so shock me with your resonance, why don't you shoot some stars outta my mouth trace this throat with your tips, chase away the harshness and find home, echoing inside us

and in the nightlight all i see is blue a darkened hue as regrets' curved lips approach to kiss these eyes of longing never before did they notice the maimed belonging press play now, remove repeat, don't skip a beat, you've tripped enough already

i don't want to be your fucking doll wearing a smile to meaningless my mask is there for my own protection asshole i use it as i please so please back the fuck off out of my space, this face is not for your amusement these thighs grip stories that erase your fucking needs don't you fucking tell me how to be you think you know truth? you wouldn't know how to feel real if it blinded you

and i'm tired of having to do something for you to feel anything and i'm tired of needing to be your one to make you feel you're someone and i'm done with stretching my skin to fit the face you say belongs to.. me.

where is the music that sings my song? which lash will lower this wild gaze?  whose hand will dip the cloth into the bowl?

morning shadows move the mist that sits between our lashes, shapes disappear, too tired to find the fog lights yet here we are standing still with woods that hold these trees like mirrors reminding us, there's more than one shade of green and leaning on the dampened soil new memories of trust recoil like bark that flakes to bare new skin, fresh life begin and teach me how to love this time, my cells spread like roots and i will not hide this time, the voice in these veins weave stories not scared to sing this time there is music echoed from the mountain's lips and for this, now and forevermore each molecule within me will rise to join the reigning constellations of our sky's night