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THIS. THIS. seriously. I am actually sick and tired of people telling me how good i look because i have lost a lot of weight from being sick for almost a year and not being able to eat. NO THIS IS NOT OKAY. I DONT WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT THIS WAY. I don’t look good. I look sick. Ive lost coloring to my face. I permanently have huge bags under my eyes. I am constantly dizzy/winded because I do not have enough nutrients in my body. I am either always hungry and queasy at the same time and it sucks. My hair is greasy and falling out from not getting protein. so no. I DONT WANT TO BE THIS WAY. and yet my psychiatrist says i need to lose more weight because the number on the scale keeps rising, even though Im sick and miserable. Its probably rising because im bloated from not eating that much/ all the gas in my system. SO STOP. LISTEN TO THIS PICTURE. I was healthy before.

never the loudest in the room. always the most observant.