Lucid Blue Lotus

The expectation is that we show up real, authentic, honest and exhibiting morale but the moment our intuition reveals a 🚩 in them and we call it out, here comes every lie and excuse.

It’s a battle I no longer want to fight and will choose to stand alone every time.

as many times as you need,

for however long you require,

forgive yourself over and over

until your mistakes start to feel

like lessons and you start to feel

peace dripping from your pores.

So many thoughts are going through my head. (our timeline) Connection. Openness. Transparency. Heart talk. Vulnerability. Reality. You are still tied to someone else. While it’s only a matter of time, the fact remains. As perfect as your energy feels connected to mine…As good as it feels to love you…explore you…learn you…I can’t help but feel like maybe I’m trusting, loving, solidifying us in my mind too soon. After all, we are strangers right? Or are we? What if our timelines crossed because we held one another up with our past commitments? What if I belonged to you in a past life? What if this is where I belong now? Are you as invested in this as I am? Do you yearn for me the way I yearn for you? Why do I feel like I’m yours without the label? Am I being too presumptuous that you are all I want and I don’t want to search anymore?