Love of Maxwell

Me talking to myself….. Look in some ways Porsche has had to grow up fast. He was thrown into the adulting world at a young age. However he has also shown that he still has a naïveté about people and life. Sure maybe he had some contact with loan sharks and the mafia because of his debt and his bartending gig. Now he is an insider to the mob and he just stands out as someone so pure and genuine and his eyes are not entirely wide open. I get that he isn’t lacking in grit or brawn. His skills just need to be refined and polished and expanded. More than anything, I get that he has some tough lessons to learn with regards to interpersonal relationships. Who among us hasn’t had to learn the hard lesson about the difference between a friend and an acquaintance!?! Porsche needs an awakening to truly assimilate and show personal and professional growth and progression. But watching that arc and them trying to break his lovely spirit…..Even as I’ve written that I know that Porsche is already broken in some ways and he’s acknowledged that

I work Monday thru Friday 9:00 a.m. until….. I only get Saturday and Sunday off. I DO NOT APPRECIATE being put in the position every week to beg and plead for Sundays when the next day is Monday and the start of a new work week!!!! This existential dilemma is messing with my chi….

Everyone is bracing themselves for angst next week based on the preview. All I heard Win say is ‘I didn’t mean to fall for Team but here we are. Mind your business!’.

Nope!!!! I’m not going to do it. Again. I’m not going to fall for another side couple in an OffGun series. I rebuke the nefarious beautiful beings (Yok and Dan) that are trying to suck me in. I accidentally hit the Like button 10 times on Danyok gifs. I will not get obsessed. I will look away and not give in to them. You can’t make me fall. 11 times. Just Sigh….

I blame me. What did I expect!?! Bad Buddy was compared to tragic love stories Kwan Riam and Romeo & Juliet. They weren’t supposed to have a happy ending. As far as I’m concerned any lost time isn’t a happy ending. What was the point of their journey to acknowledge their love if they were just going to give it up so easily and without a fight!?! And before someone says it didn’t look or feel like that, well all I have to say is it doesn’t feel like they fought as hard to stay together as they fought to get each other to admit that they liked each other. It just feels like they gave up on each other and their love. Don’t mind me, I’m just up in my feelings!!!