⋆˚꩜｡ IN MY DREAMS YOU & I will never be apart. i promise you.

️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️#  𝐋𝐔𝐌𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐀𝐑𝐘  ,  roleplay blog for the traveler     ———     LUMINE ,   teyvat's fourth descender      ;      accompanied by:    BOSS.     they/them.     pht.

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a study in  :     the cosmos  ,   searching tirelessly  ,    desperately    VYING    for an unsure destiny  ,     heroic sacrifices ,    religious texts  ,   depersonalization  , derealization     &     piecing together the past and the future.    /    portrayal is canon divergent,   lumine is commonly known as   "traveler"   or   "seren". blog is subject to very heavy themes.

️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️LIFE IS OFTEN BATHED IN A MULTITUDE OF HUES. oftentimes, earthy — the faint smell of soil seeping from the ground after the rain. a reflection of mortality, of emotion, amidst the burning resilience. other times, it is cold. blue. like a continuous tidal wave that leaves little room to breathe. SUFFOCATING. the taste of salt lingering in your tongue, sand in your throat. then, it is red. the trail of blood, the scorching crimson of a battered soul, the wounded heart pulsing. unsure of wrath & love, at times culminating into one. the PERVERSION of feeling in itself. but never gold, no. it is too pristine, almost out of reach. the sort of pigment that creates a rift. when they open their mouth, you're quite sure that NOTHING familiar will come out of it.

she speaks familiarly. once upon a time, maybe you have spoken that way, too. ( aether, always so tender, had always told you to spare some empathy. but what is EXISTENCE without ache ? ) now, those words cast a darkness in your heart. only someone with a disconnect could ever say such things, expecting it to be a spark of light. alchemist whispered before, his tone low, voice a touch too SOMBER. every time mother opens her mouth, what follows is a bitter aftertaste.

" a bit touch & go take, don't you think ? " if that were the case, then all those who have ever suffered in their lives would have found some semblance of DELIVERANCE. yet not even half bites the mark of a good life, some dying in the process of hurt. what more of pain ? traveller has formed some level of HYPOTHESIS towards the members of hexenzirkel. most of them do not have their heads screwed on right. still, lumine has no reason to antagonize her.

the witches, in their own way, tended to provide good insight. never always good advice, but it allows one to understand a modicum of their internal WIRINGS and the system they operate on. warrior can only wonder whether she held the same thought process while willfully discarding her own CREATIONS. her children. perhaps you will never truly understand godhood after all.

️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️" has the world always remained in this state of black and white to you ? "

️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️" mm. . . but you do kind of look like one though, admittedly. not gonna lie. " SHESFUCKINGWITHYOUSHESFUCKINGWITHYOUSHESFUCKINGWITHYOUSHES

️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️CRUELTY IS A NOTION THAT REQUIRES LITTLE EXPLANATION. when brutality becomes the main way that people can trace back to your very being, people start seeking fewer answers & more RETRIBUTION. The traveller doesn't like viewing people in mere black and white, people being more COMPLEX than simple accusations of good versus evil. but scaramouche is the last person who can ever be called faultless, his schemes and heartlessness driving a bitter feeling to his mouth. ( seren remembers it, how quickly he could switch gears. how his disdain makes him speak in ways about people that he shouldn't. )

️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️" you don't owe me one, " for she is not a person in this world to begin with. but for all the HURT he's thrown out, the pain that he feels the need to make others feel — one day, she's sure of it. he'll reap what he has sown.

️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️" but tell me, " head is cocked to the side. there's no guarantee that he'll provide an answer — his temper is already WORRISOME enough as it is. but she knows of her own capabilities, how much she can hold up should this situation ever go AWRY. she doesn't think of him as a ticking timebomb ; there's a reason why he even allows her to remain by his proximity. " do you not hold any remorse, then ? "

for the world that failed you, for the people that didn't, for the anger you've cultivated, for the arms that CRADLED you, for the people that put you together. ( maybe it's a lot more complex than that. ) she doesn't pretend to know what he won't let her see.