A Majortity Of My Characters Are Dorklords

I dont want to fucking grow up and get a job or go to college.

It fucking terrifies me.

I have had trouble with school because of my depression for as long as i can remember. its this dumb cycle of procrastination to prevent stress, and then bad grades causing more that i wouldve had.

My grades make me feel worthless. I cant acheive anything. I probably wont be able to get into a college. and ever since i was a kid, those thoughts made me consider suicide.

I always tell myself "well im not going to live to 18 anyways" and it calms me down for the moment. the thought of facing death was always more assuring than that of facing life.

but that makes me feel horrible and selfish and weak. 

how can i do anything right when i cant even live without wanting to quit.

so I was working on ocs with bubble and flori pretty much all day.  Each character fits into a highschool clique or stereotype, so I decided to make the Furry clique, Lyle Lupin

I made a few more moon moon jokes than I really should have, but he was fun to design and draw