still dreaming?

what must it be like to grow up that beautiful? with your hair falling into place like dominos

from all the medicine

the boys, the girls, they all like Carmen she gives them butterflies, bats her cartoon eyes she laughs like God, her mind's like a diamond buy her tonight, she's still shining like lightning, oh, like lightning

out on the front doorstep drinking from a paper cup you won't remember this

but I want this, you know I want this so come on, mess me up and you can break me, if you'll still take me ruin me, if you'll let me be one of the ones you say you won't forget

hung pictures of patron saints up on my wall to remind me that I am a fool tell me where I came from, what I will always be just a spoiled little kid who went to Catholic school

i see losers losing everywhere if I lose, I'll only lose the care that I might have for another i am complete, invincible if I have a one principle then it's to stand on you, brother and this boy's so spectacular not a boy, but a wealthy bachelor

oh, Ophelia you've been on my mind girl since the flood oh, Ophelia heaven help a fool who falls in love

but I knew you dancin' in your Levi's drunk under a streetlight, I i knew you

i got boulders on my shoulders collar bones begin to crack there is very little left of me and it's never coming back

i drank champagne with kings and queens the politicians praised my name but those are someone else’s dreams the pitfalls of the man I became for years and years i chased their cheers the crazy speed of always needing more but when I stop and see you here i remember who all this was for

her eyes and words are so icy oh but she burns like rum on the fire hot and fast and angry as she can be i walk my days on a wire

i wear women's underwear and then I go to strike a pose in my full length mirror i cross my legs just like a queer but my libido is strong when a lady is near, ya what defines a straight man's straight? is it the boxer in the briefs or a 12 ounce steak? i tell you what a women loves most it's a man who can slap but can also stroke

she rings like a bell through the night and wouldn't you love to love her? she rules her life like a bird in flight and who will be her lover? all your life you've never seen woman taken by the wind would you stay if she promised you heaven?

look for the girl with the broken smile ask her if she wants to stay a while and she will be loved

tell all of your friends that I'm crazy and drive you mad that I'm such a stalker, a watcher, a psychopath then tell them you hate me and dated me just for laughs so, why do you call me and tell me you want me back?