younggainer18

“Fuck babe what have you done to yourself, you used to be an athlete now look at you! Maybe it’s time you hit the gym again fatass!”

It. All. Adds. Up……. All of it. You FEEL the obesity all day and night. The things you start to struggle with, become the things you can no longer do. It. All. Adds. Up. It slows you down. Makes you lazier and sleepier. It’s easier off your feet. Your heart rate finally goes down when you are sitting or laying down. If you aren’t eating and you are resting… your cpap is on. It helps. You can finally relax when it breaths for you. You think you’ve got 200 more pounds to gain… you’re hungry. It. All. Adds. Up. I wouldn’t change it for the world.

Being skinny all of my life with trouble eating enough, I wouldn’t have believed this was possible for me a couple of years ago. I still feel too small but this puts things into better perspective. Gotta keep growing; here’s to the next set of gains.