Lu Vlads ♡

I saw today's concert was cancelled because Tobias has food poisoning while I'm waiting at the airport. I have tickets for the 25th (last day), I have spent a lot but the thing is, I wasn't excited about the show.

I'm anxious again, I slept poorly because of some issues with our flight tickets. I'm paranoid about the person I'm traveling with and sharing a hotel room (it's a friend I still don't know well), I honestly told my coworkers I was preparing myself to not return from the trip (prob unalived by someone else). I know I'm being pessimistic but things don't seem to get better

Since I got the tickets in November everything has been too stressful for me, especially these past months. Even last week I wasn't excited about the concert, everything felt like 'it wasn't meant to happen', everything pointed out to be a disaster, money, traveling, the person I'm traveling with, now Tobias is sick and we don't know if he is going to be able to perform the other 2 shows in Mexico.

I genuinely hope Tobias gets better soon. I understand how the fans that were already at the Palacio de los deportes felt sad, disappointed and even angry (the show's cancelation happened too suddenly).