âYouâre not wrong, but no one is exactly hard to find in Cassel,â Will pointed out, ignoring the conclusion sheâd come to about him being âreadyâ to speak. He was by no means fully ready, which was how heâd come into the shop with precisely zero well thought out topics of conversation, but he was trying. And they both knew it counted for something.
The reassurance that he wouldnât kill a succulent was welcome, and for a moment his eyes darted in their direction as he mulled over the idea. However, before he could inquire as to what exactly they needed to survive Luci hit him with a one-two punch of complications.
âDefinitely past this weekend,â was the only thing he would allow himself to say, offering an apologetic smile before he reconsidered and attempted to be more transparent.
âMy parents are away through the summer as my mother is on sabbatical. Iâve been taking care of the house in their absence, attempting to finish my second doctorate when Iâm not grading pop quizzes or attending emergency faculty meetings. I⌠was planning on perhaps sticking around a little longer, but I donât know if I really know yet. I like helping to nurture the bright scientific minds of the future, but the public school system in this country is a nightmare and I find that Iâm⌠a little overqualified.â
Opting for being more open had perhaps made him too open, and now William was visibly cringing as he charged forward into a reply to Luciâs invitation.
Which was appropriate, given what the words coming out of his mouth were.
âI donât know that they would,â he murmured, his tone soft even if his volume wasnât. William appreciated the optimism radiating off of Luci, and the invitation was a bright spot in a dreary time, but there was one clear reason why he felt it was required that he continue to be a disappointment. Or⌠one person.
Best to not leave the specifics unspoken. He didnât mean to sound so anguished about it, but truthfully the fear of rightful rejection had been what had kept him from reaching out in the first place. Heâd known deep down that some might be more forgiving, like Luci, but being tossed into a situation where heâd have to navigate that relationship, and do so while on camera⌠he didnât want to be putting pressure on the girl to forgive him before she was ready, or to pretend like everything was alright when it wasnât.
âI think the old subscribers might pick up on some tension.â
Luci wanted to argue, but there was always things she didnât know about; Nora, while a close friend now, had been a closed book for so long and rightfully so. Luci hadnât exactly made her life easier back in the day. While she hadnât been outright one of those who bullied her, she hadnât done much more than make an admonishment to anyone who did, and though the two had made up and opened up about their past, there were still other things they hadnât discussed.Â
Like, apparently, tension that would pop up between her and William.Â
Sometimes Luci wondered how she could really be so dense.Â
âWell, thatâs fine, because that means I get you to myself for a little while longer anyways,â she offered, her warm smile refusing to leave her face even as she contemplated his words. âAnd itâs not a sure thing yet, nothing set in stone - itâs just been the three of us for a little while, you know, so we hang out sometimes. Usually separately - Des runs the shop next door now, so we have lunch all the time and gossip about everyone, and we even ran into each other sometimes while we were both off exploring the world - you were probably knee deep in school, but that doesnât surprise me. You did always like learning best.âÂ
She was glad he would be around for awhile, even if he was dampening her potential reunion plans. She didnât count on him being an opposition - there was one person, in particular, who had butted heads with Luci the most - but there was time. Especially if he would be around for a few more months at least.Â
âYouâre definitely overqualified, but I doubt any teacher would teach them as much as you probably are,â she said kindly, risking a small touch of her fingers against the back of his hand. âI still say the only reason I graduated was because you helped me out with my grades on several occasions. Theyâre lucky to have you. And Iâm lucky to have you back.â