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“w-what, no i don’t mean that. i meant what i said,” bingxin insisted, pausing for a second so that she would be able to recollect her thoughts and sense of self-pride. she understood that not everybody got why she studied so hard or why she was so determined, but that was exactly why she did it. she didn’t like others thinking that her hard work was a waste just because of who her dad was, or that she should just accept handouts or ask her dad for a step up a had of everyone else. she would earn her high rank. though as rosalie kept talking, bingxin couldn’t help but laugh a little bit because what on earth was she even talking about. “you know i can’t do that, rose! if i did, then the last two years would’ve been for nothing. and besides, i like studying, it’s relaxing. or… it usually is at least,” she said pointedly, reaching over to poke rosalie with the eraser of her pencil.

“don’t let the arrangement we have going on get to your head. i’m not your honey.” seungdae reminded his insufferable counterpart with a roll of his eyes. though he wasn’t sure why he was complaining. of all the nicknames that jisang tended to call him, honey really wasn’t the most unbearable. though as he was shown what his name was saved under in his phone, he just rolled his eyes again. it seemed that their time together was already longer than his thirty-second limit of being able to stand being with the other. 

“that doesn’t even make any sense. it’d better suit you, i think.” he pointed out despite not really knowing where he was going with that. oh well. “and that’s bold, comingfrom you. i heard what a mess your last show performance was, even with you lipsyncing over the record track. i feel bad for your group mates.” oh, in more way than one.

  ------   ❝ do  you  like  “ BABY “  better ??  i  don’t  mind  switching , ❞  he  smiled ,  sweetness  brightening  his  bitchy  face  &  its  matching  tone .  he  had  that  kind  of  voice  too ,  the  entitled  white  twink  voice ,  as  if  he  had  been  born  to  play  that  role .  and  what  a  role  it  was !!  for  someone  who’d  never  acted  professionally ,  he  was  definitely  good  at  staying  in  character  ...  unfortunately !! 

but  upon  hearing  his  coworker’s  ----  despite  fans’  fantasies  ( and  possibly  jisang’s  own ) ,  that  was  all  they  were  ----  reproach ,  jisang’s  smile  turned  bitter .  ❝ oh ,  shut  up . ❞  the  boy  commented ,  mirroring  seungdae’s  eye  rolling .  ❝ it  was  a  fucking  performance  based  song ,  you  know  damn  well  i  can’t  dance . ❞  hours  upon  hours  of  practice  every  week  had  never  changed  that  fact .  jisang  couldn’t  be  deemed  LAZY ,  but  frankly ,  dancing  just  wasn’t  his  calling !!