cherry

Why can't I be good enough for anyone? Why must everyone lust over someone else? Why does it seem that I am the only one that does not? I trusted you so much, and this is how you repay me?

I truly do love you. I find you to be the most interesting person in my past, present and future. I’m grateful for that. I love having someone so filled with interest in my presence.

I think back to other times and to other apologies. I don’t know if I would apologize to you ever. I know some of the things I said were harsh, yet, you had hurt me in unimaginable ways.

I sometimes think to whether I would apologize for the things I had said or done to you. I really do still believe and mean everything I had said, we simply were not compatible. Yet, you are such a good person. I feel bad for not being able to appreciate you, however, I never would have as you were not what I was looking for. I find it interesting that someone could be so textbook correct, yet still fall short in your own eyes.