LOVEDSICK . . .

"i really don't, you're right..." tone silent, defeated; it was all that could've been said at the moment. grey might have wanted to elicit some sort of reaction from the fellow band member, but even she knew when to stop — when a push came to ( literal ) shove, she didn't budge, "— and what do you want ME to do ?? use your words." or not. dealer's choice.

               femme   gets   exactly   what   she   wants   ,   other   finally   relenting   and   agreeing   with   own   words   .   .   .   yet   satisfaction   ceases   to   flood   through   veins   .   and   of   course   band   member   doesn't   move   one   inch   when   palms   meet   shoulders   ,   own brows   now knitting   with   frustration   .   "   i   want   you   to   just   —-   fuck   off   .   "   with   another   shove   comes   yet   another   unmoving   grey   .   expression   easily   growing   tired   only   highlights   a   forced   hatred   towards   opposite   ,   digits   curling   into   fabric   of   other's   collar   .   "   just   —-   "   what   did   she   want   from   them   ?   answer   is   partially   offered   with   sudden   urge   to   press   glossed lips   to   ones   that   gaze   ventured   down   to   .

" — 'cause you wish it was you, maybe ?? i dunno, somethin's telling me you're not happy 'bout that one... or, like... the rest of them..." god damn it, grey. pointing things out won't get you anywhere !! "i do know a couple of things that 'excite' you, specifically... — i might be stupid, but i am observant... maybe if you weren't so fucking focused on hating everything that i do for no god-damn reason, shit would've been different, ya know ??" well... that surely is one way to put it, "genuinely — what the fuck is your problem ??"

               each   word   leaving   opposite's   lips   were   just   on   point   with   each   syllable   hitting   10's   across   the   board   .   "   you   think   you   know   me   ,   but   you   don't   .   you   really   don't   ,   grey   .   "   denial   serves   as   only   defense   when   it   comes   other's   insinuations   that   threaten   to   fill   one's   mind   .   head   quickly shakes   to   rid   distraction   ."   that's   the   thing   —-   "   frustration   bursting   at   the   seams   before   palms   give   slight   push   to   bandmate's   shoulders   ,   "   you're   my   fucking   problem   .   "

"sure did !! like... what ?? — was i supposed to waste an opportunity like that ??" except, it was a big ol' lie. of course. anything to get a rise out of marin. for fun. "boundaries ?? fuck, marin... — just fuckin' say you want me, and i will make all your dreams come true... over, and over... and over again..."

               "   i   think   i   just   threw   up   in   my   mouth   a   little   .   .   .   "   of   course   opposite's   confirmation   has   wave   of   nausea   washing   over   .   "   and   what   makes   you   say   that   ,   hm   ?   "   putting   up   a   brave   front   like   bandmate   hasn't   hit   right   on   bullseye   .   "   even   if   i   did —   .   .   .   want   you   .   .   .   you   wouldn't   even   be   able   to   handle   me   .   that's   for   sure   .   i'm   not   like   all   those   other   poor   girls   who   are   so   far   up   your   ass   that   anything   you   do   excites   them   .   "

          *ੈ  ♡ ‧₊˚     "  excuse  me  ?  i'm  not  throwing  myself  at  anyone.  a - at  least  they  came  to  see  my  performance  tonight;  they  even  brought  me  flowers  —  where  were  you  ?  "

               "   that's   exactly   what   i'm   talking   about   .   he   shows   up   in   a   wrinkled   suit   and   some   sad   excuse   of   a   bouquet   and   you're   swooning   .   .   .   i   already   told   you   last   week   that   i   couldn't   make   it   .   and   how   about   we   not   forget   who's   funding   made   your   performance   possible   in   the   first   place   .   "

࣪     .    ⋆   𐙚  ⠄  ﹕ ‘   feels   like   you're   caring   just   a   smidge   .   .   .   there's   not   point   in   asking   ,   it   would   lead   to   more   complicated   conversations   i'd   rather   avoid   .   ’

            lucky   for   you   ,   i   keep   things   nice   and   simple   .   .   .   speaking   of   which   —-   i   want   to   see   you   repping   my   number   tomorrow   at   the   game   now   that   i'm   off   injured   reserve   .   shouldn't   be   so   hard   to   do   ,   no   ?   "  

"well, yes. but whatever, i can take the fall this time. it's no big deal." miyeon couldn't stay mad at either of them for long anyway... and sophie would've thrown the other under the bus either way so what was the difference? "again? is the coffee that good?"

               "   you   know   what   ,   i   suggest   we   just   take   our   chances   on   the   fact   that   she'll   be   too   busy   reeling   in   her   fantasy   world   with   you   know   who   .   .   .   "   although   proud   of   friend   missing   in   action   ,   small   exhale   will   push   past   glossed   lips   at   own's   lack   of   liaison   .   however   ,   features   will   brighten   right   back   up   the   moment   opposite   questions   next   destination   .   "   the   coffee   ?   it's   literally   my   new   addiction   .   "   she   was   in   fact   ,   not   a   coffee   person   .

                     “   so   you   have   no   idea   how   he   got   hurt   then   ?   because   after   what   happened   last   time   ,   i   find   it   really   hard   to   believe   it   was   just   a   coincidence.   ”

                  "   if   you're   having   a   hard   time   believing   me   ,   i   suggest   you   find   a   way   to   get   over   it   —-   quick   .   especially   when   we   both   know   you   shouldn't   be   concerned   about   them   in   the   first   place   .   how   many   times   do   i   have   to   remind   you   not   to   be   so   naive   ?   "

jungkook's reaction to armys' screams ♡ (cr. soowoozoooo)

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