私のディック吸う

Hm. Do you have your phone with you? I can put alarms in to remind you to eat. It’s important to do that.

Ehhh, no...? [Frowns, lets go of hoodie, crosses arms.] I am fine. Worry about yourself. I will handle my problems on my own time.

I understand well. [Though he usually doesn’t see much to be fantastic.] Have you not been eating?

I do eat! Sometimes. [Fie lifts his hoodie. He’s definitely smaller than before.] I forget, though. I lose track of time a lot.

Yeah, that’s probably not good for him. [Saturn slips his hands into his pockets.] How have you been both horrible and fantastic? That’s kind of two ends of the pole there.

Have you not also been horrible and fantastic? Eh... It is difficult to explain in English words. Sometimes the depression is really bad, and now I can see my ribs. On another day I will be very happy and can do things like cook and make model cars. I think that is horrible and fantastic! [Claps hands together.] It is life!

Okay. [He glances around the room.] Um. Besides all that, how have you been?

[Fie finally lets go of Saturn’s hand.] Horrible! And fantastic. It depends. [Chews on the end of his hair a bit. Contemplating.] Hachi is well. Sometimes he tries to eat my food, but he cannot! That is unhealthy.

I don’t want to be here forever. But I don’t know if I can even survive outside of this place. Maybe I should take some medication. Or see someone who could help me. I don’t know if I trust myself with medication.

Baaakaaa... You cannot look at only negatives! You can only do what you think you can do. If you say you will not survive, how will you keep going? I believe in you, so you should believe in you! ...Eh, medication would help. Umbral could make you a schedule.

It does repeat if we don’t learn from it. What does that even mean, give and take?

Some. [Saturn pauses and sighs.] You’re right. There’s no way to know and I’m probably over thinking it.

We do not know what the future holds, Saturn, but there is no reason to be scared. The past does not promise the future! I thought Q would be gone forever, but he came back. You may think life is horrible, but it will get better! Life is give and take.

I’m not worried about them. [His voice drops quieter.] Do you remember the numbers, and people being taken away? That wasn’t a coincidence.

Um... They are the people that took Virgo and her tongue, right? I was sure that, um... some of them are dead. I heard that one of them was decapitated. That his head came right off! [He pouts.] I do not believe they exist anymore. But I do not know how they work. If Roger or Watari, or L, made them, the might be real in the future.

[Saturn puts his pinky in Fie’s palm as if going for a pinky promise.] Do you know for sure it’s really only Umbral? How many eyes watch us? 

Eh? [Fie gently clasps his hands around Saturn’s pinky.] Am I under oath? I am certain there are some weirdos here, but the only weirdo that watches you is Umbral! Maybe Gaur, but he is not weird. Just quiet.

Do the stars connect us with everyone who has ever lived? Am I being watched?

Silly! The light from starts outside our solar system take years to reach us! The stars you are looking at may be dead, along with the people who watched them before! You are only being watched by your weird roommate.