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September - Cry For You

Forever and ever Life is now or never Forever never comes around People love and let go Forever and ever Life is now or never Forever's gonna slow you down

Maybe Romeo and Juliet were fated to be together, but just for a while, and then their time passed. If they could have known that beforehand, maybe it all would have been okay.

Pain comes in all forms. The small twinge, a bit of soreness, the random pain, the normal pains that we live with everyday.

Then there's the kind of pain you can't ignore. A level of pain so great that it blocks out everything else; makes the rest of your world fade away until all we can think about is how much we hurt.

How we manage our pain is up to us. Pain. We anaesthetize, ride it out, embrace it, ignore it... and for some of us, the best way to manage pain is to just push through it.

Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers. You just breathe deep and wait for it to subside.

Most of the time pain can be managed, but sometimes the pain gets you when you least expect it, hits way below the belt and doesn't let up.

LIFE

LIFE IS SO COMPLEX

It has such a perfectly synchronised way in every single particle that has a life, it's almost unbelievable. Ineffable I'd say.

Everything has a beginning, a middle, a journey, and sadly, also an end. And it's wonderful how at the same time that something is reaching its end, something else is being created, is beginning to live.

It's so hard to make peace with that fact though.

I am having serious issues assimilating the fact that what we had was the most wonderful experience I'll probably ever have. Yet, it was far from perfect, in all of its wonderful beauty and excitement, and as sadly predictable as everything is, it finally reached its end.

I MISS YOU

TU ME MANQUES

I NEED MY OTHER HALF

I LOVE YOU

It’s like when you just realise: FUCK. And nothing. You watch. Things develop. Flow, although not naturally.

Pure adrenaline.

Just maybe not the good kind.

And once it wears off. The high that comes along leaves too. And there is this void. Filled with what if’s, and wishes not.

Disappointing. It always comes to nothing. everything in the end just goes void.

And it doesn’t make sense.

A brief.. something.

whatever.

so i´m enjoying the whole being able to connect all of your tvs, cellphones, laptops, headsets, i bet i could even find an app to control the AC. Lol. Hopefully not.

"Life is hard, life is good, life is unbelievable."

I remember listening to that song over and over again over such a long period of time in my very early teens, when life was nothing like it really is, and even then i knew there was quite a deep feeling about that particular phrase, and damn dude... it´s so accurate.

Trying to get my daughter to sleep listening to soft baby calming music, and god knows why, i´m getting more sleepy than her.

Way. More.

I still have a night cigarette accompanied by a classy glass of white wine and a fine jay awaiting my peace and quiet.

See? Life IS good.

Goodnight,

a very diplomatic fuck you mr. dealer.

My Chemical Romance - The Sharpest Lives

GIVE ME A SHOT TO REMEMBER

AND YOU CAN TAKE ALL THE PAIN AWAY FROM ME

YOU KISS AND I WILL SURRENDER

THE SHARPEST LIVES ARE THE DEADLIEST TO LIVE 

a light to burn all the empires

so bright the sun is ASHAMED to RISE AND BE

in all with all of these vampires

so you can leave like the saint abandoned me.

Love,

LOVE this is

IT’S MURDER ON THE DANCE FLOOORRRRR**

OMG SO AN ASSHOLE WAS BEING A MASSIVE ASSHOLE

HE TREATED ME LIKE SHITTTTTTT AND BEYOND

AND TRIED TO FUCK LE HUBBY OVERRRRR BADDD 

AND SO HUBBY WAS WALKING THE STREETSSSS SMOKING A JAYYYY 

AND THE MOFOOO CHASED HIM AFTER 

YELLING SHITTTTTTTTTTTT 

SO LE HUBBY TURNS AROUND AND BAAAAAAAM LE PUNCHHH 

BITCH FLIESSSS LIKE A ROCK 

LANDS ON FOURS LIKE DOGGY BEGGING TO BE STABBED IN THE AAAAAAASSSSS

AND LE HUBBY KICKS HIM IN THE MOTHERFUCKING GOBFACE

AND SO

TODAY

WE FIND OUT

BITCH IS IN A COMAAAAAA WITH INJURIES IN BITCH’S SPINE AND SKULL FRACTUREEEEEEEEE SO BASICALLY MOST LIKELY PARAPLEGICCCCC  OMG HE DESERVED IT BUT THIS SHHITTTT IS GONNA BE EXPENSIVE AS FUCKKKKK AND YEAH LIKE 50G  AMAGASH MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT IS IN DANGER ILL UPDATE. 

~kAT

A Perfect Circle - Judith (Official Music Video)

TOOL - Sober