random things

i feel like i'm running out of time. out of time. out of time.

the problem with getting better is you have to want it bad enough. i simply don't want this life that fucking bad.

Whoever is praying for my downfall has got to stop because shit is working

something about me isn’t right.

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normalise blocking any mf that doesn’t feed directly into your angel energy

Shout out to all the goofy bitches

to be seen without performing. to be heard without screaming. to be missed without disappearing. to be enough without proving it. to be held without falling apart. to be understood without explaining. to be wanted without conditions. to be. to be.

if i don’t text i don’t get any texts. there’s no difference for me in having phone in airplane mode and connected to wifi

I know my life will end in suicide. I'm sure of it.

No one talks about how draining it is when your mood constantly switches between "keep going, it'll get better" and "I can't do this anymore. I'm about to give up."

the way I can go from.normal to suicidal is crazy