Hello 🙏🏻

I cried today... It's weird because I haven't cried in a long while I honestly thought I couldn't But I did I have And I'm losing you I lost you They took you away from me Why? I'm dying already I'm falling back into my past self... I don't want to be depressed again But you are the only thing that giving me joy in life And I hate that I caused you pain That I am causing you pain I wish we could be together I wish... Oh how I wish

This is it This is the end Is this how it feels? To have loved and lost But I'll continue loving you until forever or maybe even after that But I have lost you I hate that I miss you so much I need you Maybe we'll find our way back to each other? Without everything else in the way Maybe we'll meet up in heaven... Hell? Whatever... Once I'm with you This is it...

Why did I lose you? Why can't I be with you? Why can't I be happy for once? Why can't everybody stop judging? Why can't I stop crying? I'm so sorry It's all my fault Why did this happen?

I love my parents but I hate that they're taking me away from the love of my life! I understand your times was different but you can't do that! Well you can! But please don't? Please? It's killing me!

What if something bad happens? what if we cant be together anymore...? what if life being mean and it take you away from me... I know you deserve better cuz seriously you're perfect and you need someone in your league but i can't help but be selfish rn! I seriously can't live without you... so what am I going to do? What are we going to do? Cuz i'm slowly dying inside... and ik in a matter of a few weeks i wouldn't see you for a long while... and I'll miss you soo much.... I miss you every second that we're apart and I don't think I can survive without you... and like here I am ranting to tumblr and I miss you!! I love you so much and I dont want to spend my life without you. I'm dying babe! without you... cuz you're seriously my air, my world, my life, my everything. (8) And I love you I love you I love you like never before (8) 

It feels like I’m missing the best part of myself I miss you… I feel so empty inside And I love you and I will love you more than anyone I have ever loved or ever will love You are my present and future  You are my world And I thank God everyday that I get to call you mines. Good night babe… :*!

I found you and by finding you I found it It, Love Thank you for showing me this amazing feeling But don’t ever go away because if you do I won’t just lose you or love I will lose myself because you’re a part of me My favorite part and I love you.