You’re With Me Right? Always.

Caitriona Balfe kissing a woman is something that can be so personal to me

Alex: I’m going to murder you

Regina: oh lo siento no hablo ingles

Because I'm full of sq sex ideas myself ;)

Together is a beautiful place to be ✨

Emma: Bedroom. Now.

Jen: so what's that fic about Regina licking Emma called?

Regina is sitting on the chair, staring into space. The letter she found still on her hand. Emma is typing away in the computer and Regina is doing everything she can to not show weakness. She doesn't want to cry. She doesn't want to let go because if she does than there's no stoping the tidal waves of emotions. "Regina are you listening?" Asks Emma as she turns and sees the brunette. Regina shakes her head and looks at the blonde. "I'm sorry" she says. Emma shakes her head and moves to kneel in front of Regina. "Regina you know you can talk to me right?" Regina looks at Emma's concern green eyes. Her own water because they seemed so genuine. But she was having a hard time believe it. "Stop looking at me like that." "Like what?" "Like you care Emma! Stop looking at me like you actually care of how I'm actually feeling!" Says Regina harshly as she stands which causes Emma to fall on her ass. She makes her way to the bedroom area and back. Pacing. Emma watched her from her place. "But I do care" answers the blonde. "No you don't! You don't care about anyone but yourself Emma! Or that insipid pirate of yours who someone gets to bend all the rules of magic! If you cared you would've come to me instead of making out with your boyfriend at Robin's funeral!" Emma looks at her surprised. She didn't know what to say. "Y-you saw that?" "Yes I saw." It had hurt Regina more than seeing Robin die before her eyes. She had felt betrayed. By fate, by Emma, by everything. She had thought that maybe now with both Hook and Robin gone they would've work through it together. Maybe once both of them were healed from their loses Regina could take that step she always had wanted to take with Emma. But it was not to be. "I'm so tired of that idiot pirate getting everything handed on a silver platter to him while I suffer the consequences of being a villain. I've worked so hard for my redemption and happiness and I keep getting screwed and the only good thing he has done was find those pages and that's like half a good deed!! But let's all praise him because he once again came out victorious and got to make our dear savior happy with his presence." "Regina, I-" "Save it swan. I don't want to hear it. I really don't. I've resigned myself to the fact that I will never be good enough for you or anyone really. This is what I'm bound to and I should make my peace with that." Emma blinks several times. She stands and walks to the brunette. She holds her wrist and takes the letter Regina was clutching to out of her grasp. Emma pulls her closer and Regina shakes her head as she tries to fight it. "Don't" chokes the brunette. Emma doesn't listen and pulls her into a fierce hug. She holds the back of Regina's head and keeps her in a safe embrace. Regina tries to push her away. But then she's melting into her. This is the first time they have ever hugged. Regina gasps for air as she tries to keep her body wrecking sobs at bay. Her body trembles with the effort. "You are good enough Regina. You have always been good enough. Now I don't know if I'm good enough for you because I don't know who I have become. I don't. But you are good enough." Then Regina is crying. She's sobbing and clinging to the lapels of Emma's jacket. And Emma. Emma is holding her tightly. Silently crying because what has happened to her? To them? Why is it that she has never hug Regina? "I'm so sorry Regina. I'm so sorry for everything." "Please don't leave me like everyone else does." It's so softly. It's choked out in a trembling voice. She sounded so small compared to the strong woman she was always used to seeing. "I won't ever, ever leave you Regina. I promise."