Sandra

I know. I know. It's not perfect. But I like it, so...

These boys... Love theme so much. They are my favorites after Bathena.

To give it context: I'm watching this daily soap (GZSZ) where I just started to ship two characters (m|m) that I'm very sure are not gonna be a thing at all. One of them (Moritz) is openly gay, while the other (Luis) has just been in straight relationships so far (and I think also once said that he's not gay), which my brain apparently took as 'technically that doesn't mean he is straight though'. They had I think 3 scenes together at this point, in which one of them (M.) accidentally hit the other (L.) in the face with brass knuckles on (it's a long story), which he reported to the police and is really really angry about.

My brain is now trying to manifest a enemies to lovers / enemies to friends to lovers... Additionally L. just came back into the show after being abroad for about two years and he came back with a girlfriend, which since we didn't get to see anything of their lovestory could be just an obstacle for the M&L lovestory to tell... (why am I thinking this? Because I'm delusional, like I said.) Another thing I took as a (delusional) hint was that M. was loosely dating a small side character over the past 2 month, but had kind of a break up scene just the other episode as well. And last but not least M. has been in the show for about 1 year and a couple of month, never had a real lovestory during that time, just some fun here and there, so it would be about time...

Now that I wrote it down, I can't think anything else than "why? why am I doing this to myself???"

Since I'm probably the only person in the fandom of this ship, I gotta choose the shipname though, right? I went through a couple: Luritz, LuMo, MoLu, Moris, Mois, Luitz, Lutz, Muis, ... I like LuMo and Moris best, but since L.'s girlfriend is named Miriam and therefore they could be Miris, I think that would bring a nice touch to Moris (you know Miris vs. Moris), so I guess I'll settle for Moris for now.

Sorry for this (long) post, I had to get these thoughts out of my head in some way.