The Craziness of me

Either way in one of the more recent chapters it is revealed the cat is Loki and he is worried. I think she ends up going back to Bucky in the last chapter I read.

hey. I'm here. I ask reading to many books/ have to many books to read. I have 20 plus books to read from libraries. Right now I'm reading The Land Of Stories and it's really good.

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Life here is crazy and I feel so stupid. I was on Ravelry and signed up for a star trek swap. I had signed up before the due date, but I didn’t read all the directions saying that you had to message the person in charge to let them know your doing it and weren’t really signed up until you did that. I had done a swap before just so I could do these awesome 2 month long swaps. It sucks and I had no clue why. I am always busy on Wednesday and Thursday and the due date was the 5th and stuff would go out on the 8th. I hadn’t checked my ravelry and missed the day stuff was given out so I can’t participate on this amazing swap, because I didn’t sent a stupid message. I think I might message and ask if there is anybody that couldn’t because they had an odd number or maybe the person in charge would need a swap partner, but I now just realize that she would have to give someone else a partner so we weren’t just sending things to each other. It just sucks and my mom called the music on my kindle garbage. The music that I have listened to dozens of times before. And it’s just been a fucking terrible week I wish I could travel back in time, because I was going to do freeze dried ice cream, a klingon traditional weapon shawl, a pack of star trek themed washcloths, and some spock ears. I was going to made enterprise and the star trek insignia stitch markers, but I missed out on the dead line and now I will make nothing because I will be in a knit hole where I will want to make nothing for 2-3 months until August and the next swap I want to do is out. My life according to me sucks. I don’t care if there are people with lives that are worse than mine. I just want a little pity party.

hey I’m lulalulalee I really haven’t introduced myself. I can’t really spell worth a ton so bare with me. I just need to rant because it’s been crazy here at my house. So my mom does daycare and recently while a couple of my 9ish year old cousins were staying over they decided to have a sleepover with another 9 year old girl. Well one of my cousins had left to go home and so I was left with the other 9ish year old girls. I would watch tv and they would mess with the timing and we have this bouncy ball that the girls loved and I had taken it away and hidden it in one of the attic/closet things I have upstairs in my room. This goes on for a while I watch tv they look for the ball it was weird. I had locked them upstairs for a while and my mom kept trying to call me. And earlier that day my now ex-boyfriend dumped me. It was feeling kind of like me were splitting apart and just wasn’t working so we are now friends and I can’t decide how I feel about that because he was my first boyfriend like ever. I did tell him he raised the bar high and he did. I had gotton like 3 necklaces, a pair of earings, and a valentines bag of a chocolate smelling bear, cocobutter lotion, 2 bubble bath stuff, a bloon, and fake roses. then the girls had decided that at 6:30 AM this morning they wanted to go swiming while my mother and I WERE STILL ASLEEP! They also decided that they would leave stuff lying around my room because that is where they were staying, but that is no excuse to throw stuff around someone elses room. And for a gift I was given a glitter temperary tattoo kit and you could make your own tattoos. They had decided that they were just gonna go in and use it. Not a good day. Please help if anyone has any ideas on how to like at all. 

I don’t get it how the people from the ark think that they can come down to earth and still hold the same laws that were on the ark on earth. They don’t get it that the 100 are forever changed from their time being on earth. The 100 won’t follow the same laws because for however long they have been down there they have lived under Clarke and Bellamy and created their own rules and I don’t get how the people of the ark that survive can not relize that and let Clarke and Bellamy rule with their rules because they have lived on earth longer than the ark people and they understand how this world works. I’m sorry for ranting. We not return you to your normal programing. 

So these past few years I have gotten into the Maximum Ride series. Now I am pissed off and confused. I’m reading Fang just so you know. Firstly Max LEFT the Flock! like how could she do that! Secondly I am a Fax Shipper for life, but now Dylan has come along. And then Jeb comes back and just expects to be able to be like “Hi I want to be the leader again” I mean like WTF. Please someone say it gets better. Oh and then the new book came out I have the sample of it and I can’t wait to read it because it is basically my cannon, but I am only on book 6 so I have been trying to read most of them as fast I can while still trying to remember what happened. I mean why is it so crazy? I mean WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY? Help.

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How can anybody do this. What have we done to them. Stay strong everybody and don't give up hope please.