunts painfully.
As you get closer, you can see a dark stain blooming from where his hand is. A sick feeling swirls in your stomach.
โOh my God, do you need me to call somebody?โ
โNah, IโmโฆIโm straight,โ Miles says through labored breaths. โI just gottaโฆpatch myself up before I get home.โ
You whip out your phone and frantically unlock it.
โIโm calling an ambulance.โ
โHell noโโ
โYou are bleeding!โ
He tilts his head towards a duffle bag lying near his feet.ย
โI got First Aid in thereโฆthatโll do me just fine.โ
When he tries to reach for the bag, his knees give out, causing him to collapse right next to it.
-
Miles shivers as you gingerly wrap white bandages around his waist, the flat expanse of skin on his stomach partially exposed to the elements. He fades in and out of consciousness, between your face and black nothingness. When heโs awake, he stares up at you in disbelief.
โI didnโt call 9-1-1, if thatโs what youโre wondering,โ you tell him with a grin. โThis should stop the bleeding, but I canโt help you beyond that.โ
โWusyaname?โ he mumbles, head lolling towards you. Heโs on the brink of passing out again.
โCall me (Y/N).โ
โWasnโt gonโ call you anything else.โ
โShut up, I just saved your life.โ
โMmmm-hm,โ Miles hums with a lazy smile that makes you wonder if heโs becoming delirious.
His eyelids get heavy before he can finish the thought, and he finally blacks out again in your lap.ย
-
Thereโs a short line inside the bakery that weekend, and you wonder if Miles has anything to do with it.ย
Word seemed to get around mysteriously fast that the former teenaged recluse had come out of hiding after that conversation (if you could even call it that) with your mother. From where youโre sittingโby the window, nibbling on a sugar cookie, observingโMiles does not seem to enjoy the attention.
Or maybe youโre just imagining the strained smile on his face as the line of customers becomes a Greek chorus of gasps and squeals.
โYou got so big!โ
โWhat did you do to your hair?โ
โOh, you look just like Jeff.โ
โHowโs Rio?โ
โGood to see you out and about again.โ
The sparkling curiosity is nearly drained from his face by the time he joins you at the end of his shift with a slice of cake. He does not have the fabled nose piercing in, but two diamond studs sparkle when the light hits them every time he moves his head.
โSo?โ
โSoโฆ?โ
โAre you alright after I found you the other day? I saw you limping back there.โ
Miles rolls his eyes.
โIโm fine. My momโs literally a nurse. She got me straight.โ
โWhatโd you tell her? Looked like you broke a rib.โ
โFar as sheโs concerned, I fell off my bike.โ
โIโve never seen you on a bike.โ
โDoesnโt mean I donโt have one.โ
You shrug. Touche.
โWhat did you have to say to me that was worth stalking me after my shift?โ
โStalking?โ
โYou buy the same thing every time, you think I ainโt notice?โ Miles smirks, like a detective whoโs just gotten a confession. โWho goes to a bakery and only gets cookies?โ
โLay off me, man, these are excellent,โ you take another bite for emphasis. โAnyways, I actually came to apologize.โ
His brows furrow in confusion. โFor what?โ
โFor what I said the first time I saw you. I didnโt know you were that Miles.โ
The corners of Milesโ lips pull downwards into a frown.ย
โThatโs it?โ
โMm, wellโฆโ
You bite your lip by force of habit.
โI also wanted to talk to you again. Under better circumstances. That your favorite type of cake?โ
Miles looks down at his plate when you point to it with your fork, as if heโs seeing it for the first time.
โYeah, tres leches. What about it?โ
โI dunno, I just always see you eating that and nothing else. Is there a reason?โ
You expect to say something about the sweetness, or the texture, but instead he answers:
โIt always tastes the same.โ
โWhat do you mean?โ
โI mean, likeโฆโ He puts down his fork and starts to construct an analogy in his head.
โItโs like when you see an ice cream truck. You run up to it before it drives off, and what do you ask for? First thing that pops into your head?โ
โVanilla?โ
โExactly. You could try one of the other ones, but what if it tastes like ass? Now you stuck eating something you donโt likeโโ
โAnd itโs a waste of money.โ
โExactly!โ Miles laughs. โYou get it. My mom makes fun of me because Iโve been eating the same thing since I was five. But itโs always good! And the same amount of good.โ
โCanโt argue with that.โย
You tap your nails on the table, thinking.ย
โBut what if you find a new flavor that you really like?โ
He shrugs, โThen lucky me, I guess. But that doesnโt tend to happen.โ
โIt could happen, though.โ
He watches the strange way you eat. Slowly, teeth-first, as if youโre afraid to make a mess. Itโs weirdly dainty, which makes him chuckle beneath his breath.
โWhat?โ
โNothing.โ
โUh-uh, donโt do that. Whatโs so funny?โ
Miles gives you that same head tilt again.
โItโs cute, the way you eat.โ
Your hand freezes just as itโs about to lift another cookie to your mouth, and you stare at him blankly.
โThatโsโฆโ
He pauses too.ย
โ...Weird, yeah. Sorry. I dunno why I said that.โ
A beat of silence passes thatโs so heavy with awkwardness, that the two of you canโt help but burst into poorly-stifled laughter.
You lean forward with your chin resting in your hand. โThatโs fine. I kept coming here just to spy on you, so I guess Iโm weird, too.โ
โAh, so you admit it!โ
โHey, if I wasnโt beinโ a total creep, you mightโve bled out next to the garbage dump. Val canโt lose a valuable employee, right?โ
โIf you put it that way.โ
You can see the white of some of Milesโ teeth peeking out as he smiles. One of his canines is charmingly crooked, and sharper than the others. When the smile fades, he suddenly looks uncertain.
โCan I ask you a question this time?โย
โAsk away.โ
โDo you wanna make this,โ he gestures between you, โlike, a regular thing? Yโknow, โmeeting under better circumstancesโ.โ
Itโs your turn for a smile to spread across your face.ย
โWe should. Whatever you did to end up bleeding out in the rain, I guess Iโd be a witness now.โ
โM-hm. Canโt have you yappinโ about that to my customers,โ He plays along, then winks. โIโmma need your number too, just in case.โ
Just before you reach for your phone in your pocket, you hear your motherโs voice in your head, casting a shadow over the whole thing and giving you pause.
All jokes aside, Miles had never explained what had landed him in that predicament behind the bakery in the first place. Heโs always late. He lies to his mother. Youโre about to lie to your mother.ย
But the sun is hitting his face again, and with the light bouncing off of his pupils, he looks like he couldnโt hurt a fly. The shadow remains at the corner of your eye. Just the corner.
you having written 42 miles in a way that would resemble his younger, more goofy self, before all the grief is so refreshing :,) heโs still in there, still his old self. still miles. <3
i hate when a writer says the readerโs physical features/race arenโt specified and then later in the fic they unconsciously hit you with the โhe brushed away the strands of hair that were plastered to your tear-stained cheeksโ
bitch my baby hairs ainโt that long wtf are you talkin about
miles 42 and sunshine reader whoโs never left him alone from the start and he swore he hated her and found her annoying as shit but heโs lowkey getting that feeling in his chest that feels scarily unfamiliar to his usual disdain and heโs still trying to hide it
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Just saw Spider-man: Across the Spider-verse (Ik im so late to this but long story short, theaters in my place didn't show them last year and I procrastinated till now.) AND HELLO? AWESOME ANIMATION AND CHARACTERS ASIDES (NO LITERALLY THE ANIMATION IS SO FUCKING GOOD YOU CAN PAUSE ANY TIME AND LITERALLY THERE'S YOUR BACKGROUND FOR THE DAY) but NO ONE SAID IT WAS A CLIFFHANGER??? HOW AM I GONNA SURVIVE UNTIL THE NEXT MOVIE
Hey fic writers can we stop referring to any part of Hobie as "thick" (besides his skull maybe) when bro is built like yield sign?? His "thick" arms are not wrapping around you when he hugs alright ๐ญ you're being restrained by wires.
Like yeah, he's spiderman, he'll be STRONG but I'm TIRED of buff descriptions being used for my stickbug !! Where's my fanfic where reader/mc whoever is scared of touching him in case he breaks something, hm?? Cause ik as a plus size girl I'd be mortified-
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red is to spider-man as pink is to miles, in that pink is the color of: self-expression, confidence, compassion. if you side with miles, if you want to support his growth, you're going to be in pink
that being said...a pink robe can be removed, and pink hairdye can be washed out