In here, I will unleash my inner turmoil.

...when your friends forget your birthday. They probably do not intend to.

...when your relatives forget your birthday. They probably are busy.

...when you greet a relative a happy birthday but did not respond. He probably did not saw your chat.

...when you do not have a true friend whom you can share secrets with and can call anytime. It is your fault for being a snob, cold, and closed person.

...when you want to get away from everything.

...when you walk the streets alone. You just do not want to bother anyone by asking to accompany you.

...when you keep quiet about what's happening to you or keep quiet when something pains you. You just act first because you do not want to be blamed about your sufferings. You do not want to be yelled about the things you never want to happen to you.

...when you sleep all the heartaches away, cry silent tears to your pillows. You just do not want them to know how even the small things are hurting you. You want the pain to only hurt just you.