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they should invent a body that feels normal to be inside of

If you are currently going through a difficult time, I want you to know that it is ok if you are not functioning as usual. It is ok if you are not doing it all. Please do not be so hard on yourself, my love. You are fighting. You are surviving. And that is enough. If you do not have the strength to clean your whole place, it is ok to pick out one single thing like changing your pillow case or taking out the bin. If you have no energy to cook a full on meal, it is ok if you just eat something, anything. It does not even have to be healthy. Right now it is all about the baby steps. And it is absolutely ok if life feels hard right now - just remember that you are allowed to do things differently in this situation. Be gentle with yourself.

the thing is, it’s never too late for anyone to start over except me. I’m doomed and it’s over for me

imagine if your childhood did not have any effect on the kind of adult you grow up to be. we could've been so free