that was super heavy light-weight, baby

unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy

grim, held back, being a twaaaaaat, not shutting up, not being able to shut up - being me

thank fuck i've got a full pouch.

thank. fuck.

a nice bottle of vodka too.

a) my appetite would fucking come back

b) i didn't wake up every morning not wanting to talk for the day

c) things didn't affect me as much as they do

d) my mum and i were closer

e) the only thing i pour my heart out to is my dog

f) all of this would go away

i'm determined though, i want this to work. i promised you.

aiusdhiasud it's so difficult stopping myself from wanting to send you good morning texts and goodnight texts. 

the amount of times i want to tell you things i can't tell you anymore is unreal.

alls i can think about is how grim i'd feel when your alarm would go off.