It didn't have to be like this
I unblocked your account today because you never tried to reach out since I decided to back off anyway
You show up on my dash randomly and I am just on the outside looking in on your life now
I walk past your home area about 5 times a week and it hasn't gotten any easier
I want to see you but I know myself enough to acknowledge it would be more than I could handle
I am sorry I didn't give more of an explanationI guess it just shocked me too much that it came to that
I really hope you are doing alright
But it has been getting harder to pretend I don't miss you
So this is all this text is
Because telling you wouldn't help
I just miss you so damn much. I wish I knew the last time I saw you was that night. I would've held you so much tighter












