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Professor Jackson
Summary: Enrolling in a class you have no true interest in has its perks. Like the sexy professor teaching every class.
Content: Professor Michael Jackson, Mature Michael Jackson, reader or oc x Michael, no Y/N, suggestive, a littleeee smutty??
Word Count: 3.2K
"Maya, why are you taking a poetry class?" Her sister had asked, peeking over her shoulder at her laptop screen.
"Because it's a GPA booster?" Maya stated as if it were just common sense.
At the time she made the mistake of enrolling without doing her due diligence, instead choosing to briefly skim over some reddit comments that failed to mention how particular the professor was.
Normally, after taking a look at the syllabus for a class as difficult as this one, she would've dropped it immediately. But there was one reason she had perfect attendance, and he stood before her every class. It was a shame the class was a mere 50 minutes, but it was the highlight of her week, 3 times a week.
Every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, she had a pep in her step her friends all noticed. They thought maybe she was seeing someone but keeping it on the low. They didn't peg her for the kind of girl that went for older men, but it's not like she was really going for him. It was just a crush.
He was so intense. Intriguing. Sexy.
Every day, he'd walk in with his briefcase setting it down before organising the papers he liked to look at. He didn't have slideshows he read off of. He was the kind of professor that had a general idea of what they'd discuss, and then he'd just let the conversation flow.
He always wore something that drove Maya insane though, like he knew exactly what she liked. The first day he showed up, she gasped out loud, having to feign a coughing fit just to cover it up out of sheer embarrassment. Since then, she'd sit just a few rows past the first one. Close enough for her to get a good look, but not close enough to where he could see the effect he had on her.
"Let the words flow out of you. Don't overthink it. It's due next week, not because I hate you but because I want authenticity." He proposed, using his hands to gesture as he spoke.
God those hands.
It was one of the first things she had noticed. Professor Jackson, being the tempting man he was, had decided to wear a button up with most of the top ones undone, and his sleeve rolled up to his elbows. With his arms on display, Maya had to literally bite back her reaction.
Every time he'd move his hands, she'd see a vein bulge, or a muscle flex and she'd nearly let out a moan at the thought of his hands on her. Not to mention the sheer size of them. Blinking away those thoughts, she tried to pay attention to his lecture but then all she could focus on was his lips.
"Fuck." She whispered to herself, watching as he took his leather jacket off, his black hair falling to the side as he reached down to grab some papers.
"I've graded everyone's work. Good job, for the most part." He began, using his free hand to put his reading glasses on. Maya nearly jumped out of her seat at the sight.
The class chit chatted, every student talking to the one beside them about their work and their concerns about their grades. She couldn't care less. She watched him closely, her head tilted slightly as her eyes wandering over his body. He was lean. He was lanky. She wanted to climb him like a tree, but she couldn't even sit in the front row worried he'd notice her obvious gaze.
"I'll be uploading the marks tonight, so keep an eye out for that. We've officially reached the midpoint of the semester, things will just get harder from here."
Harder was right. Aside from enjoying the class because of the free show she got to enjoy every time, she was doing terribly. She underestimated just how talented she was with words, or maybe he was just too picky. She didn't care if it was the latter. But she'd be lying if she said she wasn't worried for her GPA.
"Class is over early today. See you guys next week." He smiled, putting the papers away as students quickly began to scatter and head out.
Maya however, took her sweet time. He didn't even wait the full 50 minutes, letting everyone go 20 minutes ahead of time. Acting as though she was looking for something in her handbag, she watched him through her lashes as he put that jacket back on, his shoulders flexing through his shirt as he did so.
Her heart racing as if she was going to confess right then and there, she threw her bag over her shoulder, walking past him with a polite smile keeping her eyes on the ground.
"Wait." He said, just as she reached the doors. With the curl of his finger, he motioned for her to come closer.
And come she did, practically running over to him. She hadn't even noticed her was holding one singular piece of paper. With her name on it.
"Yes?" Maya asked, trying to be as nonchalant as possible.
"Maya, right?" He asked, still wearing the reading glasses that did nothing but turn her on.
She stared at him for a moment, inhaling his scent. He smelled as good as he looked. Swallowing, hard, she nodded.
"I've been meaning to talk to you. I'm a little concerned about your grade." He told her, passing her the piece of paper that she finally registered.
It was her poem- or her sad excuse for one. She had completely forgotten about the assignment, only recalling one detail. Anyone can be the muse, and it can be about anything. She knew exactly who to write about.
"Oh." Was all she could utter, taking the piece of paper from him to read her grade. She managed to get a 30%. Staring down at the grade, then back up at him, her mind was in all the wrong places.
All she could think about was how close they were standing to each other, and how much taller he was up close. She tried not to stare at his lips, but the only thing she wanted to do was grab him by the leather jacket he kept teasing her with, and smash her lips on his. Instead, she blinked.
With his hands on his hips, he stared at her, finally taking his glasses off with his free hand and massaging the bridge between his eyebrows.
"I don't normally do this, but I've noticed you're here every class. Oftentimes you're here before I am, so I can tell you care. You just need a little one-on-one time. Drop by my office hours tomorrow, I'll keep them open for you." He told her, giving her that soft smile that had been showing up in her dreams.
She had been just as nervous as she was giddy stepping into his office. It was exactly what she expected. Dark and mysterious. She was terrified about what one-on-one meant, because it certainly didn't mean making out with her. But, getting to see him on a day she normally wouldn't? Big win.
Since she knew she'd be seeing him, alone, she wanted to wear something a little more impressive than what she usually wore. What he liked? She hadn't a clue. But she went off based on what he wears, making sure to show off her assets just a little. Not obvious and tacky, but enough to warrant some intrigue.
"You came?"
'Almost' she thought to herself, nodding as she shut the door behind her.
He was perched up on the edge of his desk, right before the chair she was assuming was for her. Putting her bag down, she took the spot, admiring the view before her.
"How are you?" He asked, looking down at her. This was exactly how her dreams began.
"I'm fine, you?" She asked, trying to be as unsuspecting as she possibly could given the fact that she wanted nothing more than for him to rip her shirt off with his teeth.
"Good now that you're here."
She could've sworn he was flirting with her, the way he was looking at her through those frames she loved so dearly.
"Of course. I wanna do a good job for you." She told him.
'Subtle' she thought to herself, nearly shaking her head, quickly adding "Uh- since you went out of your way to help me- I mean. You said you don't do this often, so I really appreciate it."
He nodded, "Well let's get started then. Tell me, why are you taking this class to begin with?"
'Shit' she bit her lower lip, glancing down at his hands trying to think of an answer better than, 'I thought it would be easy, turns out it's not, and you're crazy hot. Can we make out?'
"I just thought it would be a fun elective. I like songs, I wanted to see if I could write some." She lied, playing with the hem of her skirt nearly sweating through her shirt. Maybe it was the fact that she was alone, in an enclosed room with the hottest man she had ever seen. Or that she wasn't a good liar.
"I see. Well, the issue isn't your writing." He began, leaning back as he crossed his arms, his forearms flexing. Why did he always have his veiny arms on display? It was so distracting. "It's that your poetry reads... forced."
"Ouch. That's mean." Maya jokingly frowned, scrunching her nose trying to lighten the mood because he seemed a little more serious than she would've liked.
"It's honest, after all I'm your professor. Not your friend."
She narrowed her eyes at him, tilting her head to the side pushing him to continue.
"You're trying too hard to sound profound instead of writing something real. Good poetry usually comes from having real emotions, that way you don't have to invent them."
She stared at him, his advice going over her head as her thoughts wandered to different places. Like what if she took a risk, leaned over the desk and just gave in?
"Maya."
The way he said her name snapped her out of her fantasy, blinking herself back into reality realizing she had been staring at him without a word.
"Hm?"
Professor Jackson exhaled a quiet laugh, through his nose, pushing himself off the desk. "You're doing it again."
"Doing what?" She asked innocently, pouting ever so slightly.
"That thing where you look at me like you're not listening to a single word I'm saying. You do it most classes too."
Had he noticed her before? Was she that obvious? She could've died on the spot just thinking about it. But it's not like he made it easy for her, looking the way he did. And being as smart as he was. She never cared for poetry, but she'd read some of his stuff. He was talented beyond comprehension.
"Sorry, just a little distracted."
"Maybe that's the issue. What exactly was going through your mind while writing it?"
She damn near combusted on the spot. She couldn't recall a single line of her life depended on it, but she knew each one was about him. Something about temptation.
She cleared her throat, "I was just trying to be creative."
"Mhm." His tone told her he didn't believe for, not for a second. But it was music to her ears. If she could record him whispering, humming, just talking, she would so she could listen to it as she slept.
"Well, your poem reads like someone trying really hard to describe desire without truly understanding it. I think it would help if you had a muse."
She almost laughed in his face. If only he knew. He was more than a muse, he was an obsession. He was all she could think about, talk about, daydream about. If he wasn't a muse, she didn't know what was.
"Who says I'm inventing it?"
That made him pause, just slightly. His eyebrows jumped more a moment before they settled. His eyes narrowed behind those stupidly sexy glasses. "You have a muse?"
She nodded, avoiding eye contact.
"They can't be very inspiring if this is what you came up with."
"Uh-" Her jaw dropped, quickly shutting because there wasn't a single thought in her head.
He smiled faintly at that, "May I ask who?"
The room suddenly felt too warm, despite the gloom beyond his window.
Maya looked down at her hands before glancing back up at him through her lashes, a shy smile pulling at her mouth despite herself. She watched as realization hit him in real time.
His expression froze. Eyes widening just slightly as every interaction they'd had over the semester replayed. Her sitting front row. The constant flirting. The lingering after class. The staring.
"...Ah." The single sound came out quiet. Slowly, he stood from the desk.
Maya's heartbeat turned violent as he moved around to the other side of it, lowering himself into his chair this time instead of sitting near her, creating distance. Suddenly all that excitement turned to a lump in her throat, her hands clammy and her button up too tight.
"Oh my god." She blurted quickly, grabbing her bag before she cried before him, "I'm sorry, forget I said anything, I should go-"
"Maya."
"No seriously, this is so embarrassing, I need to leave-"
"Maya" His voice came firmer that time, a command rather than a plea. If she wasn't so flustered, she'd bite to think about it later.
Both of them stood now, he wasn't leaning on the edge of his desk anymore, instead just a few feet away since she had already been making her way to the door. With on hand on his hip, the other rubbing the back of his neck as he exhaled a quiet laugh to himself like he couldn't believe the situation he was in.
Maya however was seconds from passing out, or jumping out of the window behind him.
"I should go." She repeated weakly, inching for the door.
"Maya."
Her hand paused the handle.
"Close, and lock the door."
She turned towards him, following his exact orders. The soft click of the lock the only sound between them. When she turned around, he was looking at her differently. Not like a professor.
He wasn't even trying to hide it. His gaze flickered over her once, head to toe before he looked away briefly giving her a look at that jawline as it tightened like he was fighting with himself internally.
"I cannot believe I'm about to say this," he half muttered to himself, his hand on his jaw like his body was trying to tell him no.
"Say what?" Maya asked innocently, eyes wide as she couldn't think straight.
His gaze lifted back to hers, "I can't say I haven't thought about it."
"Thought about what?"
Professor Jackson laughed softly, shaking his head before she realized they had managed to reduce the distance between them, "Oh, shut up."
Before she could muster up a response, still somewhat lost, thinking this was a sick dream, his hand gently caught the end of her shirt just by her waist, tugging her towards him. She stumbled forward with a startled gasp, her bag falling from her shoulder just as his mouth crashed against hers.
And goodness. Every fantasy she'd had about kissing him somehow fell short. He kissed like her was starving. There was no other way to describe it.
He had spent months starving himself of something he desperately wanted, only to finally snap and give in all at once. His hands had found her waist instantly, pulling her flush against him as he kissed her deeply enough to leave her dizzy.
And his lips? Soft in a way that completely contrasted the intensity and passion between them. He kissed her like he wanted to memorize the feeling of her mouths against his, as if he couldn't decide whether he wanted to savour or devour her. He tasted just as good as everything else about him. Coffee. Mint. Something that made her instinctively grip the front of his shirt tighter.
A quiet sound escaped her throat when he kissed her harder, leaning into her and her hands slipped onto his neck for support. He practically groaned in her mouth at that reaction.
"You have no idea," her murmured against her lips, breath uneven now, "how long I've wanted to do this."
The confession alone knocked the air right out of her, her stomach light and fluttery as she pulled back just enough to look up at him, her lips swollen, heart pounding in her chest, "Oh yeah?"
He started at her for half a second, admiring how disheveled she looked now, her lipstick smudges and her shirt unbuttoned from him tugging on her like that.
"Mhm."
His hand slipped beneath the hem of her shirt. Maya inhaled sharply at the sudden warmth of his palm against her skin, the sudden touch making her arch towards him. Michael groaned softly at her reaction, eyes fluttering shut for a second like he was trying to desperately keep himself together.
"Gosh, Maya."
Confidence surged through her body at the realization that she affected him just as badly. At that, her hands slid upward slowly, curling around the collar of his shirt, staring up at him with big eyes making sure he saw the look on her face before she made her move.
Tugging him closer, her lips brushed along the edge of his jawline teasingly. He froze.
'Interesting' she thought, pulling back to get a good look at his face. He had his eyes shut, his breathing a little heavier. She kissed just beneath his jaw again, slower this time.
"You sure are quiet now." She teased softly against his skin, his grip on her waist tightening.
"Maya." He warned.
She only hummed innocently before kissing lower toward his neck, and the sound he let out after that was enough to drive her crazy. Low. Rough. Completely unguarded.
"Oh," she whispered, smiling slightly against his skin. "You like that."
Michael laughed breathlessly, one hand sliding fully beneath her shirt now, fingertips tracing slowly along her waist.
"You're getting cocky."
"You started it."
"Did I?"
"Mhm." she kissed the corner of his mouth once before pulling back just enough to look at him. "You're the one who pulled me over here."
That earned her a look, the kind that made her entire body warm instantly.
"Sit." he told her, using his head to gesture to the desk he'd just been leaning on. She listened, spinning over and pushing herself up.
He stood between her legs, his hands at the back of her neck, guiding her into another kiss hard enough to steal the breath from her lungs.
"Such a good girl for me," he murmured against her mouth afterward, voice rough enough to make her knees weaken. "Doing just as I say."
She nearly melted on the spot, moaning into his mouth. The worst part? He noticed.
A smug smile tugged at his lips, his thumb brushed against her waist, "There it is." he teased softly, "You like that huh?"
A/N: THIS WAS SOOOO FUNN omg mature mike is so sexy I need him
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Summary: It had been months of no contact, but seeing her again undid all his hard work.
Content: Pre and post Thriller Michael Jackson, reader or oc x Michael, no Y/N, angst, fluff, angryish love confession in the rain hehe
Word Count: 3.3K
Disclaimer: My first fic hehe I hope you like it. There will be a part 2! :)
It had been months since they last saw each other. Despite running in similar circles, she chalked it up to fate. They weren't supposed to reunite- and the faster she made her peace with it, the faster she'd go back to her normal self. There's this saying, something like, 'You could live across the street from someone, but if you aren't meant to cross paths, you simply won't.' She started living by it just to cope with the heartbreak.
It was her own fault. She knew what she was getting into, and she had known the rules. Do your job and move on. Do not fall in love. It was simple until it wasn't. Michael was charming, and that was an understatement. But he was a lot more down-to-earth than she had expected. He had a laugh that could light up a room, a smile that instantly brightened her day. He was soft and gentle, kind in a way she wasn't familiar with and certainly didn't expect from a celebrity of his calibre.
When the "relationship"- if you can even call it that- first began, it was PR. Nothing but publicity to bring some different attention to his name and to hers. They had a contract stipulating every detail, down to when they'd hold hands and how they'd kiss. It was like acting in a movie, but the line between what was real and what wasn't began to fade fast.
He was easy to get along with. They had their own little jokes. They had long conversations spanning from dusk til dawn, laughing at each other as the sound of birds chirping interrupted what they swore would be a short call. They developed a bond, a friendship neither of them expected. But it was over as fast as it sprouted. He ended it.
She'd seen him everywhere- billboards, magazines, tv. Everywhere she turned, he was there. Except in her life. So you can imagine her surprise when they finally bumped into each other and a birthday party. Bumped into is a bit of an exaggeration- a more accurate statement would be that they both saw each other from across the room.
And when her gaze met his, she couldn't do anything but freeze. Her face began to heat up, her throat tight, and her heart beating at a rate she was sure bordered cardiac arrest. She was quick to look away, finding the drink in her hand suddenly intriguing.
Still, with music blasting loudly from all directions, conversations floating about, and some people as drunk as could be, somehow her senses could only hone in on him, no matter how hard she tried to ignore him.
Michael thought he was imagining it at first. It had been what felt like ages. Gruelling months of nothingness. She had changed him during the span of their year-long situation, so much so that it scared him. He didn't realize it at first, but it crept up on him.
"You seem different." His manager had commented one particular morning. It was right after there was a switch in their relationship. They went from civil coworkers to friends. She had found him in his recording studio, his head in his hands because things had gotten overwhelming.
"Hey.." She cooed cautiously, approaching him like he was something delicate and fragile- like one wrong move and she'd scare him off.
She had dropped by because he'd forgotten something at her place, and it was on her way as she had plans. But seeing him in that state, she called and cancelled while he tried to convince her to leave. He tried pushing her away, telling her it was nothing. But she stuck around, and that both intrigued and terrified him.
She didn't have the overused words of advice that everyone loved to hand out, like 'You'll get through this' or something that made him feel silly and small. She listened, nodded along and then said nothing, letting them soak in the silence.
"Do you feel better?" She asked after some time had passed, sitting between his knees, looking up at him.
"A little." He shrugged, confused as to what had happened.
She just nodded, telling him she'd stay the night if he wanted and help him finish his song. That they'd take a break whenever he needed to if he remembered any detail. Then he did something he didn't expect of himself. He asked for advice.
"It'll be different for everyone, but when that happened to me, it helped me to reconnect with nature. I sat under a tree, with a blanket, of course, because I'm terrified of ants, and I just doodled. It let out all my frustration and feelings on that pad, and then I ripped it out and left it there."
For the first time that day, he had cracked a smile, shaking his head and laughing.
"What?" She asked, a crinkle forming between her brows, "It's recyclable! It's paper, Mike."
"You're an odd one." He smiled at her, averting his gaze because he couldn't help but notice how the soft lights of the studio hit her so perfectly.
"Yeah? Good thing you're a little strange yourself." She laughed, pushing him ever so lightly.
That day had replayed in his head every night. He missed her voice, her smile, her laugh, her presence entirely. He missed having her to talk to. But he thought it was best if they kept their distance. She had so many dreams and passions, and he didn't want to get in the way of that. But part of him, the cowardly part, worried she'd choose to leave- and he knew he wasn't capable of handling that. The longer he waited, the more it would destroy him.
But even in the short time they spent together, she left a lasting impact he couldn't shake. He made it his mission to avoid her because one look at her, knowing he could actually pour out his heart. It would untangle all the work he had done thus far. So when their gaze met, though she looked away, he couldn't.
He tried to be slick, glancing at her as she danced across the room, talking to everyone. He didn't want to admit it, but it made him seethe. Seeing her smile and laugh with anyone other than him. The fact that she seemed unfazed by his presence when seeing her was tearing him to shreds, leaving a tinge of hurt he couldn't shake. Like maybe he misunderstood their intentions, or hers specifically. He knew what he wanted, he just didn't know if he could go through the pain of attaining it.
She looked beautiful. Somehow more radiant than he recalled. Dawning a long, hot pink dress that hugged her curves just right, her elegant shoulders on display as her black curls cascaded down her back, she stood out.
She was gorgeous; that wasn't something that needed to be said. Her job was about her looks, but it wasn't her beauty that made him want her so badly with all his being. Sure, it was captivating, but it was nothing compared to her soul.
"Do you ever feel alone?" She had asked on a random sunny day. The kind of day you feel like a kid again, like everything will be okay because there's a cool breeze in the air, because the temperature is just right, and the park is where you want to be.
Michael hadn't known how to answer that. It wasn't something he went around telling everyone, at least not in detail. But knowing her and knowing their dynamic, he was aware he'd manage to spill his guts out. She had that effect on him.
"Sometimes." He replied, realizing he was taking too long to decide what to say.
They were situated under a tree, the shade providing protection from the sun, specifically for him. She didn't love the sun rays either, finding them harsh on her skin. Before them sat lush green hills for as far as the eye could see, and behind them, they could hear the distant sound of kids laughing in the park. It was the perfect spot to uplift your mood, and that's why she had begged Michael to join her. The topic, however, didn't match the scenery.
"Well, like, alone or lonely? There's a difference." She sat up, propping herself on her elbow as she'd been lying on her back previously.
Michael sat with his legs sprawled out, leaning on his hands for support while she played with the grass near his legs. Her sudden shift in position caught him off guard, because gazing into her eyes as he told her the truth of his heart wasn't something that'd be easy.
"What's the difference?" He asked, feigning ignorance like he wasn't acclimated to both.
"Hmm..." She sat up fully, scooting closer to him, pulling her legs into her chest so she could rest her cheek on her knee as she tilted her head to look at him, "Alone is fun. Alone is enjoying your own company and taking time to treat yourself. I love being alone. I have my own little rituals. Lonely is the opposite. It feels like you have this gaping hole in your life- you want someone to fill it so desperately, but no one ever does. It's uncomfortable, painful even."
Swallowing his nerves, he nodded, looking straight ahead as she continued to stare at him. He cursed himself for not wearing his glasses, recalling why he wore them in the first place.
"Michael..." She called out, the sound of her voice saying his name so melodically, like it was her favourite song. It grounded him enough for him to let her in just a little.
Exhaling, his gaze finally shifted to meet hers.
"Lonely. I feel like it consumes me, and that no matter how many people I know, or how many people want to be around me or to befriend me, no one will ever truly get me." He blinked, shifting uncomfortably as he brought his legs in, mirroring her position.
"I feel like that all the time, but why do you feel like that?" She asked, her stare never wavering as she inched her hand forward to push a curl out of his face.
He couldn't believe he was doing this- telling her everything. But she had such a way with words, and she provided with comfort he thought he could only pay to receive- and even then it was often futile.
"Growing up as I did, no one was ever genuine. People saw me as a means to an end. When I was useful to them, they loved me. When I wasn't, it's like I never existed." He answered, tilting his head down like he was trying to collapse into himself, hiding while hugging his knees as kids do.
"I can't imagine what that was like; it must've been so confusing as a child." She sympathized, inching ever closer, the sound of her jeans against the dewy grass catching his attention, forcing him to come out of hiding.
"I know when you say you're lonely, sometimes people bring up your siblings. But you know what- I have two older sisters. They're 15 years older than I am, so I kinda grew up like an only child because by the time I was old enough to remember stuff, they left for college. And I wasn't sociable, I was awkward and off-putting, so I didn't have many friends in elementary school either. I know it's annoying when people say they get how you feel, but I promise I do. I know exactly what you mean." She gave him a soft smile that had the corners of his mouth twitching.
"Can I tell you a secret?" She continued, taking in a deep breath as he nodded, "I cry about it all the time. Maybe it doesn't seem like it, but I'm a huge crybaby. I'm sensitive and fragile. I think too much about little things that other people might not notice. I'm observant, so I keep myself guarded. But I think you bring out the opposite of all that."
The party, or perhaps a certain someone, was starting to leave her feeling suffocated. She needed to take a minute to breathe, to recollect herself and show him she doesn't care. After everything, when he had decided to break it off, to say she was appalled would be understating it. It came out of nowhere, giving her whiplash. It was the last thing she had expected, thinking they had been doing well.
To see him again, after he disregarded her like that, it was just too much.
"Hey, I'm just gonna get some fresh air." She lightly tapped her friend, putting her drink on the counter, keeping her gaze on the ground as she maneuvered through bodies standing shoulder to shoulder.
Michael's attention hadn't left her once; her every move was being tracked by him. He was trying his hardest not to, but it was like he was hardwired to do so. Biting his lower lip in anticipation of seeing her cross the room, he hoped she'd come up to him, maybe say hi. The other part of him feared she might, and he had no idea what he would say to her.
But then, he stared as a man he wasn't familiar with suddenly stopped her in her path, grabbing her by the arm, seemingly catching her off guard. His eyes narrowed, his back straightening like a hyena on alert as he deciphered her expression and body language in the hopes that she did not want this guy.
"Let go of me!" He heard her say aloud, and he was sure of it. There was no way he could mistake her rhythmic voice, even with the loud atmosphere they were in.
Before he could even register what he was doing, he practically teleported to her, his long legs carrying him fast, because, despite all his hesitation, he didn't play about her safety.
"Get your hands off of her." A familiar voice spoke up from outside her periphery, a voice that sent shockwaves through her spine. Slowly, she turned her head to the right to find herself staring at Michael's side profile. His jaw set, the muscles flexing as she was sure he was grinding his teeth as he glared at the man.
"I said, get your hands off of her," Michael repeated, this time doing it himself after the weirdo seemed to disregard him.
Turning to her, he delicately found her hand in his, the familiar fit feeling like the last piece to a puzzle as he began dragging her outside with a soft command, "Let's go."
Like a ragdoll, she let him drag her to the balcony she had been yearning to reach. The soft thud of the door muffled the loud music, though the vibrations of the bass were still there. Secluded from the rest of the attendees, now alone with him, she couldn't begin to understand the emotions and sensations he seemed to evoke from her.
"You didn't have to do that." She managed to croak out, still refusing to meet his eyes.
She was grateful, yes, but she was sure she could've found a way out of that scenario without him intervening. The last thing she wanted was to see him, to talk to him. And certainly not show the power he had over her.
"Why wouldn't I?" He asked, his tone laced with a hint of hurt she was sure she made up.
Letting out a humourless, breathy laugh, she shook her head, "Don't pretend that you care about me."
Leaning against the railing of the balcony, her back towards him, she shut her eyes as those words left her lips. It was an impulse she had to act on. It just came out, but as soon as it did, her entire body began to throb at the thought of what he might say. She regretted it immediately, thinking he would agree with her and head off.
"I don't care about you?" Michael repeated softly, frustrated, like he couldn't believe that was what she meant.
He stood beside her, but she didn't have to open her eyes to confirm that. She could feel the warmth radiating off his body, the familiar scent overtaking her senses. Despite everything, she wanted to do nothing more than rest her head on his chest, have him wrap his arms around her, and just hold her there. She hadn't just lost a 'boyfriend', but a friend. To her, the latter was more important.
"No, you don't. You didn't then, and you don't now." She finally turned to him, her eyes glossy from the tears she refused to let fall.
Michaels expression softened, his tense shoulders relaxing and curving inward as his hands inexplicably found her arms without thinking, as if he needed to make sure she was really there. Any frustration dissolved the moment he looked at her properly, up close like he was meant to.
God, did she look beautiful.
The soft breeze of the wind whisked her hair out of her face. Moonlight caught in her eyes until they looked unreal. The soft flow of the stars above them illuminated her face as if that was their only purpose. He was entirely enamoured.
"All I do is care." He whispered.
So quietly she almost mistook it for the rain that began to fall. Perfect, just what she needed after everything that had happened. She pulled herself free from his grasp, backing up, the soft clicking of her heels grounding her in reality.
This wasn't one of their staged appearances. There were no cameras, no rehearsed scripts. Just him and the damage he left behind.
"You wouldn't have hurt me if you did." She meant to sound stronger, but the crack in her voice betrayed her. "I just wanted some air, Michael, please let me be."
Her words struck him harder than he expected. She was right.
Every day after ending things had felt like walking on glass, but he had justified his actions. He convinced himself it was necessary. He told himself he was protecting her. Her career. Her dreams. Her future from becoming tangled up in his name, the chaos that followed.
But standing there, seeing the hurt written all over her face, he realized all he had done was break both of them.
"I can't," he admitted, his voice barely above a whisper.
Rain dripped from his lashes as he stared at her helplessly, his eyes pleading before he went on.
She looked away immediately, as if hearing it hurt physically. But once the words started, he couldn't stop. He didn't want to stop.
"I look for you everywhere. I buy magazines I don't care to read because I know you'll be in them. I hear your voice in my head constantly, but when I open my eyes, I remember what I did. Every good thing that happens to me makes me want to call you first."
Her breathing faltered.
The rain soaked through his shirt entirely, sticking to his skin, but he barely noticed. All he saw was her.
"I don't want to leave you alone..." he said quietly, his voice shaking. "But I don't think I could survive you leaving me either."
Silence. Nothing but rain striking pavement, and the distant muffled music echoed from inside the house. He watched her intently, his heart nearly bursting out of his chest as he tried to read her expression.
Then she laughed softly. It was hollow. Heartbroken. She shook her head slowly, "You're good." She whispered, "Too good. I'm not falling for your words again."
And when she turned away, something inside him snapped. Maybe he panicked, seeing how long they had already gone without talking. Maybe she could live without him, but he knew he couldn't.
"Damn it, can't you see- I'm in love with you!"

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