lou's awesome writing blog

this is @lulu10008 's writing blog

i will post ao3 fics and poems here

you may request mcyt fics/oneshots (tho no promises i will actually do them)

keep requests SFW and MCYT related otherwise i WILL IGNORE it

tags:

#lulus writing - my writing (in general)

#lulus fics - ao3 fics

#lulus poems - my poems

#writing requests - requests ive gotten (if i get any)

Chapters: 9/? Fandom: Bannerfall SMP Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: 4CVIT & Mae | Maezes, 4CVIT & Nominalgravy, 4CVIT & Graecie, Graecie/Shandrea, Bekyamon/Eloise | Soupforeloise, Apokuna & Cherrifire, Graecie & Mae | Maezes, Mae | Maezes & Nominalgravy Characters: Mae | Maezes, Scott Major | Smajor1995, 4CVIT, Nominalgravy, Apokuna, Cherrifire, Graecie, Shandrea - Character, Eloise | Soupforeloise, Bekyamon Additional Tags: Hurt/Comfort, 4c gets sent to hell, this is when he comes back, Angst, Mental Breakdown, He does get a hug, Mae | Maezes Needs a Hug, she does not get one yet, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Psychological Trauma, yet again im struggling with tags, ill add more later, we have a beta so we kill nominalgravy, WE KILL NOMINALGRAVY, (tysm beta youre the best), Title From a STOMACH BOOK Song, Suicidal Thoughts, Implied/Referenced Torture, Mae | Maezes is a Good Friend, Fix-It, i guess, Started Before the Bannerfall Finale, Flower Symbolism, 4CVIT Has PTSD, 4CVIT has lots of trauma, Sickfic, they get the plague, Scott Major | Smajor1995 Needs a Hug, Tired Scott Major | Smajor1995, Slime 4CVIT, Dragon Nominalgravy, 4CVIT needs a hug, Rogue 4CVIT, 4CVIT-centric, POV Alternating Summary:

4c come back from hell but also just everyone and everything and i also wrote this to cope with whatever the hell happened in bannerfall

Chapters: 8/? Fandom: Bannerfall SMP Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: 4CVIT & Mae | Maezes, 4CVIT & Nominalgravy (Video Blogging RPF), Apokuna & CherriFire (Video Blogging RPF), Graecie & Mae | Maezes (Video Blogging RPF), Graecie/Shandrea (Video Blogging RPF), Bekyamon/Eloise | Soupforeloise (Video Blogging RPF) Characters: 4CVIT (Video Blogging RPF), Mae | Maezes, Nominalgravy (Video Blogging RPF), Apokuna (Video Blogging RPF), CherriFire (Video Blogging RPF), Graecie (Video Blogging RPF), Shandrea (Video Blogging RPF), Scott Major | Smajor1995, Eloise | Soupforeloise (Video Blogging RPF), Bekyamon (Video Blogging RPF) Additional Tags: Slime 4CVIT (Video Blogging RPF), Dragon Nominalgravy (Video Blogging RPF), Hurt/Comfort, 4c gets sent to hell, this is when he comes back, Angst, Mental Breakdown, 4CVIT-centric (Video Blogging RPF), Rogue 4CVIT (Video Blogging RPF), 4CVIT Needs a Hug (Video Blogging RPF), He does get a hug, Mae | Maezes needs a hug, she does not get one yet, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Psychological Trauma, yet again im struggling with tags, ill add more later, we have a beta so we kill nominalgravy, WE KILL NOMINALGRAVY, (tysm beta youre the best), Title From a STOMACH BOOK Song, Suicidal Thoughts, Implied/Referenced Torture, Mae | Maezes is a Good Friend, Fix-It, i guess, Started Before the Bannerfall Finale, Flower Symbolism, 4CVIT Has PTSD, 4CVIT has lots of trauma, Sickfic, they get the plague, Scott Major | Smajor1995 Needs a Hug Summary:

4c come back from hell but i also wrote this to cope with whatever the hell the lore that is happening in bannerfall right now is

Chapters: 7/? Fandom: Bannerfall SMP Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: 4CVIT & Mae | Maezes, 4CVIT & Nominalgravy (Video Blogging RPF), Apokuna & CherriFire (Video Blogging RPF), Graecie & Mae | Maezes (Video Blogging RPF), Graecie/Shandrea (Video Blogging RPF) Characters: 4CVIT (Video Blogging RPF), Mae | Maezes, Nominalgravy (Video Blogging RPF), Apokuna (Video Blogging RPF), CherriFire (Video Blogging RPF), Graecie (Video Blogging RPF), Shandrea (Video Blogging RPF), Scott Major | Smajor1995 Additional Tags: Slime 4CVIT (Video Blogging RPF), Dragon Nominalgravy (Video Blogging RPF), Hurt/Comfort, 4c gets sent to hell, this is when he comes back, Angst, Mental Breakdown, 4CVIT-centric (Video Blogging RPF), Rogue 4CVIT (Video Blogging RPF), 4CVIT Needs a Hug (Video Blogging RPF), He does get a hug, Mae | Maezes needs a hug, she does not get one yet, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Psychological Trauma, 4c has lots of trauma, yet again im struggling with tags, ill add more later, we have a beta so we kill nominalgravy, WE KILL NOMINALGRAVY, (tysm beta youre the best), Title From a STOMACH BOOK Song, Suicidal Thoughts, Implied/Referenced Torture, Mae | Maezes is a Good Friend, Fix-It, i guess, Started Before the Bannerfall Finale, Flower Symbolism Summary:

4c come back from hell but i also wrote this to cope with whatever the hell the lore that is happening in bannerfall right now is

Chapters: 1/6 Fandom: Vampires SMP Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Major Character Death Relationships: AbolishRegret/Shelby Grace | Shubble Characters: AbolishRegret (Video Blogging RPF), Shelby Grace | Shubble, Legundo (Video Blogging RPF) Additional Tags: Bats, She/Her and They/Them Pronouns for Shelby Grace | Shubble, 5+1 Things, Snow, Will add more tags I promise, CHARACTERS NOT CONTENT CREATORS, Mild Fluff, i love the concept of pocket bats so much that two whole chapters are based off it, Doctor Legundo (Video Blogging RPF), Booklocke, No beta we die like NominalGravy, might have a beta later, i need to ask my friend to beta this Summary:

You already know that it's destined to end So why keep trying

You'll lose touch with friends That’s okay They hated you anyway

You'll forget what hobbies you enjoyed That’s okay They were all stupid anyway

Your joy for sharing ideas slips away like falling sand That’s okay No one was listening anyway

Maybe some day the light will break through the water Shine through the veil

Until then You’ll have to keep waiting

Watching the childhood i knew so well fall away Like leaves in the summer trees Like how the bitter taste of a lemon Gets drowned out by a sip of water

Coming around to the idea it will never be the same Holidays loose the spark The light that shone in your eyes Fades away

Sleep is welcomed rather than dreaded Lets you forget everything For three blissful hours Then it all comes crashing back

No more bubble baths Soap swirls down the drain Conditioner, bodywash, shampoo, face soap, so many things Relish in the thought of not caring like before

Fantasies become problems And your faced with yourself How you want to be seen And how you can stay safe

Never taken serious enough Tears stream down your cheeks Too afraid to ask for help But you’re not a “weakling” for showing emotion

You’ve never been a weakling. You have always been yourself Maybe not what you always believe But you are always yourself

On nights like these

Where the crisp autumn leaves coat the ground Red pointed maple leaves Dark spiked oak Small golden birch Droopy willow leaves All fluttering down From the branches above

Sitting out on a porch A bench more so Worn with time and wear Bearing stained cushions Not bothered to be cleaned out With a friend Of any sort

Underneath a warm woolen blanket Covered in spots and patches Flashlights in hand Lighting up the yard With help from the lightning bugs Seemingly highlighting each leaf at a time Giving each their time in the spotlight

The flutter of leaves falling The crinkle when they hit the grass The slow rocking of the bench Combined with the brisk breeze And the ever setting sun Dazzling colors of royal purple Followed by blues and greys peeking from the horizon

The ever changing colors Of the half moonlit sky Pushes us off of the bench And urges us into the yard Dried leaves line each step Of our patterned socks and slippers Creating a satisfying sound with each step taken

Speeding up Running around Being free Forgetting worries The cold air against your skin Fresh autumn smell brings us Happiness

Genuine happiness

Written by me ( @lulu10008 ) and my wonderful friend Ivy

On nights like these

I wish I was outside Sun trailing down the sky Warm air and orange streaked clouds Wearing shorts and a t shirt Slightly too big And my well-worn shoes, Laces untied

Walking down a sidewalk By an open field It leads to a small neighborhood With looming trees Which provide a sense of comfort Despite their large size They have the gentle breath of life

All laced with twinkling fairy lights Hanging from each branch. A small breeze follows Not a cold one, But a warm one, though not physically Metaphorically Fueled by the moment.

Passing by houses And clean yards, Messy fences, Trimmed shrubbery, Some places new, Some remind of lost memories Memories lost to time.

Time spent talking with good friends People im close with, But not extremely close Talking about school, Our pasts, And futures, And fears,

And things we hold true And lies we tell daily To ourselves, And to others, Whether known or not They fall through like sand It doesn’t matter in the end

We stop in the field, A large grassy space With chirping fireflies And graying dandelions We could fall down And just lay. And just be happy

Genuine happiness

Written by me ( @lulu10008 ) and my wonderful friend Ivy

Chapters: 6/? Fandom: Bannerfall SMP Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: 4CVIT & Mae | Maezes, 4CVIT & Nominalgravy (Video Blogging RPF), Apokuna & CherriFire (Video Blogging RPF), Graecie & Mae | Maezes (Video Blogging RPF) Characters: 4CVIT (Video Blogging RPF), Mae | Maezes, Nominalgravy (Video Blogging RPF), Apokuna (Video Blogging RPF), CherriFire (Video Blogging RPF), Graecie (Video Blogging RPF) Additional Tags: Slime 4CVIT (Video Blogging RPF), Dragon Nominalgravy (Video Blogging RPF), Hurt/Comfort, 4c gets sent to hell, this is when he comes back, Angst, Mental Breakdown, 4CVIT-centric (Video Blogging RPF), Rogue 4CVIT (Video Blogging RPF), 4CVIT Needs a Hug (Video Blogging RPF), He does get a hug, Mae | Maezes needs a hug, she does not get one yet, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Psychological Trauma, 4c has lots of trauma, yet again im struggling with tags, ill add more later, we have a beta so we kill nominalgravy, WE KILL NOMINALGRAVY, (tysm beta youre the best), Title From a STOMACH BOOK Song, Suicidal Thoughts, Implied/Referenced Torture, Mae | Maezes is a Good Friend Summary:

4c come back from hell but i also wrote this to cope with whatever the hell the lore that is happening in bannerfall right now is

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Bannerfall SMP Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Apokuna/CherriFire (Video Blogging RPF), Apokuna & CherriFire (Video Blogging RPF) Characters: Apokuna (Video Blogging RPF), CherriFire (Video Blogging RPF) Additional Tags: She/Her and They/Them Pronouns for Apokuna (Video Blogging RPF), She/Her and They/Them Pronouns for CherriFire (Video Blogging RPF), Mentioned Martyn Littlewood | InTheLittleWood, Barely but he was there, Neurodivergent Apokuna, Autism or something, She also neglects her own wellbeing, Sharing a Bed, Mild Hurt/Comfort, Knight Apokuna (Video Blogging RPF), Princess CherriFire (Video Blogging RPF), im struggling so bad with the tags, ill add more later, Cuddling & Snuggling, Mild Fluff, Sleep Deprivation, Literal Sleeping Together, can be read as platonic Summary:

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Cowboy SMP Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Apokuna/CherriFire (Video Blogging RPF), Apokuna & CherriFire (Video Blogging RPF) Characters: Apokuna (Video Blogging RPF), CherriFire (Video Blogging RPF) Additional Tags: Nightmares, Hurt/Comfort, She/Her and They/Them Pronouns for Apokuna (Video Blogging RPF), She/Her and They/Them Pronouns for CherriFire (Video Blogging RPF), Apokuna Needs a Hug (Video Blogging RPF), Childhood Trauma, forgive me for scuffed tags, Tis my first fic, CherriFire is Bad at Feelings (Video Blogging RPF), mentioned Sal Kuna, Cuddling & Snuggling, Fluff, no beta we die like sausage should have Summary:

Apo and Cherri both have bad nightmares, and Apo is always there to comfort Cherri when they have nightmares about her bounty hunting past. Cherri, on the other hand, does not know about Apo's nightmares.

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