you were always so excited to see ellie, even if the feeling wasn't mutual.

she had never really shown you otherwise? but whenever you guys were alone, it was a different story.

all the car rides, rolling up together, you'd think that she liked you? but when she pulled up beside you with a chic in the passenger seat, your heart sank.

its not like you could show you were upset, so you took one deep breath before opening your car door.

ellie got out of the car in her signature black hoodie and some sweatpants, smelling like some girls cheap perfume.

the smell almost choking you up.

the only thing you could do was scoff, she could do so much better its a shame.

"hey baby, i got your shit"

baby was the name she always called you, she knew what she was doing every time she said it, and she enjoyed it

you couldn't let the anger get the best of you, but every time you'd look through her window, she'd be staring back at you. you've never seen her before?

taking the little baggy of weed, you shot her one last look, jealousy prominent on your face.

"thanks els" you added before getting back in your car, blasting the radio to the point everyone could hear it.

a wave of sadness washed over you. its not like ellie was yours, but you sure as hell wanted her to be.

tonight you were just going to get faded and forget about it. she'll probably hit you up soon.

you hadn't been in contact with ellie since, but daily you thought about it.

usually she'd hit you up for a late night hangout, but things have been different.

your phone had been terribly dry, and you just so happened to have run out of your stash.

but today was going to be different, you were determined to get ellie hooked.

getting up off the couch, you ran to your closet, sifting through the millions of pairs of clothes on the floor.

you found a little red top and some jean shorts.

ellie always said she liked red on you, so this just so happened to have worked out.

forgetting to even text her, you sent out a quick one.

'hey i need some more, come pick me up too'

you had been worried she would've even texted back until you saw your phone buzz on the vanity

'ok baby. be there in 10'

10 minutes was a world record time for you but it wasn't impossible. you fixed your hair to look semi decent, put on very little makeup-mascara, blush, etc-and then put on the perfume you knew ellie liked.

she complimented you very often, and so you'd keep it in mind to do it again. she had you wrapped around her finger.

before you headed out, you made sure to touch up your lipgloss. ellie always got onto you because it would transfer onto yalls shared blunt, but you never cared.

you slipped on your sambas and rushed out the door, lowkey tripping over a step. you prayed ellie didn't see you.

you could see the car moving from the bass, and the windows were rolled up; she was probably hot boxing it.

opening the car door, you set your purse down on the floorboard and got it, mad riches-sonder playing in the back.

ellie already had a j rolled when you had got in, first thing she did was offer it to you.

taking a long drag, she pulled out of your drive way, diving with one hand on the steering wheel the other rested on the center console.

"why haven't you texted me?"

you said in a nonchalant tone. all ellie could do was laugh.

"ive been busy baby, you know this." she replied, taking a turn off your road.

right as you were going in to reply ellies phone rings, showing an unsaved number.

"im heading that way," she said low and uninterested.

after a few 'mhms' and 'okays' ellie hung up, sighing as she turned down a street.

"els, where are we going?"

you thought you'd be going to your regular spot, smoke some and just talk. but you were pretty sure ellie had other plans.

"i gotta do a deal, pretty girl." she replied, pulling into a driveway. you looked up to see a house party. "come with."

her tone was almost demanding, cold, so you didn't question it.

she got the baggy out of the cup holder and turned off the car, getting out and locking it.

you followed her into the crowd of people, trying not to fall as you stepped on empty cans and cups.

some guy pushes in front of you, making you lose sight of ellie for a sec. you go to catch up with her, but shes already gone.

none of these people look familiar. the air is filled with smoke and mixes of people's scents.

making it past the people dancing to a beat you can barely hear, you make it to the kitchen, various drinks lined up on the counter alongside some red solo cups.

you poured yourself a drink, mixing whatever vodka they had with whatever mixers. then you head on your way to find ellie.

you walked around the house, finally making it outside to the pool area. some people were swimming while most just watched or talked.

then you spotted ellie. she had that girl from before latched onto her arm.

rage crept up your spine. why was she here? was she the one on the phone? did ellie just ditch you for her?

all your thoughts raced through your head, without thinking, you chugged what was left in your cup.

if she was going to play that game, then so will you.

'2 seater-montell fish' played in the background as you danced with some new person. she had come up to you, eyeing you up and down.

normally you weren't the type of person to be posted up dancing with some random, let alone be at a party, but you just couldn't get that girl out of your head.

it had been a few more songs along with a few more drinks before ellie spotted you, on top of another girl.

the look on ellies face switched. you were used to seeing her calm, collected, but now she looked...mad?

as soon as your eyes met hers, she darted towards you, taking your hand in hers and pulling you from the other woman's grasp.

"get your hands off her," ellie growled, shooting her a defensive look.

"ellie- what are you doing?"

she led you all throughout the house and out the front door.

"were leaving."

you've never seen ellie mad, so when she got upset at the party, it flipped a switch in your brain. maybe she wanted you as well.

you guys were already on the road again when ellie pulled into a little secluded spot near a park.

all you could do was look at her; your thoughts were hazy, and the dim lighting made her look good. so fucking good.

ellie went to go get something out of the cup holder when you lifted your hand to her cheek, turning her face to look at yours.

your eyes were half lidded, dark and glossed over. lips parted and messy hair.

you had been going in for the kiss when ellie stopped you.

"are you sure, you're drunk y/n?"

if only she knew you've never been so sure about something in your life.

you shook your head vigorously, in need of any kind of touch right now.

"you don't know how long ive been waiting for this."

she gave you one last look before kissing you. the kiss was passionate, aggressive, needy.

the kiss was long and messy; you needed each other closer, more, so you deepened the kiss.

ellie broke it off, trying to catch her breath.

"move to the back," she ordered.

that tone only made you more needy, your panties getting more and more wet by the second.

you had crawled into the back, waiting for ellie to come around and join you.

the second she closed the door, she was back on you, one hand holding herself up on top of you, the other cupping your face as she deepened the kiss.

she started moving down your neck, leaving little bite marks and kisses as she went.

the little sounds you made only fueled her, one knee going between your thighs.

the pressure made you let out a slight moan.

but you needed more.

"e-ellie." you moaned out as you grinded your clit on ellies knee. the smirk on her face only grew wider.

"yeah pretty girl? you wanna make yourself feel good on me?"

those words made you go even crazier, grinding faster this time.

"ellie i need more. please"

your tone was almost whiney, breathy.

ellie understood loud and clear because she was quick to start unbuttoning your shorts, looking up for approval.

you shook your head yes, needing her to move faster.

she slipped your shorts and panties off in one movement and just sat there, taking in the sight of your slick cunt.

"you're so wet for me, aren't you baby?"

next thing you know her finger was going down your wet folds, so slow you couldn't take it.

she wanted to take her time with you, see how much she can ruin you.

one finger entered and you moaned, her mouth trailing down your chest.

you took your shirt off, revealing your breasts.

ellie looked mesmerized. "fuck. you're fantastic doll."

her fingers started off slow but got quicker and quicker, making you realize you were going to hit your climax faster than you thought.

"mph- ellie fu-!" you moaned, getting cut off by ellie adding another finger.

"el-els, s'too tight!"

she just kept going, the moans making her go faster.

"you got it baby, come undone on my fingers."

you started moving your hips with her fingers, feeling the pit collect in your stomach.

“Come on, baby,” she coaxes, hungry and desperate. "cum for me."

she helps you ride out your climax, your juices soaking her fingers and her backseat.

once she took her fingers out of you, she sucked them clean, humming with the taste of you.

she then went in to kiss you, mixing her tongue in your mouth so you could taste the juices on her tongue.

"that was perfect, baby. now let's get cleaned up."

ahhh second fic!! thank you guys for all the love on my first one this one is so much better trust

this lowk wasn't proofread so shhhh

anyways hopefully at some point i can make a taglist (hmu)