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@thervnaways ♡’d for a starter ! plot: ‘you should just go ask them out, you’ve been thinking about them all day every day for months and it’s driving me nuts’ AU ! from this post.
his eyes scan the clouds that make their way over the sky, his back against the hard concrete of the roof atop his friends apartment building, often coming up here to waste his days away. but hearing his soulmates thoughts is like there’s always someone right there with him, and he doesn’t feel so alone. he’s more than happy to keep quiet and listen like usual, but maybe there’s something he could do to help ... “ hey ... “ dongha feels strange butting in, like he’s suddenly entered a room that’s meant for only them. he’s always felt strange listening to their thoughts - seeing as his are so quiet. though, it’s like they’re talking even if they’ve never met, really. “ you’re thinking about them again ? “ it’s a question with an obvious answer, though he can’t help but ask. “ ... they seem nice. “
hello!!!! uni has been over for like a week but ive got no writing muse :( pls like this !! if u would like me to write u something based off of something in your wish list !! or reply to one of your open starters :o
°☾•* 𝐡𝐚𝐞𝐣𝐢𝐧 ,
haejin presses one last kiss to the boy’s forehead before the spirit is pulling away slightly, the tiniest frown taking over his features as he watches the smaller of the two with concern. the brunet assumed dongha wanted a little bit of space – considering they’ve been wrapped around one another for a while, so he reverts back to simply holding the spirit’s hand. “of course, little one.” he says sweetly, sending a wink towards the other.
the little spirit looks up at haejin curiously, wanting immediately to be back in haejin’s arms - but he settles with their hands and fingers intertwined. the spirit kisses the boy’s cheek for good measure, and tugs him along to the door, opening it to reveal a pleasant night - not too cold with brilliant stars dotting the sky ( he put those there ). it doesn’t take long for dongha to latch onto haejin’s arm, sticking to him like glue as they walk - he likes this so much ! he wants to do it more often - it makes him feel like they’re just taking a walk at night, dongha is alive, and everything could be normal. dongha looks up to haejin once again, smiling gently. “ i want to show you something ~ it’s not much ... i just want you to see. “ he says, not able to stop the nervous waver in his voice. dongha comes here when he misses haejin the most - but it’s only to make sure he’s comfortable, being here in dreams must be strange and off putting. “ it’s ... around the corner, here. “
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°☾•* 𝐡𝐚𝐞𝐣𝐢𝐧 ,
haejin couldn’t wipe the wide grin from his face as he finishes wiping the boy’s cheeks free of stray tears, chuckling along with the giggly spirit as he cuddled him closer. “aigo, i don’t think i can compete with that … i guess this will have to do,” he hums lowly, cradling dongha’s jaw in one hand and capturing his lips in a passionate, yet gentle kiss.
there’s a small, almost inaudible gasp that leaves his lips. the smaller’s fingers slowly make their way to haejin’s neck, moving himself closer. and he feels. there is so much that he feels - there has always been so much that he feels, even in death. albiet, it has been different with haejin ( it’s been better with him - dongha has been better ). the feeling starts as a small flutter inside his chest, to feeling as though there could be small sparks leaving their fingertips. the little spirit tries his very best to make the kiss last just a little longer, lips gently moving against the others for a moment. it’s funny to think, but it feels like magic. it’s so funny to dongha that he laughs again, smiling against haejin’s lips - his next whispered words are as gentle as they come, “ i think we’re getting close to being even now, haejin - ah. “
°☾•* 𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐲 ,
all he had was indeed dongha and the sea, and even then the fear for dongha to just disappear like the friend the other was talking about was real, something so dark and cloudy in his own limpid heart ━it made him tremble more than the sense of constant cold and need for something to warm his own weary frame up, it made him look at the sea for answers even if he knew there were none, at all. stuck he was indeed, and there didn’t seem to be a way out, no matter how much he squeezed his brain in looking for something in his own ignorance. “ maybe it’s good, i don’t know. sometimes i wish i could remember those pretty things that made me feel good and happy. but i can’t even remember that. so i don’t know how to make myself less sad. ” washed away by waves, devoured by the inhabitants of the deep below. “ you’re… you’re not going to leave me alone like that friend of yours did, are you? ”
his eyes skipped along the water, imagining what it would be like for him to be so reliant on the push and pull of the shore - unsure of so much. he wishes there was a way that he could bring moony’s memories back and take them back to him. wishes there was some way that could he give his friend something to ease his sadness. dongha’s missing heart aches so much. there has to be something somewhere for him - dongha needs to find it. he wants to bring moony to his forest some day, and wants to bring him somewhere to be that isn’t here. there are shores spotted around, maybe moony would like it there. “ i won’t. “ i can’t. there are so many reasons why - he just can’t. “ i promise, okay ? for what it’s worth, i’ll always be here. “ his voice is a low murmur, gentle and soothing - trying to help moony’s aching mind. “ they found what they needed to pass on, something their soul was looking for since they died. i’m not going anywhere. “
°☾•* 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐢 ,
presence felt , but not acknowledged as nami’s attention remains drawn to phone screen . he’s in his own apartment , laid out on the couch , so he doubts the sensations come from anything genuine , and his tv show was apparently far more important to him than the feeling of being watched . only when that feeling lingers does nami finally decide to drag his eyes away from screen and up towards what he finally realizes is a body standing across from him . instinct causes him to jerk himself into sitting up , but face is recognizable instantly ; panic shifts to confusion at the drop of a hat . blinking slowly , he nods . “ did i fall asleep ? god , so i’m dreaming up however many minutes of this last episode ? stupid , but definitely explains why it’s totally stopped making sense . i was so ready to start my twitter rant about wasting eight seasons of my time for this garbage . “ breath leaves in a huff as he finally gives dongha a look over , noting the shaking hands and pouting slightly . “ what’s wrong ? did something happen ? “ finally nami rises to his feet , moving over to take dongha’s hand , naively trying not to overthink how real it all feels when dongha is in his own apartment , the location for the pairing new , but maybe dongha has figured out a way to relocate them in nami’s dreams . “ you’re looking extra cute today , if that makes you feel any better . “
there are nerves biting at him from his head to the tip of his toes. they almost crawl under his skin like bugs - he remembers the feeling from when he was alive. he wants to run towards nami and hug him the moment he starts to speak, be held - but he stops himself, doesn’t want to try because he knows what will happen. despite the feeling of pure comfort, the little spirit can’t shake the uneasiness that settles within. he has been with nami in his dreams, but this is different. nami is here and he’s real - and even if dongha is only a spirit, this is real. “ no - no ... nothing happened ... ! “ dongha has to speak up quickly, so nami wouldn’t worry. normally he would step back, cower and try to hide ( scared of reactions, and of himself ) but he lets the boy come close, welcoming it. he can only laugh at the comment, lips upturning into a smile. “ you’re not dreaming ~ i’m here, nami ~ “ he says, breathy. “ see ? “ there’s a beat of a moment that passes, it spikes dongha’s nerves where he should be at his most comfortable, right here in front of a boy he’s shared so much with. the spirit finally raises his hand to nami’s, soft smile not faltering. “ sadly, that does mean the show you were watching doesn’t make sense, and it wasn’t a dream. “
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°☾•* 𝐡𝐚𝐞𝐣𝐢𝐧 ,
a soft frown finds it way onto the male’s features as he listens to the boy, fingers slipping under the other’s shirt and gently rubbing circles into soft skin in an attempt to comfort the spirit. haejin whispers a soft ‘take your time’ at sight of the boy thinking of what to say, taking a mental note to remember the smaller’s cute mannerism. “i know, i know. i wish is was different, too.” he said softly, smoothing the pad of his thumb over dongha’s cheek. of course, the actor imagined what life would be like if the other was alive all the time, but it wasn’t healthy for either of them. “but we’re together now, right? we have to make the most of it, you know?” he says, pressing his lips to the spirits knuckles.
dongha nods, slow this time - his hand coming up rest against haejin’s, head moving a slight to leave a soft kiss against his palm. they have to make the most of it because this is the only time they can be together - and the little spirit should not be spending that time worrying. thinking about impossible things ; things that should be left for the haejin and dongha of another life. they’ll meet again, when dongha is different ( when he is better ). he is the happiest he’s ever felt ( that is, if there’s any feeling he has right now - it’s of happiness ). “ you’re right. “ he says simply, haejin’s touch settling the mess of his thoughts. “ we found each other when we needed someone the most, i suppose. that’s how things like this work, right ? i'm just ... really happy it was you. “
°☾•* 𝐬𝐞𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐡𝐞𝐞 ,
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seunghee treks through the woods, hood pulled over her head, as the rain pelts down softly. her aunt had told her to stay in today but she never minded a little rain. she hasn’t missed a day yet and she’s not going to start now. seunghee comes to the familiar little clearing in the forest, ‘oppa? are you here?’ she asks, standing under one of the large branches of a tree for shelter from the rain, ‘i’m sorry i’m late.’ she drops her bag on to the ground, ‘i had to run some errands. my aunt made me go into town with her.’ seunghee sighs. she hasn’t seen him yet but she knows he’s here. he’s always here, ‘i hate going into town. everyone stares at me.’ seunghee moves to the ground, pulling her lunch out of her bag. she came to see him every day bringing her lunch with her. it was a nice little routine. it was good to have a friend. even if he was dead, ‘oppa, can ghosts eat food?’
he is indeed always here, wandering - looking after the forest more than anything. it’s definitely an added bonus that he’s met seunghee - found a friend, and introduced her to the forest he calls home ( some time ago ). he’s staring up at the sky when he feels her presence, watching the clouds roll over with their gift of rain. there’s a moment before he finds her, follows her voice out of the dark. “ be careful of the rain ... you’ll get a cold. “ is the first thing he says, sitting himself across from her. the spirit appears suddenly, but he’s not afraid of startling her - she knows he is here. dongha shakes his head at her question, still frowning from her earlier comment - sticking to it like protective brother he’s come to be. “ tell me who stares at you - i’ll make sure they stop. “
hey every1 i am in the process of completely revamping this blog because uni is over !! i’m going to be working on replies so to those i owe im sorry its taking forever but hopefully they’ll be posted soon!!! i hope u are all having good days/nights/etc i loveu
uni talk under the cut !
my graduation exhibition was last night and it was honestly really overwhelming and nerve wracking (especially preparing for it) but i got to talk to a bunch of industry and people who were interested in my stuff ? ? ? so that was super cool. heres some pics of my table lol im kinda really proud of everything

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