L U C I E I T A L Y

I would’ve done anything for you. I would still do anything for you.

“It is a strange thing; to know that I loved you, so completely, so absolutely.

“Don’t act like I didn’t fight for you. I did. Hard. For a long time. So please, forgive me if now that we’re over, I’m exhausted.”

You said you never wanted to see me get hurt but you ended up being the one who hurt me in the end

“I know you do these little things for me that simply go unnoticed, not always but sometimes. I know how often you eat what I like simply because I am having a bad day. I know how often you cancel your plans with your friends simply because I want to see you. I know how often you try to do things to make me smile because thats your favourite thing in the world. I know how often you call me, just to check up on me because i’m stressed out. I know how often you hold my hand so that I don’t bite my nails. I know how often you start kissing me because I’m about to cry. I know how often you tell me you love me because you know if you don’t, i might just start to overthink about every little thing. I know how often you try not to fight with me, even though everything I do makes you mad. I know how often you hold my hand while crossing the road because you’re scared that someone might run over me. I know how often you do these little things for me and I know I don’t tell you this often but each one of those little things makes me smile a little more and makes my day a little better. I know you do these little things for me that simply go unnoticed, not always but sometimes.”

“I hope you remember me. I hope you see something that reminds you of me. And I hope you smile and remember the memories we created together. And I hope your throat tighens up and it finally hits you. You never should have let me go.”

me siento mal,