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â being strong doesnât mean never asking for help or admitting youâre in pain. â (from Xylia)
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â Â being strong doesnât mean never asking for help or admitting youâre in pain. Â â @awild-soulâ
âXylia,â Luke groaned, opening the freezer and literally sticking his head in as if the cold might clear his thoughts. âI donât want to have this conversation right now.â Or ever, but especially right now. âI told you that I canât talk to my family. Itâs better for them that way. I was just...social media creeping, a little. To make sure theyâre okay!â Slowly, he removed his face, and a box of mini pizzas, from the freezer. âI donât need help. Iâm not trying to be some tough guy.â
Freya, Ares & Venus
Freya: Have you ever been in love? âYeah, of course I have. It was short-lived, but Iâm pretty sure it was real love. Shit happens. That kind of thing never lasts.â Ares: Are you an easy person to anger? âHave you met me? Yeah, unfortunately, Iâm a little easy to anger.â Venus: Have you ever had your heart broken? âAgain, of course. Who hasnât had their heartbroken? Iâm pretty sure the first time a girl broke my heart was in elementary school.â
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â what am i supposed to do when i canât even trust my own mind? â â i have to believe death is the end. because all that waits for me in the afterlife is a debt of sin i donât think could ever be paid off. â â what do you see when you look into my eyes? â  â it doesnât always have to be you, you know? your shoulders arenât the only ones that can bear the weight of the world. â  â i donât think hearts break. shattered things can only be broken once. but torn things can be mended again and again until itâs all scars and stitching. â â i canât remember what itâs like to be truly wanted. â â every time you look at me i feel invisible. â â loneliness is a slow and cruel poison. â â iâm afraid that if i let you see every side of me, you should shrink back in fear or disgust. â â for once in your life, what is it that you want. â â iâve been wrapped in my sorrow for so long, iâm afraid iâll feel too cold without it. â â i just want to see you smile again. â â canât you stop running for one second? â â iâll be here. when youâre ready to talk. â â being strong doesnât mean never asking for help or admitting youâre in pain. â â donât shut me out. please. â â donât look at me like that. â â the world isnât made up of heroes and monsters. just broken people balancing between the two. â â i just wanted to do something good for once. â â why canât you tell me whatâs wrong? â â just trust me. please. â â why canât you let me in? what are you so afraid of? â â  youâre so worried about losing me/them youâre missing everything in front of you. â  â iâm not leaving you. â â youâre not alone. iâm here. â â you see everyone so clearly except yourself. â â  donât you understand? i love you. and nothing youâve done, no matter how much of a monster you think you are, is gonna change that. â â i find broken things interesting. maybe thatâs why i like you so much. â â i want to be whatever it is you think i am. â â you see the good in everything. thatâs why i like it when you look at me. â â iâll still be here when you wake. â â i promise iâll never hurt you again. â â as long as i have you, the rest doesnât matter. â â what did they do to you? â â iâm not sure i should leave you alone. â â i wonât hate you. i know you think thatâs what you deserve but itâs not. â â i want to love the parts of you that you hate. â â iâm scared of what youâre becoming. â â iâm sorry, iâm not what you think i am. â â youâll always have a home with me. â â what happened to you? â â i thought iâd never see you again. â â youâre such a fucking coward. â â i envy anyone who has the privilege of being loved by you. â â you scared me. â â please, donât ever give up on me. â â iâm not giving up on you. not ever. â â i know you love me. but itâs not the way i want to be loved. â
Mythology Asks
Anubis: How do you feel about death?
Atum: What are your greatest imperfections?
Bastet: Do you have any cats?
Hathor: What brings you joy?
Horus: What is one thing you've had to fight for in your life?
Osiris: Do you believe in the underworld?
Ra: Do you have any major responsibilities or importance?
Thoth: Do you like to read/write?
Arawn: What is the most terrifying thing you've ever done?
Bran: How is your health?
Brighid: Tell us about your relationship with your father.
Cernunnos: What is your favorite animal?
Danu: What is your relationship with your mother?
Morrigan: What do you think happens when we die?
Olwen: What is your favorite flower?
Rhiannon: Have you ever been betrayed?
Bragi: What kind of music do you listen to?
Freya: Have you ever been in love?
Freyr: Do you have any children?
HĹnir: Are you a silent or talkative person?
Iounn: How old are you?
Loki: What is the best trick you've ever pulled on someone?
Odin: What is your family like?
Thor: Would you consider yourself pretty powerful?
Tree: What have you done with your life? What are you going to do with it?
Aphrodite: What do you think of yourself?
Ares: Are you an easy person to anger?
Athena: Would you consider yourself an artist?
Apollo: Do you play any instruments?
Dionysus: Do you drink?
Hades: Do you have a bad reputation?
Hekate: Have you ever tried to communicate with the dead?
Hermes: Have you ever stolen anything?
Poseidon: Are you a moody person?
Zeus: Are you a confident person?
Jupiter: Would people say that you are intimidating or fairly approachable?
Pluto: Where do you think we go when we die?
Apollo & Dianna: Do you prefer to be up during the day or at night?
Mars: Have you ever gotten into a fight?
Minerva: Do you generally give good advice?
Proserpine: Have you ever felt trapped?
Plutus: Do you have a job?
Venus: Have you ever had your heart broken?
Vesta: Do you like being home or do you try to get out whenever you can?
Morpheus: Do you daydream often? Of what?

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awild-soulâ:
âNah, weâre just fucking,â Xylia shook her head, answering the question at face value and not realizing he was trying to make it a jibe. âFair enough, mine either. Too many pretty people around here for me to settle down with the first vampire that sinks his fangs into me,â she giggled playfully. She wasnât surprised it wasnât serious with him and Morgan, but she had to be sure, for both her friendsâ sake. She dug into the ice cream herself, delighted that heâd picked her favorite. âI could compel you to kick your own ass.â She teased playfully.
âWait -â Luke paused with a spoonful of ice cream halfway to his mouth. âYouâre letting him bite you?â He supposed it wasnât unpredictable. Vampires had to drink blood, and if Xylia was around and willing, it was probably convenient. The idea just made his stomach turn. Grumbling, he shoved the spoonful of ice cream in his mouth. âThat would be cheating. You canât compel me to kick my own ass, youâd have to use your own skill!â
awild-soulâ:
âOoooh,â Xylia smiled, lifting her brows and making an excited face as he told her about his and Morganâs New Year. âGood thing we went back to his place, then. I wouldnât have wanted to compete with you guys,â she teased playfully, although she was sure she and Eli wouldâve won. âSo are you guys gonna get serious? Youâre not allowed to break her heart, you know, or Iâll have to kick your butt,â she warned him, using the spoon heâd just handed her to point at him seriously.
âAre you getting serious with dracula?â Luke shot back. The question was absurd. Serious wasnât something he was interested in. He shook his head and dug into the ice cream. âIâm not going to break anyoneâs heart. Itâs not serious. Itâs just...whatever it is. A relationship is not on my agenda right now.â Licking the ice cream off his spoon, he raised his eyebrows at Xylia. âI wonder if you could kick my ass.â
awild-soulâ:
Xylia laughed at the idea of a search party, wondering if heâd really consider such a thing. While he was getting the ice cream, she rearranged the pillows and blankets to get more comfortable on the couch. âOf course I do! Did you see Morgan again?â She guessed enthusiastically, without giving him a chance to answer.
Knowing theyâd likely finish the entire carton and give themselves stomach aches, Luke only grabbed giant spoons and no bowls. âThey came home with me after the ball,â he admitted, plopping back onto the couch. He handed her a spoon before taking the top off the ice cream. âShe didnât stay as long as you stayed with vamp,â he rolled his eyes good-naturedly, âbut it was fun. Definitely better than going home alone, thatâs for sure...and you know, a little hangover distraction was good the next morning.â
Luke frowned down at his lunch, poking the mysterious looking meat in his salad with his fork. âIs this supposed to be chicken?â He leaned in closer to examine it. âIt doesnât smell like chicken.â The table was littered with his and Hayesâ homework, but Luke had been avoiding his work for the last thirty minutes. âSmell this and tell me what you think.â // @adundasâ
selcnophileâ:
âYou must know by now that I wouldnât bring it up if I didnât plan to,â Morgan pointed out, their lips mere centimeters from his as they spoke, âfor medical reasons.â
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wraitheddâ:
CHAMPAGNE  IS  THE  ADULT  EQUIVALENT  of  apple  juice  and  lukeâs  a  fool  to  think  otherwise,  so  sheâs  silently  glad  the  bubblyâs  given  him  a  hangover.  he  deserves  it,  more  so now that she catches him trying  to  cop  her  magazine.  â  â HEY !  â  she  shifts  her  body  away  from  him in a  failed  attempted  to  shoulder him  off  from  his  thievery.   â  it  should  be  but  it  isnât,  â  she  pauses  for  a  moment  and  off  of  a  whim  decides  to  mess  with  him  a  bit.  â  youâd  know  that  if  you  knew  me at all.  â
Lukeâs eyebrows raised as he skimmed the page. âDo you really need these tips? Jesus, some of them arenât even good.â His nose crinkled as he ran down the list. Whoever had written the magazine had made the sex advice sound like an infomercial. Raising his eyes to meet hers, Luke let out a huff. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
awild-soulâ:
âDeal. And Iâll try to remember to text you when I disappear for a few days, but I canât make any promises where sexy motorcycle vamps are concerned,â she replied with a teasing smile. She couldnât help it, when she was with Eli nothing else really seemed to matter, it was kind of a miracle sheâd managed to drag herself away from his bed for movie night. âIâm going back to his place tomorrow, so you know. Probably gonna stay there until school starts.â
Luke waved his remote holding hand around, as if to give his begrudging approval. At least heâd know where she was this time. âGood to know. I wonât send out a search party if you go radio silent.â Taking advantage of the paused movie, he discarded the remote onto the coffee table and got up to get the ice cream out of the freezer. âSo do you want to hear about what Iâve been up to while you were gallivanting around with dracula?â
awild-soulâ:
âWhy would I go home when I just got here?â Xylia looked at him like he was crazy, she had spent years convincing her family to let her come to the human world, and it had finally taken a scandal to actually get them to go through with it. âOf course I would, you really think Iâd leave without at least saying goodbye?â She raised her brows at him. âHeck, Iâd probably ask you to come along. Who else is going to keep me alive in this strange world of yours?â
âYouâve got to know by now that I have no idea what to expect when it comes to you.â A little smile tugged at the corners of his lips. He liked the fact that Xylia was somewhat unpredictable. Being her friend was an adventure. He just wanted to make sure that he wasnât going to lose her at the drop of a hat. Twirling the remote around in his hand, he thought it all over for a minute. âAlright. You swear you wonât dip without giving me a heads up, and I promise I wonât give you the third degree when you slip away for a few days...because youâre right, youâd definitely need my help if you decided to leave.â
awild-soulâ:
Xylia couldnât help but like the idea of being confined with Eli, but she got the feeling Luke wouldnât want to hear about it. She turned her attention back to the tv, getting comfortable on the couch, when Luke suddenly turned it off again. She pressed her lips together, glancing away, a little bit guilty. âI meant to text you⌠but then my phone died, and I just didnât notice. Iâm not used to these things,â she didnât have a cell phone in Avalon, and she wasnât used to checking in with anyone. Everyone back home was too used to her vanishing for days on end, if they worried about her, theyâd never stop. âWhere did you think Iâd go?â
âI donât know, home maybe.â Luke didnât care if Xylia went off and had her own adventures with other people. He expected her to be her social self. What he didnât expect was the tight knot of anxiety that had twisted in his stomach when she hadnât answered any of his texts after a few days. How was he supposed to tell her that in a way that didnât sound pathetic? âWould you tell me if you were going to take off? Not to Draculaâs lair, but like, really take off.â
selcnophileâ:
âThat wasnât even one of them,â Morgan admitted, their hands sliding over his skin the same way sheâd done a hundred times before. Or what felt like a hundred times. She lazily spread her legs so he could comfortably hover between them, her lips capturing his again, her tongue sliding back between his lips as her hands moved up his back to grip his messy locks of hair. They lost themselves in the pleasure that being with Luke brought them, completely unaware of what was happening outside of his bed in this moment. âIâve heard that intense pleasure can instantly mask any feeling of pain,â she whispered against his lips, nose brushing against his and she smirked.Â
âOh, really?â Luke breathed, his heart racing as his nose gently bumped Morganâs. If this was the price he paid for a night of champagne drinking, then maybe he wouldnât regret his choice of drink so much. He brushed his lips against his, his eyes dancing in the early morning light. âMaybe you can show me some intense pleasure, then. You know, for medical reasons.â

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awild-soulâ:
âWait, thereâs ice cream?â Her face lit up, completely ignoring the part where he said she couldnât have any. But she was quickly distracted by the possibility that Eli was hiding his coffins. âOoh, do you think? Iâll ask to see them next time, that would be so cool!â She bounced in place, happily taking the half Luke offered to her, she scarfed it down with apparent relish. âWhy would being normal impress me? I donât know about you, but Iâd love to sleep in a coffin.â
âIck, no way. I donât do well with confined spaces. I get all claustrophobic.â He licked the cheese off his fingers as he spoke and set his empty plate on the side table. He clicked the movie back on, ignoring her question about ice cream for the moment. One look in the freezer would confirm that heâd bought her favorite. Luke fidgeted uncomfortably for a few minutes, tapping the remote against his leg, before pausing the tv again. âI was really worried about you. When you didnât answer any texts for days...I sort of thought you...left.â
awild-soulâ:
Xylia didnât answer for a moment, since she had a mouthful of ooey-gooey grilled cheese right now. She smiled deviously after she swallowed, refusing to give back the half of the sandwich sheâd stolen. âBut Iâm soooo hungry,â she fluttered her eyelashes all innocently. âIâm not sure this movie is wholly accurate⌠I didnât see a single coffin at Eliâs place.â
âIâm not sharing any of the ice cream with you.â It was a battle Luke knew he would lose, but he was going to put up a fight anyway. He wanât really upset about her stealing his food (heâd gotten used to that), it was the fact that sheâd worried him sick the past few days. âMaybe he keeps them hidden when youâre there,â Luke suggested, splitting the last bit of his grilled cheese in half and handing one of the halves to Xylia. âHeâs gotta seem like a normal dude to impress you. Besides, imagine having an overnight guest and being like âthat was great night, letâs sleep in my coffin.ââ