lostinreality

they are something quite extraordinary, one moment you feel like you’re on top of the world and next, your depression hits you back once again. I wonder... did I really get better or was I just distracted this whole time, I don't know to be honest. My head feels like a maze most of the time, like I can't escape the terrifying creatures that my mind created, the monsters that haunt me when im awake. Every time I wake up, I wish I could just sleep forever and ever just so that I wouldn't have to fight with my anxiety and overthinking all the time, it drains me out more than anything, it is my biggest struggle in my life. I could say im lost, and there is only one person in the world, the universe, who could save me from myself