Selenophilia.

And no they don’t think of you

ever since i was a little girl i knew i was doomed to take things too seriously and think about them forever

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

this could be casual but also i will remember the way you looked at me for an unreasonable amount of time.

and what if i am unlovable. what then

suddenly i don't want anyone to know me as deeply anymore, which is weird because i always yearned for someone to understand my soul.

Be the person who still tries. After failure, after frustration, after disappointment, after exhaustion, after heartache, be the person who musters up the courage to believe that a new attempt can manifest a new outcome. Be the person who still tries.

I'm slowly teaching myself that someone else's emergency is not my emergency. I've been running miles for people who couldn't even take a step for me.

sorry I can’t hang out tonight. yeah I’m busy freaking out over things that might not even happen. yeah it’s gonna take a while

hate that I was understanding when I should’ve just been a cunt