rosie

Idk if I'm being ungrateful (probably am): I know I have amazing friends whom I cam always count on, but I just wish I could say the same about my family. Sometimes, it feels like a punishment from some past life to live like this, knowing how incomparable you are with your own birth family

Idk who's worse: me or them?

I just wish I had as good of a relationship with my partner the way my sibling does. I wish I had a good relationship with my sibling too. They never listen to me even when I try explaining stuff to them and go like, "I don't wanna hear about this"

Like I know I've maintained friendships till now for more than 5 years, but still...

Sometimes I feel like I just can't ever establish a good relationship with anybody. Maybe the problem's with me. I just have 3 more family members and it feels like they've given up on me

I wish I had a good relationship with my mom. People who have that are the luckiest people in the world istg. Why couldn't I have had that too

I'm tired. So tired of being denied your love. So tired

How does anybody have a good relationship with their mom

What did I do to deserve this

I'm not even crying right now but still my throat hurts from holding it in

I'm tired now. So tired

You never notice when I'm hurting and then always point out my own flaws when I try telling you

Aren't mothers closest to their kids

Why don't you understand

I'm just neurodivergent and genuinely forget this stuff