evangel of the stars

- take pictures of everything

- stop holding in your pee

- always have water with you

- give away clothes you don’t wear

- wear whatever the fuck you want

- it doesn’t matter if you’re “cringy”

- try to bake/cook more

- don’t be afraid to go places alone

⊹ your disability ⊹ your mistakes ⊹ your family ⊹ your appearance ⊹ your financial situation ⊹ your past

things that do define who you are

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I won’t allow myself to be sad about you anymore. Or your stupid moodswings. Or mine.

I won’t be laying awake anymore making up scenarios in my head that eventually won’t ever happen. Like ever.

I won’t think about you during daytime or nighttime or any time possible anymore.

I won’t cry anymore because we fight.

I won’t hope for an ‘us’ anymore because you’re there and I’m here and you won’t ever be ready to change that. 400 kilometers.

I won’t get jealous of any girl you tell me about anymore because you deserve to be the happiest and if I can’t get you the ultimate happiness maybe she can.

I won’t think about your laugh or your smile or your voice anymore because I’m probably never going to hear it anyways.

And most importantly: I won’t try to change you anymore, my love. Everything has it’s time and if we’re not meant to be I will not put my whole energy into you, knowing you’ll never be ready to do the same for me.

I won’t wait anymore.